my world with you.

2007-07-01T19:53:00.000-07:00

hello world(:
i guess i havent been posting here recently huh?
if you dont find it troublesome, please relink me @ http://highway-tracks.livejournal.com(:
i wont be deleting this blog though, for the sake of those old posts that i spent so much time on and for memories' sake(:
and maybe i shall post here once in a blue moon?haha see how(:maybe "emo" posts here?HAIYO I DONT KNOW LARH.just come back here if you feel bored ok!
*loves*

2007-06-28T06:14:00.000-07:00

chem spa tmr):
i am very scared eh!im super duper scared of the bunsen burner!last year all the experiments i asked cheryl fong to lit the fire one lorh!i scared right, tmr i cant get the fire started and i wont be able to do my experiment and i will fail!omg scary!

and IF i actually managed to get the fire started right, im scared the wind will blow the fire in all sorts of direction and my hair will catch fire.HOW!later i'll be screaming and jumping around=.=

AND.I.WILL.RMB.TO.PUT.ALL.MY.INFO.INTO.A.GRAPH.
I.WILL.NOT.FORGET.

!!!!
scared!!!!!

2007-06-27T06:15:00.000-07:00

hello world.

today was quite a boring lessons day):

yay saw kj and jess(?)on 105(:which means i didnt take the early bus(:

yay.haha when we got down the bus, there was this bunch of netballs shooting.den suddenly something flew over me and kj's head.wahbiang so terrifying ok!we thought it was the netball lorh!haha found out it was only a bird=.=

yay went corr.very fun ok!i dont know why so many batchmates dont want to go!it's so fun!so much funner than sitting in class getting emo(:

i love my batch(:

and we always leave the corr reluctantly):but i guess after THAT, i wont be in the mood to go there anymore...

classes are so boring today!

chinese was really lame ok!sian):speech is also sian):the cher drove in from johor and was 30min late=.=hahaha chem is fun!

the expreiment not bad eh!except i dont know how to start a fire(ok fine i know but i dont dare!) and i broke a testtube):omg im really very scared of the bunsen burner!i scared i cannot lit and if i lit i go too close and it burn my hair how??

haha.and lit was nice(:ms lim is nice(:and maths is so retardingly boring and i dont understand anything):

WENT CORR!went to put bag and went toilet with JOLYN.ha.

i like going toilets with jolyn.it's very funny,(i think i said this before?)haha.

and chloe and guoling was behind us.quite freaky?AND JOLYN TOOK SO LONG)):haiyo.den very paisei eh!

went lunch(:

and DAANNY IM SO SORRY I DITCHED YOU FOR INDIV!)):

i feel so guilty):

so wanted to indiv.but band room not open so i did hw(:

and jolyn the pro was teaching dot maths.,GRAPH SUCKS.):

den band room open.

jolyn: EH SOMEONE PLAY WITH ME LEH!I DONT WANT TO PLAY ALONE!
xinyi:*thinking of playing as playing lame things like hanky panky* OK I PLAY WITH YOU!
jolyn:REALLY ARH OK WE GO TAKE INSTRU
xinyi: OH PLAY AS IN PLAY INSTRU?chey.later.

hahah very funny and dumb.

and while we were going to take instru,i happily rmb that i left my mouthpiece at home.HOW SMART XINYI, HOW SMART=.= so i couldnt play lorh):

and so the horns went to take their horn and i kepo went intoo(:

and i saw amanda coming out of band room with chemicals in her hand?haha.remind me of rs):sian.

and i dunno why there's this poster of "LIVING A HEALTHY LIFE" outside band room.haha.

and then horns had gao jian):

fooled around with pearlyn talia and rebecca.

haha they very funny.AND I KILLED AN ____ MOSQUITO!the blank is there because i reliased i dunno how to spell it HAHA.

went down for FOOD.

and i did very little hw!i feel so guilty):

hahaha den after gao jian i was listening to jolyn play(eh today her sound very good eh!) and hahah i saw this pile of scores, and i thought it was hers and i happily took up the pencil inside the file and started writing on the score. it was only when i was halfway that i asked "oi jolyn this isyour score right"

haha den jolyn gave me this blur look and started laughing.
OMGOMGOMG!!I WROTE ON THE 1st and 2nd's SCORE!

OMGOMGOMG!

WHICH MEANS IT'S THE SENIORS!

OMGOMGOMG!

it's chloe's?!

OMGOMGOMG!

LUCKY I ASKED OK!

i was about to write" i know you love me(:"

WHAT IF CHLOE SAW?omg she'll think im nuts if she ever find out.omg.haha.

peixin came!

haha we wanted to do the spinspin thing again but she scared she puke):

and we went home cux there were alot of mosquitoes):

hmphf.

hahaha.funnn((:

jolyn and dot!they look damn cute larh!

and their horn so chio!
they wont let me take their faces):

haha jolyn is super biased can!she takes such good care of her shoes but pulls the thread of her poor socks):

JOLYN(:

and she claims she has nice legs, which is true la.

and she also claims her belt is too high, haha which is also true.
why arh?jolyn how come your belt so high arh?haha

2007-06-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

hello world.
today was quite a fun day(:
i took the earlier 105 to school!and i went straight to the corr but no one was there):so i went up to class to put my bag and came down again but still no one!so spooky!everyone came so late today!and not many came):oh mann)):
but it was funny.everytime its funny tho i always forget why.but it's nice to laugh.

lit and eng tgt):horrible.but the teacher was nice larh.
maths was so boringg!i cant stand it!i dunno how im gonna survive next year.
recess was okay but stupid daanny didnt come down and didnt tell me den i was like like searching everywhere for her):
and I PRESSED ONTO BIRD SHIT!SOME MORE IS THE FRESH KIND.omg i almost pucked.amanda was kind enough to walk me to the sink.haha EWW):
the lask time i touched bird shit was in p3 when i was walking and this pile of shit fell onto my shoulder and i was so shocked i screamed haha.
the geog cher is hopeless with computers haha=.=so cute(:
and cle is so boring!!):
LUNCH WITH DAANNY(((:
ok la.she was pestering me for all the updates):haha
saw ahemmm....O:

AND WE CAN HECK ABOUTT CORN!!BYEBYE STUPID CORN!!!!!yay!
and we have to work with the weirdo fern which i cant rmb the name.tectoria or sth?i keep on rmbing as terabithia as in the movie bridge to terabithia?haha
rs was pretty slack.

band((:
band is always nice(:
went toilet with jolyn.haha i find going to toilet with jolyn very fun and amusing(:yay i like going toilets with jolyn haha.
den section warmups hahahahah very funny!
we were playing halfway and jamie's scores, which she put onto the parapet, was blown away haha.one onto thie ledge thing that we cant reach and 3 onto the ground and random bushes hahhaah.
and amanda had to use a broom to push the score that was on the ledge off.haha.so funny!and jamie was like searching for her flown away scorees(:

my sitting position is good today(:can see.but abit cramp.
i feel so guilty for knocking into elizer's double bass!):
mroura was saying about his trip to m'sia and the tragedy that arouse from having no toilet paper(:haha.
prac ok ok?yeah..
and went toilet with jolyn dot and alicia.toilets trips are fun ok!basically they are just WALKS that are entertaining and amusing.
and me and jolyn had a long run with me kidnapping her belt(:
yay.

went home with kj peixin and emily((:
i feel so oddly out like the basses sbms and..me?
haha(:
im dreading thursday):
chem spa and maybe___.
HOW):
scared):
but there's band to cheer me up(:

2007-06-25T05:22:00.000-07:00

hello world.
my tv has completely broken down):

today, quite okay actually!
but the main reason for all the fun is still band.
thats how fun band is.

went on 105 in the morning and saw kj smiling.happy.den saw jiayi.happy increase. saw jessica whom i havent seen for so long happy increase somemore(:den i saw the 2 seniors.oh my.
went up to class to dump my bag and rushed to the corr and saw.....ALICIA!
haha she's finally back!AND SHE CHANGED HER HAIRSTYLE AGAIN=.=
now very cute!and she bought me a fan(:
ok yes,sam seah and jess,i know my expression was ridiculous when i saw her but haha(:excited mah!den alot of people came and jolyn, the last one, came strolling in with this fixed amused and lamed expression on her face haha:D
and i laughed myself nuts when peixin imitated zhenyi and did the jurrasic park soundtrack thing haha im still laughing now=.=HAHAHHAHA i laughed until tears all come out hahahahhaha.and ran for assembly.was last in line..freaky..
and i discovered vidya's specs is very weird.it's like..rubber?

went back class..reluctantly):
AND SAW AMANDA CHAN((:
haha so long never see her.
and greater still, the geog cher didnt come(:
so we had a freee block and talked my mouth off.and ruoxi looks chio with her new haircut(:
i alsmot feel asleep in chinese.gah:/
eng was boringgg.
com studs was irritating.eeyer):
and maths is sleepyyyy.

haha AND JOLYN SAID SHE COULD GO HOME WITH ME TODAY AND I WAS SO HAPPY(((:
we went corr(:and slacked den went for lunch(:
saw the grand arrival of ___ and __ haha and jolyn has this frozen "smile" on her face haha.
lunch was horrible.i dont like what i ate:/
haha.
den went back to corr.went to alot of places like popular and toilets and...prefects room.den jolyn started turning round and round in the middle of the foyer and hahha she became dizzy and started walking like a chicken=.=haha was hilarious ok!and me and peixin were so amused we attempted to try it and we ended up walking like drunkards and laughing madly hahahahahaha.
omg it was really damn funny ok!
i havent laughed so long since band camp!
hahahahahahhahaha.

went home with jolyn haha it was super funny.
main news,
SHE BIT MY PHONE.
LIKE...MY PHONE?!?!??!
she bit me once and now she's biting my phone!
omg i thought she anyhow say one lorh!
hahahahhaha.
i guess me and my phone will have long lives huh?
hahah

and me and peixin have slidy shoes!
ZOOM.
haha i guess this shows how bad quality our shoes are:/
hahahah.
and i have this tendency to call sam seah sam seah, and call sam lee sam seah too:/
hahahhahaha.
ok off to do chinese):
band tmr!
happppy!(:

AND I WILL BE SEEING DAANNY TOMORROW WITH A LOAD OF UPDATES!
*loves*
yay

also call sam lee sam seah

2007-06-24T00:59:00.001-07:00

haha i can't believe that my maths file is packed in less than an hour.
haha but i wouldn't really called it "packed" because it's basically dumping the whole lot of worksheets into the file, and not bothering to sort them through.i cant even find my set theory SA!im hopless but you know what?i dont really care of this kind of thing.i mean, like last year i filed my worksheets and what, i still throw them away this year don't I?i think it's useless to file, and basically just to entertain the teachers.

school is starting in..13hours15min(i count from the time i wake up, which is 5.20) and that's horribly near):
school don't really suck, IF THER WASN'T ANY STUPID TESTS OR PTS.i don't really get it.~~some~~ much of the things we are learning aren't going to be applied to our daily life at all!like for example, set theory.i don't think i will be using it anymore after that irritating idotic pt, which we are going to get penalised because we used a paper that is too big.what the):

and term 3 is the worse of all.term 2 has MYAs which are really bad but there's the june holiday to make it up and the june holiday really DID make it up(:
but term 3 there is this big lump of PTs and there's farewell and all the miserable stuff and there's nothing to make it up.the one week hol is N.A because it's too short.

and i just realise that this june hols has been super duper ultra fun(:
tioman+band pracs+band potluck+band camp+slacking at home doing nth=BLISS(:

see how much of the bliss is made up by BAND?
haha i think im getting addicted to it(:
and im proud of it(:

2007-06-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

oh dear):
the tv is spoilt):
it's not able to turn on):
and if you BY LUCK managed to turn it on, YOU CAN ONLY WATCH CHANNEL 5 BECAUSE IT'S STUCK TO THAT CHANNEL AND YOU CANT CHANGE CHANNEL.
so how do i watch tv tmr?!?!?!
i dont usually watch ch5 except for the occasional movies!
omg so screwed la!

and while i was bathing just now, i reached out for the facial foam and wahlao.alsmot squeezed toothpaste into my hand):
oh man.im going CRAZYYYYY

2007-06-22T23:52:00.000-07:00

BAND CAMP IS FUN!
yay had so much fun yesterday.

[wait sidetrack abit.i've decided.main posts on blogger, emo posts on lj(:i cant stand lj!if you choose s1. YOU ARE LIKE SO RESTRICTED and i cant get any nice skins and they are so stiff!BUT I STILL LIKE LJ CUTS SO MUCH!thats why my emo posts go there(:]

icebreakers were fun(:

intro was quite pointless as i couldnt hear anything and my brain fuctions slowly):dog and bone is hilarious(:eh jolyn you havent thank me yet for not calling sec1 and 2 horns oK!since you and dot are on the same side):hmphf.

broken telephone is hilarious.omg.hahahahahhaha.AND EEIYN!I SAID CHACHACHARLES OK! I DIDNT SAY CHACHACHA):dont anyhow accuse me):captain's ball is fun(:directs and sec 3s are so pro la!haha and direct's cheer is so cute:D

and i cant stand myself anymore.i guess i can finally see the result of not playing netball for 2 years now.I SUCK.i cant defend and i cant attack.

oh my):

haha jolyn the cute goal catcher(:

happy((:

took batch photo but i dont know where is it):i think with julia?section lunch!

amanda couldnt eat):and we sat with the horns(:

and bingrui was convinced she look like a bun, to the extend that she even asked amanda.haha so cute.and jolyn kept on kicking my leg):

section photo!trombones((:

my first section photo oK!
i think there was one last yr but i dunno where it went to):
haha rebecca and julia were sent for dares by their sections.omg the dares are really amusing.

julia's:go up to chloe and say,chloe i love guoling more than you do so can u help me take a photo of me and her?

rebecca's:go up to chloe and say, chloe actually it is not julia, but me who loves guoling more then you do, and repeats process.

omg they looked so cute haha!
and next was JOLYN.

hahahha hers was to go up to guoling and say, i love chloe more than you do.
omg haha.

den was direct taking):

after that me jo dot and eeiyn were indiving(:

ha very funny.

then games!aha games were really fun(:

HARRY POTTER!

thunder flash,lightning strike,

harrypotter harrypotter turn you into pig trotter,

harrypotter harrypotter turn you into pig trotter!

zapzapzapzapzapzap!

HARRY POTTER!

our wonderful cheer(:

haha(:

WORLD WAR TWO!

world war of the 2 people!

i have many other photos but im really too lazy to upload):

if you want i shall send you by email ok?

maybe i'll post some on batch blog(:

haha games were really fun(:

our groups were very enthu!

and rachel walked so fast despite hurting her knee):

haha

tea break was ok.ate with trumpets(:

eeiyn got so excited when sitting with me!

hahaha(:

mutual sharing was okay(:

aha i was in the same group as eeiyn agaiN!

and we had speak or dare.hahaha

went for dinner with julia rebecca and eeiyn.

i think pizza sub is gross):

i almost puked at home):
oh mann):

maybe i should have traded with eeiyn(:

haha.went home with eeiyn,great entertainment(:

123456789!yay!

the forever childish jolyn and eeiyn and a very extra dot(:haha

eeiyn in the midst of playing the stupid "toss-the-bottle-from-mu-shirt-to-your-shit-and-you-must-catch-game" haha so retard.and my head got hit with the bottle):

today is very fun(:

2007-06-21T05:24:00.000-07:00

hello world(:

holidays with band are very nice(:
because you dont feel guilty for sleeping so much and slacking the time away and you get to see the nicenice batchmates and see the nicenice instrus and hear nice music which you cant get it out from your mind(:
nice huh?
and you a lot of laughs and you see interesting stuff(:*ahem*

yay band today was nice(:
except that jolyn OVERSLEPT and me and dot got so hysterical):
oh mann):see jolyn you must use an ALARM CLOCK.
had section warmups with the trumpets(because our section's metronome is still flying around somewhere)!haha and the sec ones also joined cux mr ong is ..sick?haha eeiyn was so excited when our sections were doing warmups tgt but haha we didnt play anything fast.NEH!*sticks tongue out*
and yufei is pro.hmm..i must jiayou eh..
and bingruin is very cute.

and i realised its not a wise idea to show someone fingerings when you are playing.
BR was playing a wrong note and i attempted to show her it's the 2nd position so i tried to stick out a "cheese" sign with my hand that is holding onto the slide to tell her it's 2nd position.so i tried. AND GOLLY I ALMOST DROPPED THE TROMBONE.ok im never gonna do that again.
and i couldnt hear our metronome!the trumpets were so loud!so i attempted to HEAR it.and suddenly i realise i was following the CLAR'S METRONOME.omg la):

and playing warmups with eeiyn is very torturous)):
im playing at my comfy speed and she joins in.ok no prob.
den she starts to speed up, somemore playing VERY LOUD and speed up until it's like a rocket flying):
oh mann):

and the curtain thing is very funny(:
MO's balance is very good(:
METROGNOME!
PIONEERS!
yay((:

batch lunch was a success(:
haha jolyn is very funny(:
and jolyn arh!dont always say your standard line of: "EXCUSE ME, DO I KNOW YOU?CAN YOU PLEASE GET YOUR HANDS OFF" ok!haiyo!!!
hahahah

band camp tmr(:
i dont like my _____)):
icebreakers..hahahhaha

2007-06-20T07:51:00.000-07:00

I CANT GET PIONEERS OUT OF MY HEAD.
whats worse is that whenever i think of pioneer i think of the main melodies and then i think of ___s which leds me to think of _____'s ____ and it's so funny and i start laughing.so im bursting into random fits of laughters.this is abnormal ok!oh mann):

went shopping with mum today.almost killed my feet):
and i bought my jacket(:
and guess what i bought a barbie doll set(:very cool one ok!can highlight the barbie doll hair and can wash off(:and the mini hairdryer can work one!
so cool(:
nah, it's not for me(:
ohoh and shopping for little girl's clothes is so much fun((:
happpppy((((:

band tomorrow(:
even happpppierrrrr

school starting...
SAD):

2007-06-19T00:43:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAND<3

band bbq ytd was very very funny(:
i think i should post the long thing on lj(:so that my both blogs will look neater(:lj cut is very nice(:
i will upload pics when i get the batch one from pearlyn and when i upload mine.haha i swear i will upload the reatrded pic of JOLYN(:
let everyone see how funny she looked(:
and there was an overload of food yesterday cux quite alot of sec 3s didnt come):
eh very funny ok(:

band today is very funny(:
i saw emily and kj on 105 , which took so long to come and i was getting so impatient and started swinging my legs madly until i almost kicked this auntie):
and the bus was playing SUPER WEIRD SONGS OK)):
and jolyn came today!she almost didnt want to come luh!
eh our section metronome dunno fly until where liao)):oh mann.
and BASS TROMBONE IS SO DARN HEAVYYYY):
i noticed im emphasising this on every band post=x
eh and the sitting place today not good):cant see...):
and my low notes still suck.they sound so bloddy muffled and they arent even registered on the tuner?!
ate the band birthday cake(:
STUPID JOLYN SIMPLY REFUSE TO SHIFT HER BUTT TO GIVE ME PLACE TO SIT):
and she and dot DUMPED THIS WHOLE PIECE OF CAKE TO ME CAN):
luckily there are some kind people like PEARLYN(((:

and the interesting part:

REBECCA TORE HER SHIRT AFTER A VICIOUS FIGHT WITH THE BAND ROOM DOOR.

ok this can make the headlines ok!
hahaha she look real obscene can!lucky the sec 4's corr was empty, if not i wonder how she will walk past them*evil grin*
and eeiyn the pro managed to sew and pin and tuck and fold her sleeve until her shirt doesnt look obscene anymore(:
but rebecca looked super stiff=.=
had batch lunch(:
eeee so full now(:
going homw on the bus is retard:D
who to blame?
hahahahhahah
off to lj to post the long post now(:
PEARLYN COME ONLINEEEE

2007-06-17T21:52:00.000-07:00

ha.my fish fin is turning out okay!
but i duno how to stick it onto my hairband!
i hope it doesnt come off suddenly AND I LOOK REAL STUPID IN IT!
but since so many people are doing the "stuff-stick-on-hairband-then-wear" thing, i guess i shall do it too huh? haha at most we look stupid tgt?

i really hope this bbq will be fun and i wont get lost on my way back home(:
eh and my cam is CONFUSING!i should seriously read through the manual instead of spoiling the whole thing.hmm.
eh but the thing VERY thick!
ok back to sticking my fin(:

iRubbish(:
my spelling has gona haywire.

2007-06-17T05:45:00.001-07:00

these few days felt like christmas=x
i dont know why=.=
eh.i dont want to go hospital eh!so scary))):
oh mann how):

and my shooting has degraded so much that im even worse than any random person):oh my):
this is so saddening can):
i took like forever to shoot 70 balls)):
and i seriously dont get whats the deal with MUD.
there were another 2 girls at the opp side of the bball court shooting and one was such a bim for god's sake.she screamed and shrieked like SO LOUDLY when the ball fell into the mud and she was screaming"OWWW PAIN!!" when trying to ride a bike=.=
okayyy..im not being mean or what la):

band bbq tmr,everything's so screwed))):

2007-06-16T08:01:00.000-07:00

huh?!
little mermaid?!?!!?!
HOWW!oh mann oh mann))):

anyway, bought my cam today((:nikon coolpix S200((:yay*loves*
so nice ok(:
and today was rainning like siao):and me and my dad wasted so much time trying to go to simlim square(spelling?) haha.and the place is..uh..ahem.ok la.alot of cams((:
and i bought a wrapping paperr(:nice okay(:its like flying pig thing,haha and i think _'s birthday presend will be wrapped with that since it's like the nearest le.AND I STILL HAVENT THOUGHT OF WHAT TO BUY AM I HOPELESS OR WHAT??)):haiz.july is like so near already can!
and and today on mrt there was this young girl, about 5 liddat, trying either to display POLEDANCING, or trying to act us SUPERMAN, or rather supergirl.wah seh she was twisting and turning at the pole for dunno how long=.=

and i like my camera((:
EH SO WHAT TO WEAR ARH?
im so confused by pearlyn's post):

2007-06-14T20:52:00.000-07:00

im going crazy.
i got myself an lj on impulse cux i was so tempted by the lj cut.
and i spent a grand total of 2 freaking hours trying to work out how do u use it(:
go see?
http://highway-tracks.livejournal.com
haiz.
i dunno where shall i post next time eh?
howhow?eeyer.

2007-06-14T04:59:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS SUCH A FUN DAY:D

guess what i broke my record and reached one hour before band started(:
and jolyn was late AGAIN=.=
bye like what?8 minutes?
haha and our batch "notice board" looks sort of ..uh..weird?nice try tho the bluetacks seem reluctant to work):
and pearlyn's hair does look like a mini firework*grins*so cute(:
and i swear, IT SO BORING TO HAVE ONLY 2 PEOPLE A SECTION I CANT STAND IT.amanda had something on and alicia's happy shopping(maybee?) in china SO THERE'S ONLY JAMIE AND ME AND SOMEMORE WITHOUT A METRONOME FOR SECTION WARMUPS)):oh mann):
AND HER BASS TROMBONE IS LIKE SO SUPERLY HEAVY I CANT STAND IT.
my fingers are aching like anything ok):
jamie has STRONG FINGER MUSCLES.amanda probably too.ahh propro

and mr ong took us for prac today.
OMG LARH HE IS SUPER HILARIOUS.
as quoted from jolyn, "his expressions are even worse than that of Mr Tan's." haha i really laughed myself nuts at the "XXX is still well and living and albert reed is prob decomposing in the soil now" and the flute part.omg la!hahahhahaha.his expression was really retarded ok!hahahhhahaha.
and indiv was boring):i fingers were so tired that i couldnt lift up the trombone anymore and partly cux the bell part is always threatening to fall OFF and i have to raise up my knee to prop the bell up again):like some weird physical exercise liddat):

and we had BATCH LUNCH consisting of 6 ppl how pathetic):
and eeiyn went totally high "after being cooped inside her(my) house for XX days without nothing to do but to play pokemon..." hahahahha lols!she was waving her arms like a seaweed and giving jolyn stupid dares like sprinting up to the raffles tree and banging her head onto the metal ting=.=she was much more normal after she ate.ha.the foood calms the raging soul(:

the 45 min bus ride to jurong was total sian.i wonder how kj survive that ride everyday):and jolyn was ultra high, gainning exasperated glares and groans from eeiyn every few minutes(:aha.and she was so worried about her ahem getting exposed=.=

and the library part was super humourous ok!
hahahahhaa i took up 2 random books from my randomly selected book pile, one called THE DIARY OF PELLY D and the other one i didnt see the title.den i fliped to a random page of the 2nd book which i dont know the title and saw the words PELLY D den i shouted to jolyn and eeiyn, holding up THA DIARY OF PELLY D in the other hard shouting "OI THESE 2 BOOKS ARE RELATED EH!" they took one look and started laughing like nuts and i realised the 2 books in my hands were the same book, both THE DIARY OF PELLY D.OMG SO PAISEI CAN!!!!CUX THE COVER AND SYNOPSIS DIFF mAH! OMG LA THEY LAUGHED FOR SO LONG CAN.

andand also got the queen elizabeth thing OMG SHE LOOKED LIKE A DUMPLING IN THAT PIC LA!!hahaha so funny!eeiyn was like "actually she very thin one la!it's the dress that makes her look like a dumpling" ....=.=hahahha she looked so funny!

and the best part was when we were going home.hahha me and jolyn were talking in the lift and eeiyn was standing in one corner, looking coool with music blasting from her earphones den the door opened and me and jolyn went out and we turned to see a worried eeiyn muttering"wait wait shit my bag is stuck" and so she tries to untangle her bag with many series of comical twists and turns and the lift door was closing hahahaha ME AND JOLYN WERE TYING OUR BEST TO PRESS THE BUTTON TO HOLD OPEN THE DOOR OK!hahahah but the lift dorr still closed and eeiyn went down with the lift, still trying to untangle her bag i think?
haha den the lift came up again, and out came a lady and eeiyn with her untangled bag and with a super bu shuang expression HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO FUNNY LARH*laughs hysterically*

hahha today is a nice day(:
thanks jolyn and eeiyn!yay
hahah
ther ARE PICS but lazy eeiyn says she dont want to upload and shes deleting all)):crap):

2007-06-12T20:50:00.000-07:00

*grumpy*
EEEYR.why is my art so bloodily BAD.i cant stand my art.
my carved candle is becoming so disgusting looking.
the first few letters were ok BUT THE "Y" IS NOT OKAY.
THE "Y" IS SPOILING EVERYTHING.
i dont like the "y"!!!!
so irritating.
i hopes she will know what im carving.
and im getting wax flakes all over my table)):
i dont like it)):

2007-06-12T07:58:00.000-07:00

oh my goshness
i think i am going insane.
i have a sudden impulse to ride a roller coaster like HUH?!
omg im going mad mad mad.
eeyer.

2007-06-12T05:35:00.000-07:00

i have a sudden urge to post this=b

oh my im very very stupid.i shant tell u the first result.hahhaha
eh jolyn im more stupid than you okay:D

2007-06-12T04:31:00.001-07:00

eeeyerrrr):

today was such a horrible day larh.@#$%$# so freakingly pissifying.
THEY JUST WONT COOPERATE WITH US LA.WHATS THEIR PROBLEM.
but still, haha some parts were quite entertaining esp the forfeit for wacko((:
hahhahha funny funny.opi that BOY larh!haha and i cant believe he's a p6, no offence, but hello?!he cant name 10countries!oh my larh!
and we walked about half round the POND (which the cher was so convinced they were gonna fall inside like ....=.=!anyway, we got VANESSA!yay!) and the playground was really cool CUX THERE WAS A SWINGGG!
like my first swing ride(??) after like one and a half year can!hahahha so fun even tho the seat was weird):

and i went fo find FOOD with tian((:
and we went SUPERMARKET!
and haha i was CONVINCING her to but the big packet of CHIPS MORE.
cux u see arh.the small one 85g $1 and the big one 185g or sth only $1.40!!!hahahhaa worth it ok!and she was ranting how much she wanted chips on the mrt..and i should learn from her about the vocab thing.i really should.

and i think she's really weird and she can change into 2 different people/it only depends on the situation and thats scary.

2007-06-11T07:07:00.000-07:00

after using tons and tons of saliva-->ME AND JOLYN ARE GOING TO THE LIBRARY ON THUEDAY!
ha.like finally.she had to "THINK" about it for like SO long.god knows what she was thinking
and im like so not boliao ok!
hmphf jolyn arh i provide you with entertainment and made u go "EEEEEEEEEEEHHHHEHEHEHEHEEHHHE" and u still say a boliao):
where's the gratitude huh?
hmphf
*pouts*

sl at punggol park tmr.fun?
8 hours in the sun with a ton of ahem, ****.
well, not to mention the place could be swarmed with insects and eyurk!i dunno what to expect.
somemore must wake up so early):

2007-06-11T01:33:00.000-07:00

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finally did this(:

2007-06-10T07:00:00.001-07:00

grrr.
im waiting PATIENTLY for cao ruoxi to come online):
i have been waiting for like 40min le can!
oh mann i didnt know i could be so patient.
and yixin is polluting my mind):
oh mann.
I FEEL BOREDDD.
someone talk to meee

2007-06-09T23:09:00.000-07:00

uh..

huh?

2007-06-09T23:06:00.001-07:00

hello world!

im despo to go to the library.stupid rbd thing still havent do):
anyone?

was pestering jolyn just now to go with me.
and she went offline suddenly):
oh mann.
haha but i think she can go?
eh jolyn![planning of pestering in process.]

the wind knocked down my mum's vase just now.
and my grandma was convinced it was not the vase and it was the cover of my di's ahem "boat"
aha.very funny.

2007-06-09T07:55:00.000-07:00

hello world.

im feeling strangely insane today.prob cuz i totally laughed my brains out yesterday, reason only know to some people who happened to be online.AH my poor poor brains):
hhahahaha.im positive i laughed in my sleep.

today was sososo slack.oh my,grah.
and i have a new pyjamas!
its....FLINTSTONES!
yay flintstones!
i like flintstones(:
but its kinda ...BIG.
ha.

tetracreation?
nice one amanda:D

2007-06-08T04:54:00.000-07:00

hello world.

i hate it when people nag at me to hurry get out of bed and do something.i'll get super uber ultra cranky and start screaming and shouting at you so dont try it.

yay went SL again today with ruoxi only.
wahlao i was damn early ok!i reach there at 3.50
den i thought they(kids) were still sleeping so i SAT AT THE BUSSTOP FOR A FREAKING 30 MIN UNTIL 4.20 DEN I WENT GLORY AND WHEN I CHECKED IT I SAW RUOXI WRITING THAT SHE REACHED AT 3.50!
WAHLAO I COULD HAVE GOTTEN 30 MORE MIN OF PRECIOUS CIP HOURS CAN!
damn.cuz that time me and meiying reached at 4 and the cher told us no need come so early.NOT FAIR.somemore the cher made us go at 6 can!hmphf.I NEED THE CIP HOURS!

i like going to the playground(:
cux i can slack.talking with ruoxi is very amusing and funny.
she was telling me about this morbid ch5 movie she watched despite the ahem, "overwhelming" pain she felt when she talked cuz of her ulcers.
mann):
and hahahah we have alot of things in commen.
we both want to have alot of wishes we greedy people(:
yay.
and i have confirmed that she is some kind of reptile cuz she can sleep like 20hours out of the 24hours per day.aha.
funny funny.

ruoxi: GO WINDOW SHOPPING SOMEDAY OK!yay

2007-06-07T05:45:00.000-07:00

hello world!

101th post!
yay 101 is a special number(:

went SL with ruoxi tian and mona today
haha mona super extra she was wearing home clothes.
and today was quite fun la cuz we spent almost the whole 2 hours outside yay.
but the stupid playground had this sign that says:
FOR 5 TO 12 YEAR OLDS
so stupid luh!
hmphf.
and my shoe no rubber i couldnt climb the slide):
and ruoxi went to touch this dog.LATER GET RABBIS HOW??
hmphf.she touched me somemore luh!
went home with tian ah funny funny.
after her exasperated snorts and frowns i finally realise that sotong and squids are the same thing...=.=
im not slow ok!
im just..uh...quite IGNORANT.yeah.

and i swear jolyn is nuts right now.
she's so high!(not height.)
shes in love with "GATSBYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY"
....

2007-06-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

hello world.

100th post!
oh yay?long live my blog!

i just rmb i wanted to say this:POTC3 IS SERIOUSLY BORING.
watched it on the bus back to spore and i slept through the middle part for about what?30min?
i dont get the storyline at all.
and the fact that the starting was a hanging scene didnt help at all i was so freaked it was gonna be a movie like "the creep" which is seriously morbid and disgusting and god knows what.
and its really weird the movie its like so i dunno random and dont really make sense?
haiya,haha

[ohoh this whole entry is in MY point of view so please dont uh take offence or anything?]

2007-06-05T20:35:00.000-07:00

hello world.

yay im back.
tioman was funfunfun:D

well,that is, besides the fact that the place i stayed at is like a typical kampong=.=i didnt know a 2 star resort is like that one luh.but nevermind la.at least the toilet WORKS.heh.but very scary can the floor got holes.WHAT IF THE FLOOR BREAKS AND I FALL ONTO THE ROCKS BELOW?haha i didnt.and the service there is very nice so its quite okayy larh har?

and we were damn suay can.our boat was SPOILT the day we went there.we spent a grand total of 2 hours floating on the sea,stranded.!@#$%$#@im kinda sick of blue green now.

and omg it was my first time snorkling.haha i tried at langkawi when i was p5 i think and it was disastrous ok!i put my head in the water and swallowed one big mouth of seawater=.=grr
but this time it was OKAY i think?haha it was fun larh!but i look like an absoulute retard.oh mann.and the fishes are scary ok!like there was one that came face to face with me and i could see its mouth bobbing...=.=
and the rock fall is...haha weird.AND I SAW A SNAKE!!! A SNAKE EH AND MY GRANDMA SAID IT WAS POISIONOUS EVEN THOUGHT THAT OTHER FAMILY SAID IT WASNT.eeee

and feeding fish is fun(:yay.
i tried to catch a crab and haha it was terrible.
yay tioman is fun

and i slept alot oh my goshness.
i feel super cramped now.
eyurk

2007-06-02T06:42:00.000-07:00

hello world.

im leaving in um..8 hours
yay?
i bet some people cant wait for me to stop pestering them online.
oh mann):
demoralising.

2007-06-01T18:13:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLYN YEO<3

ha u are officially older than me now.
so no more strangling!
if not it'll be called murder.
jail inside cannot play horn one orh!
also no BAA BAAs allowed.

i think not many knows what im talking about ehs?

2007-06-01T02:52:00.000-07:00

hello world.

im so pissed im so pissed.
i went halfway across the country today to learn that NO ONE in the WHOLE OF SINGAPORE plants a CORN PLANT.
and im so angry with that stupid man larh.stupid idiot.
him:get the plant.
us: ok.
so we are going to get the plant right,THATS WHY WE WENT HALFWAY ACROSS THE COUNTRY.den we called him
him:DONT BUY THE PLANT
us:huh?!
IF YOU WANT US TO GET THE PLANT,YET DONT BUY IT DEN WHAT?STEAL ARH.
stupid.
what does he want from us?!
i really dont want to fail ok.
and it just had to rain today.
we like like so drenched like wet chicken like that and the 2 by 2 thing just didnt work.
we were like waddling in the ankle deep swimming pool
and my stupid flipflops keep on getting stuck.

me:*flip flop stuck again*shit larh.
random stanger: wah yi zhi xie zi bu yao le arh.
me: !@#$#$%

what the!and we had to call this weird person to get him to plant the thing for us.
i really dont know what we are supposed to do now.

somemore right when i was about to go to jurong this morn
my shorts button came out so i had to sew it back.at least i KNOW how to sew right!unlike someone*points to daanny*
den i get out of the house want to go to the lift den i saw a SOFA, yes a SOFA on the stairs.
i was so pissed larh!had to go upstairs to take lift=.=
and i was only 1 min late to meeting daanny and she ranted so much
last time daanny was like 20min late can!
grr

haiyo today so malu
and im so sick of mos burger coffee milkshake now.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2007-05-31T02:04:00.000-07:00

hello world!

ha i think my mum rocks.
we went to west mall and she was so crappy.
hahaha.
and the convo about the brain dead thing was very funny:D
i sound weird when i laugh now cux got no sound=X
sad case larh.

and i have this GREAT temptation to transfer my blog to LJ i dont know why.
but then right, i dont like the comments thing i wan a tagboard.
and i dont know larh!
i shall see how first.

2007-05-30T05:47:00.001-07:00

i hate looking at my msn contacts and not knowing who i could talk to.
everyone seems to be in a blur and those distinct names that i used to pick on are already no longer useful.the person always seem to be busy when i talk to her.it seems so irritating.

ahh i have no idea what im ranting about.
everything seemed so confusing all of a sudden, and my holidays seem so screwed that i dont know what to do.

ahhhh what should i do what should i do?
im so scarew so screwed so screwed.
i feel like sitting at the batch corr now, spying and laughing and talking with my batchmates, insteading of sitting alone at home, having nothing to do, staring at the computer.
ahhh i want band pracs.
this could be hte first time that i hate the band break.
band gives me something to do, even tho it may be demoralising and tiring, but at least its sth.
ahh.h

2007-05-29T21:59:00.000-07:00

hello world.

i think today was a nice day
except for the fact that i screwed up totally.my gpa is like so freaking low.like even lower then last year.omitotalgosh.
~~i really felt like tearing the piece of paper.~~
so totally hopeless.
i really know i need to pull my my grades.and i know how to, it's just that im such a lazy idiotic freak and im so lazy that i dont even care that my grades are slipping down.i nidda do sth about it.

haha reached corr at like 10 and hahah kj was telling me that jess reached at like 7.30!!!!OMGOMG LUH!pro.and i was toying around with the banana boat thing.
i seriously wonder right, how come jessica is like so smart.
like !!! she can figure out how to solve the rubik's cube using her OWN method!
and i cant even understand the methods on the internet.ahhh hopeless case
and jolyn still dont get the banana boat thing:D

went far east with kj after taking report book.
she wanted to go get a mp3 cover from soc.but it wasnt open.oh well.
den she went to buy her lunch and our hands were freezing inside subway.
hahah den saw a 105 and ran to board it and realise 2 seniors(_1_)were also on it.oh mann.
hahahah and i must say our seat is quite uh..unfortunate?heh.

i took to clementi:D
and topped my card.
like finally mann!
i dun nid to use my di's CHILID card anymoreO.o
ha.yay.

i dont like my grades.
ah rise grades rise!
i seriously need to put in more effort.

2007-05-29T05:29:00.001-07:00

i think im getting real paranoid about some things.
and im really very scared.

2007-05-28T23:53:00.000-07:00

hello world.

I WENT FOR BAND TODAY AND MY NOSE WASNT BLOCKED!
but my nose seems to be sprinting like siao tho.
both mine and jo's):
and was coughing like made.
the 105 on the way to sku was SO CROWDED.i almost twisted my arm cux this aunty was like forcing to push past me.and i think i tugged on someone's hair=.=

i dont like auds and interviews.
i think they are very scary and i also screw them up):
auds today was horrible.i dont get the rhythm and i dont know how to play.
and now im playing 3rds.
that shows how bad my high notes are.
and my low notes are all mispitched.according to jamie,"those doesnt sound like anything!"
haiz.

batch lunch was so cool.
i think this was the biggest batch lunch since i-dont-know-when(:
and i went home with jo and eeiyn.
eeiyn wanted to sleep but i dont think she got any peace cux me and jo were damn noisy(according to her).it all started out with jolyn waanting to kill me cux i sent a msg to sam lee saying that she(sam) is cute and sweet. and i was trying to prevent jo from sending the msg that the prev msg was from me.
so we started fighting=.=
AND SHE BIT ME!!!!
omg i was like so shocked can!
i thought she was just joking!!!
and she claims that her saliva will ensure i have a long life=.=
I AM GOING TO WASH MY HANDS NOW WITH SOAP AND MORE SOAP.
yay.

yay i think today is a ok day(:

2007-05-28T03:56:00.000-07:00

hello world.

i feel much better except that i have a block nose.
i cant breathe properly and i cant smell properly.
oh why do i have a blocked nose?
I CAN GO BAND TMR!
but i hope i wont get a blocked nose while playing
cux if i get a blocked nose while playing, i'll suffocate.
cux i cant use my mouth to breathe like what im doing now.
so i cannot get a blocked nose during band tmr.
maybe i should bring my nose spray.
but i dont think it will be of much use.
OH MANN):

i think my source of entertainment today is very amusing(:

2007-05-27T21:29:00.001-07:00

hello world.

i dont like to be sick.
i dont like to feel sick either.
i dont want to miss band tmr.
i dont want to stay at home tmr.
OH MANN.

i feel sick and i am sick.

2007-05-27T04:45:00.000-07:00

hello wolrd.

I'M SICK
my throat and coughs are killing me.

trip to wj's house was fun today.
and stupid daanny made me wait for 45 min.
and wj is like only "ABIT" rich larh hor daanny?"ABIT" only right?
and i think wj looks cute in pics.
and that makes me wonder WHY SHE DONT WANNA CAMWHORE WITH ME AND DAANNY):
me and daanny really went MAD today.we took so much photos larh!im gonna post it up when im feeling better:D
and daanny almost went bersek today cux we took her wallet clips and rubber band and atempted to take away her phone too=.=
hehs
and i slept on the mrt(:
when we were reaching jurong east i felt someone jabbing me.
which i think was daanny
haha.

im feeling terrible now.

2007-05-26T00:42:00.000-07:00

hello world

open house today was not fun.

reached corr at 7.15 and i could hear pearlyn and jess blasting on the bubbletea flute from the stairs.and me and sam seah had to cover our ears to prevent deafness):haha

i was like so screwed for open house.
its like for ALL the public things that i played for, i've never NOT-STOP before as in some notes is like when i play no sound come out.and i mispitched alot.oh mann.
and alicia!i dont look like (_1_) when im short of air!
i where got luh!hmm
and MEAN PEOPLE.
alicia and dot went SL aft playing and jolyn went SHOPPING and i was like alone.
slacked for a very long time in the band room hearing free NICE music(:
the flute basking sounded nice.miss the trumpet's one and didnt hear the clar's.hmm.
OH and i saw amanda and chloe's rs(?) booth in the hall:D
i think the poster thing at the back was nice(:
i hope my rs will turn out to have a result and not ended up totally screwed.
and i went to see tian at her artclub booth and we were lessing around on stage.ha.and her junior was like so gorssed our by her=.=
ok i dont know what to write now so i shall go.

[i feel like holding onto the time and not let it pass]

2007-05-25T06:07:00.000-07:00

hello world!

today was also an ultra nice day(:
ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
the thing that happened on the bus was very amusing.i wanted to get off the bus but i thought the senior wanted to go first so i sat there to let her pass.den i think she was waiting to let me pass or sth cux she wasnt moving so i took a step den at the same time she also took a step so i sat back down again.haha.

corr was fun even tho not many people came.haha im loving the corr.
chi was sian larh do the survey thing-.-
and we wasted half of speech lessons cux we couldnt fint the cher and we didnt amusing stuff like talking strolls with amanda and tian(:speech lessons are BORING
so is chem and hist.and mr mizar got very lame today.hahah
lit was watching "pianist" again and the ending was nice cux the guy didnt die(:and me and amanda were sitting on the table and she was lying on my leg.very comfy huh?

BAND WaS FUN!
WAHSEH JAMIE LOOK SO SHUAI CONDUCTING!!!SO SHUAI!
and there were real proded people:D
and it was so fun playing!
and rb prac was ok larh huh?
JOLYN DONT BE SO SAD U FORGOT YOUR SCORE OK?
den after the thing slacked with rebecca jess pearlyn alicia keyun and her tiger(:
playing hankypanky with rebecca controlling the tiger is seriously rofl hahah.and jess and pearlyn were fiddling with this "flute" made of bubbletea straw=.=seriously, my batchmates are really creative..and the funniest part was when this whole bunch of sec4 senior were going home and they walked past us and one senior said sth like " BUT THAT IS A STRAW!" omg i also died laughing.oh gosh oh gosh.
den went home:D
saw seniors at fareast(__1__)
and jess and i took 105 home with 2 seniors.
very nice day

and i reallyreallyrealy think i have nice and amusing seniors.
haha today the sc auds amanda wasnt here yet so i was trying to find the sc scores in the section cupboard.CANT FIND LUH!so i thought it was with amanda and sat through jamie's conducting without playing anything and when amanda came back, she took out the scores from the section cupboard like !!!!IT WASNT THERE WHEN I LOOKED!haha

and im really thankful that every year, its only classes that split, and not CCA, it wil be a total nightmare if everyone has to change CCA every year.BAND is a terrific CCA and all my batchmates rock like anything.

open hse tmr.
BATCH 09 JIAYOU!
this may be the only FORMAL thing that we will be playing tgt(:
yay(:
and i hope i dont sufocate in my tie.

2007-05-25T05:37:00.000-07:00

hello world

i think this is gona be the longest post in my whole blog(:
dont read it if u dont want to, but if u want entertainment, hah read it:Dthese 2 days have been lke PERFECT(:

24/5/07(thursday)
today has been a very nice and fun and amusing day(:it started off with the absence of that 2 irritating _ _ _ girls at the busstop(:den i had a great snooze on 105 and was woken up with tian strangling me from behind.wah veh scary can!and i went batch corr:DSO AMUSING!

eng was spent on finishing the french movie(which was very comical) and debating overy the 2nd one:D and we watch "the pianist".seriously it's realy not my thing cux it's only either very scary or very boring,scary as in seeing people getting flung out of the window while still sitting in a wheelchair and seeing people get shot in the head and being run over by trucks.stupid damn freaking hitler mafde all these hpn.why cant everyone just be contented with what they have?

chem=zzz and aft tt i was demo-ing THAT thing that THEY did to amanda and she was screaming like SIAO=.= haha and lit was the continuation of that movie.so sadistic!and recess i demoed the same thing to daanny and she was also freaked out=.=.chi and hist were OKAY.

BAND WAS TERRIFIC
no prac today, only sc auds due to sec 4 spm.was so fun and some of the seniors were really amusing:D was laughing my heart out(:but i really tink im gonna die next yr): AND JAMIE WAS USING THE GOLDEN TROMBONE!LOOK SO COOL CAN!but amanda's tbone was still taller.so band ended at like 5 and i slacked all the way to 7 with mainly alicia,rebecca,dot and siti.at first still got eeiyn and jo but they went home by carcar):den we started reading the _ _ _ _'s /_ _ _ _ _ _ _/_ _ _ _ _,which was VERY amusing(:den we were like SO engrossed in it that we didnt hear a senior coming (__1__) and when she was lyk behind us,i got so frantic and pulled out dot's chem tb to cover what we were reading and we all bent out heads over it,laughing like siao and the senior walked away,looking amused.then we started reading again and she returned so we repeated the process again.well, we had no choice cux the thing was really very nice to read:FD and the 2nd time got 2 seniors walked past(__2__) and we did tht same thing over AGAIN.they kept turning back and it was really very amusing.den dot started screaming about her chem tb getting abused(cux i throw it ontop of the thing everytime i hear footsteps) so we changing the chem tb with a sci mag:D the 3rd time we were so sick of it we gave up reading it and sat there "solemnly" but someone started laughing so i started too=.=

the 4th time they walked past we went up and went to the toilet but they seemed to be heading that way too so we stood the the bridge and rebecca demoed this weird version of "im a little teapot" with this false high voice and we were laughing like siao when they returned.OUR TURN FOR TOILET!hehs. den went back to corr and slacked again and OH becky has this real pain method of pinching ppl):nand i was her victim cux i did the wring arm thing on her.and saw her face turn purple.heh.den me and siti and becky went home and 3 seniors (__3__) were walking in front of us and we didnt dare to overtake so we were like trailing behind them slowly.

went for bubbletea!tho i didnt buy ok! and apparently,so did the seniors(oh mann!) and we spent a long time waiting fot them to finish buying cux siti wanted her oreo sth(:
den KIND AND NICE becky waited for 105 with me even tho she could have gona home*hugs* and i went onto the same bus as 2 seniors.and i was standing the whole way through.
OHOH haha and while i was standing there there was this huge plastic bag on the floor with alot more plastic bags inside den i got so paranoid and thought it was a bomb or sth=.=
and me and becky had a very amusing sms convo starting off with sending the same msg to jo(JO DONT BE EMO AND SAD OK!CHEERUP!)

oh and last ting!
haha that day me and jolyn went toilet and i think i was saying sth when we came out so she started strangling me): and suddenly 4 seniors came up (__4__) and jolyn was like *WIDE EYE STARE* and released my neck immediately!SO CUTE!hahah
long post.1 more to go(:

2007-05-23T02:39:00.001-07:00

hello world.

why is it that even though i know i will only be sad and depressed aft reading her blog post, YET i always go and read them?it's like i cant control myself.

and im really really really very scared of farewell, as in not scared-scared but REALLYSCARED-scared, if you know what i mean.
i hope that day will never ever come.

2007-05-23T02:03:00.000-07:00

hello world!

i havent been updating for like SO longD:
due to some reasons and cux i have been uh very busy):hence i shall update now(:

TUESDAY
eng=>we got back lit(which was a total failure) and watch ed the french movie.i think i made out about like what, 5 words?thank god for the subs:D and it's real comical oh HAHA.
chi=>was so-so zhang lao shi was getting so hyped about phototaking and out lipstick and mascara(?) hahha she looks abit inproportional..
recess=> had to chiong like mad cux of phototaking(i think i'll look spastic in the photos again) and ate with tian+ amanda+yixin and when we went back to class we lost yixin halfway.
geog=>copied like siao but it was okay..train my wrist muscles huh?
com studs=>i think out grp thing is so screwed and i know NUTS about the imovie thing=.=
maths=>basically,*YAWNS*
SL=>went plaza sing with meiying for lunch and hahah the coffee milkshake from mos burger is real nice:D i shall but it the next time(: haha meiying was drinking it on the mrt and was almost caught by the security guy):andand sl was boring and i fell asleep for like what?2sec?oh mann:Dbut i dont thinkg anyone noticed(:
WENT HOME!

iTUESDAY!
pe=>im so screwed i cant shoot):vidya teaching boonyi layups is a funny sight:Dhahah was laughing like siao
chem=>what do u think?
recess=>PHOTOCOPYING MACHINE KEEP ON JAMMING.was so irritated but all my scores came out fine((:
lit=>MOVIE!cont of the frech movie+ eating in class!heh
CLE=>still watch movie luh!
RS=>SEH LARH WE WENT THE WRONG PLACE.
BAND=>changing of band u is horrible):and jo INSIST on carrying the timphony when setting up and was screaming that her back is dying all the way through=.=in the end i think dot(?) took it from her haha.AND IM SWITCHED TO 3RDS!OMG MY MANDLE!!!!OH MANN!and jamie is now playing mandle and she crashed it 7 times lerh):haha.and sc thing was s-c-a-r-y!jamie must jiayou on friday!!!changing out of band u was even worse.jolyn was screaming that she almost fell into the toilet bowl and i was so amused and laughing and poked my sku badge into my finger,WAHLAO DAMN PAIN ARH!and jolyn gloated so i pretended to dao her(:ha! haha aft tt dismiss jolyn, in order to find chloe to give her money, barged through 2 seniors whose identity are unknown haha:D n jolyn got hysterical when i told her that=.=
and i think honeydew bubbletea is nice

iTHURSDAY!
JOLYN WAS LATE GOING TO THE BAND CORR.SHE IS LIKE 7 MIN LATE SO I DIDNT HAVE TIME TO TELL HER THAT THING):JO COME ON TIME TMR HOR!

the ppt ms leong prepared was so sweet!oh mann)):im gonna miss her geog lessons!today is like her last lesson)):OH MANN.
music was so screwed.as in our grp that thing.but it was fun!hahah i love my instru!*hugs*
and com music in interesting.the guy is pro can!even tho the yuan thing veh weird=.=
i slept during assembly(:
and lunch was fun!
i was telling daanny about ___ and she got SO EXCITED AND FREAKED OUT!
imagine herin this:*eyes opened wide, mouth hanging*WHAT??!?!?!?!
hahah thats how she looked(:
and the bus ride home is veh nice
i cant believe how weird she is!

2007-05-19T03:43:00.000-07:00

hello world.

im hot and sweaty all over now due to one hour of badminton + 5 rounds round the bball court=X
and my right hand muslces veh pain, left one no diff.kena next time the 2 arms shape diff how?must learn how to play with left hand too:D

today has been a sian day
and i have NO IDEA how to do freaking chem
oh mann..

[actually what she said that day was almost right.
it's just that i didnt dare to admit it.]

2007-05-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

hello world.

sometimes i wonder.
why isit that although i have so many contacts on msn, i have so little people to talk to?
and those whom im actually ABLE to talk to are always 90-100% busy.
and thats really depressing.
espically towards YOU.

the key has become one of my recent source of pleasure.
[slash ~~and burn~~.]

2007-05-18T01:51:00.001-07:00

hello world.

i think today was a brilliant day.
ALMOST perfect.almost.
reached sku about 5 min later than usual and the sky was SUPER BRIGHT like 8am liddat.maybe cux of global warming?heh.

went assembly and dragged jolyn along with ruoxi and amanda:Dhehs and assembly was veh long.amanda's was complanning about her backache and even wanted to pretend to faint=.=
geog was so-so and i was copying notes like crazy and at the same time telling our DEAR amanda how to write certain chinese words and how to cont her gong han.hmphf.denafter geog went recess((:

sat with yixin.was funny:D
tho i forgot wad we talked about.only remembered i laughed alot=.=
den went music.WAS FUNFUNFUN!!!veh fun can!
yixin insisted on playing the melody and i wanted to try the drum set thing and i got SO frustrated with the thing that i gave up.i think perc ppl are REALLY PRO like their hand eye foot coordination are like SO PRO can!ppl like me are totally hopeless.
and i tried playing a jazz version of titanic((:

dance lesson was fun too!
spent most time on warmups(which are torturous by the way)
and my hands almost dropped off.it's like footdrills liddat luh!
and my leg hor, haiyo sian larh.painpain!
den learnt hiphop:D
the cher is veh nice i think.
and she was like shocked we had test since pri sku and even kindergarden she was like "REALLY?EXAMS AS IN TEST EXAMS OR EXAMS EXMAS?" hence, this further proves that ahem singapore de stress level DAMN HIGH.so young got so many exams and stuff.she's from australia.and i think they knida heck the exams there?definately more slack can.

den thr SMART amada didnt bring her tie.
so chiong up to class to take tie after dance.
wahseh really CHIONG OK
and we almost died on the stairs)):
SEE LARH AMANDA!NEXT TIME U BETTER RMB HOR.*hands on hips*

assembly was fun and boring.
i think that sec 105 cutecute girl who acted as the small jane eyre is REALLY VERY CUTE!
SO CUTE LUH!
and some beh boring.and sec209's spiked was DAMN NICE LUH!
can see sam lee doing random dances behind:D

after that went lunch with alicia!
was planning to spy on____ but couldnt find.
so ate den amanda(L) came down andcould see her eyes opening WIDE.oh mann.
den eat halfway suddenly alicia became VERY EXCITED and kept signalling to behind me so i turned around and ha!saw them
started spying and they went up.
den me and alicia also went up to corr after lunch.
and i was demo-ing the thing.
and alicia tried to demo on me and i got so freaked out=X

and things that happened on batch corr was veh funny
1)alicia BALSTED a note into my ear cux i was putting my face at her tbone the bell here*growls* and jessica and sam started laughing
2)alicia tried to kill me with her slide.*pissed* greater laughter from sam and jessica.and i put sam's err what is that?EAR MUFF of sth into alicia's bell and hahha she sounded like SO SOFT.ha!
3)played sliding game with alicia on the batch corr ((:veh fun!
4) hahahha the very fun thing. _ _ _ing on ___________:D
den finally went home((:

ok thats about all for today((:
and i shall not post about the bad thing
but i find it very sad.as in..yeah.
and laso irritating and _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
hmphf.

2007-05-17T06:22:00.000-07:00

hello world.

today has been a weird day.
i hate sitting at the door.
i was peacefully sleeping at my seat and BANG.someone banged the door when u came in.irritated den fell back to sleep.den about 1 min later.BANG again.SIAN LARH.)):

lit today was slack.WAS SO SCARED WE WERE GONNA GET BACK RESULTS CAN!gosh
but instead ms gery talked about amusing stuff for an hour((:ah so fun
den pe:D
tried sprinting with mona for about what?100m?and shoe was so loose and it was threatening to fall out when i ran.and we stopped((:
and we were the last to end AWWS.
bball is not okay.
I SUCK CAN
I IDNT SHOT IN ONE BALL TODYA BBALL STYLE.
stupid luh
i was so fed up can.
not to mention that __ feels that im like so darn lousy and _________.
oh wells.im lousy.but.ok nvm.

maths was so irritating.
mr lim kept on stressing that results were not impt
in fact ALOT chers were saying that results is not all that matter, and its the learning process.
MY FOOT.
then why the emphasis on passing and failing.
ISNT IT THE RESULT THAT MATTERS IN THE END
so what if u are a prefect and cca capt and hse capt if you results are a gpa of maybe 1.6
WILL U GET A SCHOLORSHIP?
i freakingly dont think so ok?
wth.
and he said that u cant always rely on me to give u the answer.
FOR GOD'S SAKE YOU ARE THE TEACHER.
WHAT THE POINT OF HAVING A TEACHER IF WE HAVE TO LEARN EVERYTHING OURSELEVS?i was so freakingly pissed when he brought up the maths paper again ok.damn.

chem as a total bore.
i dont understand ANYTHING

next block is the block with my "FAVOURITE TEACHER"
apparently, whoever's test paper who lands up in her hands, u will suffer a TERRIBLE fate.
and apparently according to her, if u write a compo that is fiction, or if u get your idea from the news or book or whatever and u write about sth that hasnt happened to you before, u are gonna fail.
YEAH RIGHT
IM SO SURE.
what the crap.

and i slept during hist
SO SHUANG

AND BAND ROCKS:D
the songs we are playing currently i thinkit very nice:D
and i SEEM to geddit
SO FUN
and jamie is ultra funny

eh jamie today u didnt wet your pinafore too much huh?
haha so cute((:

and jolyn was so insistent on choking me to death.
and my belt broke.
zomg luh.sian
hahaha

2007-05-16T05:28:00.000-07:00

hello world.

u know what?
i think i get jelous VERY EASILY.
over the smallest and littlest things.
i think im abnormal.
[i slashed]

2007-05-16T02:16:00.000-07:00

i wanted to edit my prev post but stupid blogger got sth wrong.
i hate stupid proded tortoises.
stupid people
proded tortoises are those fakers who keep on saying they will get very low and still cry when they get high.stupid idiots.cant u see there are so many others lower than you?
im angry.
i shall go watch the funny videos on tian's blog to destress((:

2007-05-16T01:39:00.000-07:00

hello world.

i still remember.
in primary sku i cried 3 times.
once in p1, first day of sku
once in p4 over my maths exam
and once in p6 reason shall be untold.
in this 6 years, i cried only thrice.

in sec sku,
which i have only been in for 1 year 4 months and 16 days,
i've also cried thrice.
once after inunion,
once after syf,
and once today.

i guess today can be said as the worst day in this year.
much worse than the first day of sku.
muchmuch worse.
my results are unbelievably horrible.
i almost failed everything away, and really failed one.
today is the first time i failed an exam.
an offical exam.
and guess what?it's english compre.
is my english really that hopeless?

and maths is the worst.
i was counting on it to pull my grades up.
and was thinking that it may be my only 4.0
yeah xinyi FAT HOPE.
u think your maths so good?
careless mistakes are EVERYWHERE.
u even got the FIRST question wrong
the qns that is supposedly the EASIEST and i got it wrong.
imagine my paper.it was filled with red crosses.

maybe psle was really a stroke of luck.
maybe im really not fit to be in this school
maybe....i dont know.
im feeling hoplessly lost.
i know my parents wont really scold me much but its the self disappointment.
i expected much more than this.
and i couldnt even reach my LOW expectations.oh how great.

i wanted to cry alot of times today.
after i got back my eng compre,
before chinese,
and before geog.
yet i could suppress them all
and maths.
thanks for the people who cheered me up ok?
im really grateful.
mainly_ tian meiying leena and jac.im really sorry if theres anymore i dont know cux i never lifted up my head.thanks ok?yall are great.*loves*

first time seeing jolyn cry today.
and the way she cry attracted alot of attention.
her tears were flowing and she was like moaning.
jojo dont be sad ok?many people did worse than you and u still have your EOI to pull you up so jiayou ok?*hugs*

daanny you also dont be sad ok?muz cheer up ok?smile((:

maybe i should get out of here.

2007-05-14T03:05:00.000-07:00

hello world.

back from sku and crashed onto the chair((:
LONG DAY mann..back to lessons):
geog was okayy?watch video which i practically didnt understand and i haf to do the table alone):
chi was bad and i think i failed my compo cux apparently zhang hao said my zuo bie zi got "YI DA DUI".HOW?!shit luh!
i ate pineapple during recess.

eng had free block oh mann((:
and com studs is BORING.
and and the sku com load DAMN slow larh wahseh=.=
got so fed up can!
and maths was okayy
and seriously i think i should refrain from swearing too often, well, at least i shouldnt do that when the class is real quiet.guess what.
mr lim:those who do well in the exams are those that usually ask qns
me: (SHIT I NEVER ASK EH!that means i failed?!)shit.
SEE.
i only like said shit in my normal tone can!
and everyone turned and stared.(i was sitting at the last row)
the first person i noticed staring was MONA.
den i was like about to ask her what she was looking at when i noticed the whole class and mr lim included looking.
ZOMG LARH paisei can!
!@#$%$#
i shall keep my mouth shut from now on.

had dance exam after sku.
sku ended at 2.dance exam was at 5.
ridiculous.
went library and chatted with grace for a darn long time((:
AND SHE DOES WEIRD THINGS
and tried to twist my thumb!!!
ZOMG SHE DARN FLEXIBLE LUH!!!
*stares wide eyed with mouth hanging open*

screwed dance.
i forgot half way oh wells nvm.
haiz but like waste money luh!)):

amanda said the corn she ate during ORA had too little butter
tian said the corn she ate during ORA had too much butter.
oh mann..

and hahahahhaha i think everyone in superjunior looks alike and all their songs also sound the same oh gosh=.=
is my eyes and ears really THAT bad?
*groans*

HAHAHHA oh today aft com studs was damn funny
tian was watching superjunior like crazy
and was high aft tt and so she was walking den cheryl fong waas walking behind her cux she also had com studs
den she was about to overtake tian when tian started this weird dance that she claims kibum did and started waving her hands about wildy and cheryl was so surprised she took a step back and gulped before walking in the other direction laughing
OH MANN TIAN WAS SO CUTE LUH!
hahah

2007-05-13T05:12:00.000-07:00

hello world.

sometimes i seriously wonder if anyone actually READ my blog..
considering how ~~interesting~~ boring it is.
haiz abit depressing huh?
sku tmr
dont feel like going.
*buries head until pillow*
oh mann..

2007-05-12T19:02:00.000-07:00

ORA yesterday was ~~fun~~ very very very fun.

woke up happily at 8.
was supposed to reach sku at 10(meaning leaving hse at 9) and instead i thought i was supposed to leave at 9.30 cux i thought iw as supposed to reach at 10.30.get the idea?
so i thought i had alot of time and started playing up words with my brother (which almost drove me mad,cux he's 5 and u can imagine his range of vocab:D)
den i ate breakfast and changed and my dad went market and mum went out so it was only me and my di at home.AND IT WAS 9.
SUDDENLY i realised IT WAS 9 AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO LEAVE AND I COULDNT LEAVE MY DI AT HOME ALONE IF NOT I'LL GET KILLED.
and my dad didnt bring his phone.
so i waited and he was veh fast alrd luh!he came back at 9.10
so i choinged to the busstop and that STUPID 196 took like 20min to come
and i was frantically smsing jolyn
and the 105 also took me about 10 min
!@#$%$#@$%
i was freakingly angry (and late) when i reached sku.
and loud rough music waas pounding out from everywhere=.=
went corr and i almost went deaf from jolyn's screams.
after all, im only 12 min late wad.ahaha

went canteen and came back to peacful corr in like 3 min?seriously the canteen is packed and noisy and hot and attractive(and it's a bad point cux i was BROKE)
went for our shift at10
after the seniors left it was basically me alicia and kangjie at the booth.
and cooking the corn is fun cux u get to taste it((:
and seling corn and eating corn and mixing corn with butter is very very fun((:
and i think we sold 40 or 50 cups?
hahahh very very fun((:

after that was busy tryingto avoid jolyn's senior oh mann!
AND den went home((:

at night went out for dinner at s'pore river there.
haha the food was quite okay larh((:
hahahhaha and VERY FUN
THE THING AT CLARKE QUAY IS VERY VERY VERY FUN TO WATCH only
hahhahaha and the turkish icecream is totally FAB
too bad i only ate like what 3 mouthful?
brother was feeling stingy)):
oh mann

and to jessica and pearlyn:
im really really really really really really very very very very very sorry i didnt look after your stuff because i really didnt hear u say it.im really really really really really really really really realy really really really really really really really really really sorry.

2007-05-11T04:45:00.000-07:00

hello world.

im having a nosebleed.NOW.oh mann..

sku today was a total bore*yawns*
seriously, they should just give us the day off and let us sleep at home.
look at all the werid stuff we had:

-RA(aha dont think sick its raffles accademy..) talk
RA is this programme for this really TALENTED ppl and hence this talk is like total useless for me.like HELLO?!your gpa must be so frreaking high can!GRR
the one hour spent on it is seriously SIAN.

-CCA TALK
BORING.but better than RA((:

-TRADITIONAL GAMES.
sian larh!played pick up sitcks and amanda has very vyer very "NIMBLE" fingers=.=
and the rubber band thing was a nightmare.yawns.

RECESS!like FINALLY!

-PIRACY TALK
the video wasnt THAT interesting..
and the talk does really apply to me cux i never download ILLEGALLY.in fact i rarely download things((:*GUAI*haha

-and last but not least, the SKIN talk
i slept my way through=.=
and amanda woke me up super load of times to force me to look at gross pics of peeling skin and dunno what burns oh mann..

SEE!all the programmes are like so ____.
haiz.and the canteen today is really SIAN.
only eat and west + nasi padang were open SO LONG QUEUE SOMEMORE.hmphf

had batch prac after that.i think i too long nvr play lerh now hold FEW notes my mouth cannot tahan.SHIT LARH.HOW!
like hand muscles u can go gym and train BUT HOW IN THE WOLRD DO U TRAIN MOUTH MUSCLES?!
oh mann..

and plus the fact that i WOKE UP with a headache and went through the agony of today.
OH MANN.
haiz

AND AHAHHAHAHA amanda went to cut the almost same hair style as JOLYN hahahah
AMANDA LOOK SEROIUSLY CUTE.
just like jolyn
HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

and alicia and dot(?) were SO SWEET!!!
MY EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESSENT!
bibi ROCKS((:
aahhaha

ORA TMR!
oh yay!

2007-05-09T22:11:00.000-07:00

hello world.

2 more days to ORA
3 more days to mother's day
6 more days to open house rehersal
2 weeks and 2 days to open house(and i really really really hope i wont screw up.)
2 weeks and 2 days to the start of sku hols.
2 weeks and 6 days to receiving our results.(dooms day?)
3 weeks and 2 days to holiday in malaysia
6 weeks and 3 days to the start of term 3
12 weeks and 3 days to my birthday.

a long way to go.
i dont know why i typed all this.
i should be happy now right?
i feek weird.
gah.

2007-05-08T22:17:00.001-07:00

hello world!

MYAs ARE OVER!!!!!

ha.like FINALLY!
ZOMG!

no more muggin till midnight
no more big eyebags
no more bursting brain
and NO MORE FREEZING CLASSROOMS!
OH YAY!

aha.maths today is bad):
i didnt finish my paper):
i NEVER finished my maths paper before.
HOW IRRTATING.
and the thing is i didnt even udnerstand the qns.
oh whatever.

batch lunch afterward((:
ALTHOUGH SO MANY PEOPLE CANT GO
im the only brass)):
JOLYN AND EMILY WENT WITH THIER FWENS)):
the others i dunno):
AWW LARH.

and ORA my shift is 11-12 with dot alicia and jo!
AHA i hope i dont forget((:

ok i shall go sleep now((:
im seriously DEPRIVED.
pri sku days are like SO DARN SLACK CAN.
oh gosh.

2007-05-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

2007-05-07T23:39:00.000-07:00

hello world!

(grr this is my 2nd time typing cux juz now type lerh den the screen closed=.=)
6DOWN!1MORE TO GO!!!
and by tmr 9.30am, I'LL BE A FREE GIRL!
looking forward to that propect and sleeping peacefully during hist video:D

today was murderous.
chi compo was okayy..?
i hope?
haha and it was the LONGEST shuo ming wen i every wrote ok!
i thik most ppl wrote longer than normal cux
1)they gave us 3 piece of paper.so got stress cux is like WHY ARH WHY ARH WHYWHYWHY GOT 3 PIECES OF PAPER ARH THEY WANT USWRITE SO MUCH ISIT??!!so we write so much=.=
2)cux got extra time!normal compo is 50min we got 1hr30min!!OH YAY and i stoned for half an hour.tried to revise geog in my head but nothing came out.

OH AND THE CLASS WAS FREEZING AGAIN.
makes me wonder if ms ong is made of ice(well for ALL chers for that matter)
EVERYTIME make the classroom so cold):

den went recess andddddddd YIXIN IS DAMN DISGUSTING.SHE POURED MUSHROOM SOUP INTO MY RICE LIKE EEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!
!@#$#@#$%
*angry man*

den geog.
!@#$%$#@#%$
DAMN HARD CAN!
i wrote everything wrong i think):
AND THE WORLD MAP THING DAMN WHAT LARH.
ms leong also nvr tell us mst see that paper right.DAMN.
and the natural vegetation thing should be like tropical forest or monsoon etc
den i thought they wanted the plant
so i put coffee.
den i changed to coffee bean
!@#$%#@$%
IM SO STUPID LARH WHAT THE HELL

den went home.
watch them eat at subway=.=
DAMN SLOW AND VERY AMUSING
rebecca dragged jolyn off for batch lunch):
SO SAD):
HMPHF.

ok mug maths now.
the last thing i have to mug for about 2 months?
AAHAHAH BYEBYE
im in a good mood now((:

SHE is so darn weird.
lame.

2007-05-07T00:59:00.000-07:00

hello world!

what the hell is wrong with blogger?!??!DAMN.
memorsing the deforestation crap for geog now)):
DAMN LONG AND HARD CAN!
i memorised until i fell alseep on the sofa and almost rolled down):
3 more to go...
chi compo
geog
and MATHS!!
MATHS IM DYING OH GOSH OH GOSH.

eng compo today was uh...
i dunno?
i dunno if i wrote out of qns.
i hope i dont fail.
and i realise haha 800 words is actually not alot huh?i duno
AND THE PLACE WAS FREEZING.!@#$%$#
den went recess.

PHILO!@#$%$#@#$%$#
zomg larh!
can die ok!
i think i wrote seriously out of point but i deceided to heck it cux my only other option was to leave the paper blank.and i dont think that is wise.
and i was like sniffing the WHOLE ONE HOUR THOUGH cux i had a blocked nose and i think i disturbed ALOT of people OH DEAR IM SUPER SORRY ex-PHILO PPL OK?
im sorry if i like made u lose concentration or someting):
SORRY!
sorrysorry ok?
cux i was like if i dont sniff i feel suffocated and cant breathe properly
and i think i made weird gasping sounds?
ALL CUX OF THE ENG COMPO THAT TIME THE DAMN AIRCON LARH!
haiz

after sku wentout for lunch.
saw yufei and jiayi
and my batch is horribly disgusting-ok i mean talia and keyun.
ZOMG LARH
they made this "SPECIAL" drink consisting of sprite,bubble tea, chilli sauce, colosaw, mash potato, ice, and and i think arh..TISSUE PAPER???
and yeah so this original SPRITE turned into this horrible brown-ish yellow-ish colour and keyun and taila were happily stirring it and laughing all the way and me,sitting beside them,almost fainted from the smell of the mixture.care to try?
hahahha
and the whole thing started with talia's demostration of blowing bubbles into the sprite.
eek.
hahahha and jolyn was frantically covering her nose and screaming and waving her arms about,you get the picture X)
and hahahahha pexin was HAHAHAH FUNNY!
aparently she laughed until she has stomachache.oh dear*tsktsk*
and and the place where we sat, in fact, all the sears near the window was SICK cux the place was uh sort of underground and when u look up u can see all the people WALKING BY and haha u can actually see ahem ahem HAHAH and rebecca was covering her eys frantically.
and they seemed very attracted to the pigeons i wonder why hmm..

ahhaha ok i think i shall go back to geog.*shakes head in despair*
AND AND AND JOJO FINALLY LET ME SE HER NEW FRINGE!!AHAHHA SHE LOOK SOOOOOOOOO CUTE ZOMG LARH!!!HAHAHHAH JOJO LET DOWN YOUR FRINGE LEH!!!
hahahahahah.

2007-05-06T06:09:00.000-07:00

hello world.
i think the ONLY good thing about MYAs is that you can go home once the exam finishes.
the reason for this(to chers) is that this is the ONLY way ppl can take exams tgt.
but the more practical reason should be our brain cells are all killed, how do you expect us to have lessons?
!@#$%$
and now, for the bad things about MYAs:
1)lack of sleep
2)big eyebags
3)billons of brain cells killed
4)tired and energy-less everyday
5)depressed and super anxious
6)feel like dying
7)brain exploding
8)excessive cursing made
9)high stress level-->leads to early ageing
10)see stars in front of you

hence, i tink exams are not morally right.
i bet u agree.
right?

!@#$%$#
i shall go back to philo
seriously, i really dont care for all this stuff.
oh gosh.
:X
cant wait for wed after sku.
i shall rot big time then:D

2007-05-05T02:44:00.000-07:00

hello world!

i think memorising things SUCKS.
like @#$%$#@
my brain is already small enough and u still wan me to like feed in this WHOLE chunk of geog info?u know what,i kinda think its impossible.
kena my brain burst.
oh ouch.
like u try your best to stuff tings into a DAMN TIGHT bag and u stuf and stuff and it explodes.
oh dear.
and philo.
HOWHOWHOW!
dead larh.
and i dont think Kant's theory make sense.
cux if like that MOST actions in the wolrd are not moral

like if you work because u want $, its NOT moral cux u have an intention?!
LOLS!
so according to him,we must work BECAUSE we have the ability to and we must not want any repay from our work and must only work because we want to like contribute to the society or sth?
DONT MAKE SENSE RIGHT*nods head furiously*

i cant believe i slacked the whole day away.
oh dear
and i started having this obesession with rubik's cubeO_o
and i only know how to do one side.
shall figure out the rest after MYAs((:

now i shall attempt to type sth in chi in preparation for next tue de darn compo:X
哦!
作天晚上竟然没有做恶梦!!
哈哈.
可能amanda的鬼故事其实没有那么可怕啦((:
哈,满足感:D
为什么我打华文读起来听得那么怪?
好像很nerdy!
哈哈

wahlao cannot tahan my chi.i read what i typed and it sounded SO WEIRD CAN!
haha ok i shall go back to geog)):

i cant wait until after MYAs mann!
AHAHA.
*stares into space*

2007-05-04T04:56:00.000-07:00

hello world.

i just realise something.
the feeling of MYAs is just like that of SYF.everything feels so surreal.
that is,until AFER the whole thing.
like today.i was so un anxious that it was scary.
and when i came out of the class.
!@#$%^%$#@!@#$%
everything then sunk in.
this there like SOMETHING wrong with my mind?

can afford to lose my mind at this time of my life.
ARGH!

i shall de stress by thinking of nice things like penguins:D
BUT EVERYTIME I TELL MYSELF TO THINK OF SOMETHING NICE MY MIND WILL GO BACK TO AMANDACHAN'S GHOST STORIES.
the dongbalek girlfwen ghost thing.
!@#$%^$#
see luh!my didi bouncing ball i also got so paranoid.
HOW!
*screams*

___do you hear it?
*thump.thump*
你在哪里...
*thump.thump*
找不到你...
*thump.thump*
你在哪里..

ok im getting goosebumps *shivers*
i shall not think of such things now.
aha u should really hear amanda say the story.
her voice was like so creepy/
ZOMG LUH!
and THAT REMINDS ME OF THE "CREEP" MOVIE ZOMG!
i think im gonna get nightmares tonight.
AHHH RUOXI.WHAT ABOUT YOU?

2007-05-03T23:25:00.000-07:00

hello world!

i havent posted for like one week..aha.
tue was labour day:D
i PLANNED to study ok!i really PLANNED.
but guess what in the end the pile of hw was still there:X
haiyo.
den wed i cant rmb what happened.i only rmb i felt super tired and didnt wan go sku.hmm.
den thur was funny:)

had health checkup.
was gross.
the part where the nurse went:
nurse:honey, tell me,do you smoke very often?
me:*shocked and stares at nurse*uh..i dont smoke.
zomg larh.like DO YOU SMOKE VERY OFTEN like i smoke liddat luh!haiz
and eyes were a disaster.
and backbone is straight:D
den went PE:D
WAS SO FUN!
i have to prac my layups if not i will fail.!@#$%$#@!
LAYUPS!!!

ahh the SLOW DAANNY HOR.i waited for her in canteen for like half hour luh!
slowpok.too busy watching bio video:X
den while i was in the canteen there was this SUPER IRRITATING ***** screaming her head off and laughing like a lunatic damn her larh whats her freaking prob.stupid *****.and i know who she is but i shant say if not i shall make SOME people angry ha.not like i care but anything larh.stupid.and i hate all *** **** ppl even them.
freaking idiots.
den went home with daanny and i was like screaming all my probs to her and like whining and groaning and stuff and when we reached side gate i turned around and saw amanda behind me with his i dunno?amused expression?!
ZOMG SO PAISEI!
ahaha
and she dashed onto 105:D
hahahahhahahaha and daanny started laughing:X
den saw kangjie at the busstop and she had to give me a heart attack by telling me that:
batch 09 is gonna play ALONE during open house which is in 2 weeks time.

know what that means?
we have to dig up our score(which i duno where it is)
prac like SIAO cux band rm only open at wk9
and we have to prac OUTSIDE regular band time.
AND AND imagine.going to open house,wanting to see the band and instead see 20 poeple seated there.ZOMG LARH!
oh dear oh dear and we have to play by moqi?!
haiiz___"

and i went home and started mugging hist like SIAO.!@#$%$#@
until head almost bursted.)):
den slept.and got SO PARANOID that i will oversleep can!ZOMG LARH

today exams were a disaster.
amanda CHAN's ghost story was NICE:D
ruoxi screamed again and i went ARGHRGH!!
and we all got SO PARANOID today espically on the dark stairs.
hahah and yixin also screamed HAHA SHE LOOKED SO FUNNY!
she practically POUNCED onto her shocked friend cux yixin thought she was a ghost
_ _"
eng compre was BAD.i didnt know how to answer the qns and i tink summary was OUT OF POINT.cux no matter HOW I COUNT i cant get 15 points so i added alot of crap and i STILL COULDNT GET 15POINTS and i got so frustrated that i started doing random doodles on the scrape paper.HAIZ.

hist was a even greater nightmare.
!@#$%^$#@!@#$%^
the last qns was SO STUPID.
i didnt expect it AT ALL.
and i didnt even revise that larh!
i only like skimmed through that part last night WTH!
stupid.
haiz

and JOJO!!
I WANNA SEE YOUR SELF-CUT FRINGE!!!
PLEASE????
PLEASEE?????

2007-04-30T05:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAANNY!

AHHH SUGAR BABY U ARE FINALLY 14!!
and hence i cant call u baby anymore)):
AWW
thats like so sad.but think positively,NI LAO LERH wahhaha :D

today went SL with mona and likhee
me and mona went kfc and wahlew de service there DARN SLOW CAN!
and i dont think they ever mop the floor):
den went SL
and mona slept on the bus and i ,the clumsy one fell alseep for like 10sec den i wake up dunno where we were lerh den attempted to look for the busstop den cant find.den mona woke up and told me we went over the stop lerh):
she went "XIAO JIE ARH.."
)):

SL was OKAYY.
if not for that stupid irritating boy
!@#$%^%$#@
WHATS HIS DAMN PROB
he threatened to let out that insect
like what the freaking hell
stupid.
i went home myself:D
and got squashed on the mrt):

[why cant u trust me?why must you always find a simple way out of things?i am trying my best to help you and what i need is only a little more time and you turned away.That time u said that ______ didnt really wanted to help you, nut now i think otherwise.i think she was trying her best to help already.daanny said that people always go to people that will only benefit them.what the freaking hell.and i think shes right,shes awfully right.thank godi still have her..]

and now i think ive finally realised that maybe i have been deceiving myself.
i dint miss oneohone that much,it is only the sudden loss of friends, the sudden unfamiliar surrounding and the sudden feeling of loss.
i really wish.i really wish i was with them again..
can we?
i dont think so.
she changed.
they changed.
everything has changed.
drastic changes.
i think the only one who did not change is daanny.
and thats why i love her so much.
oh dont get me wrong.

~~i want to laugh~~
i want to cry

2007-04-29T05:15:00.000-07:00

hello world.

!@#$%$@
moody moody moody
!@#$%$#@#$%
i wish i know why.

i think i know why now.
it's cux of THAT song plus THAT story
and u combine them tgt and u will be close to tears
ARGH.
but the story is really touching
im trying to wait for daanny to come online so i can give her the url
but shes not online
)):
BOOHOO

oh nvm
i shall study philo
ahh capital punishment i shall make u my best friend for the following week((:

oh and the song credits goews to KAIJIE:D
he sent me the song after uh MUCH BEGGING((:
ahhh the song is really ultra nice but the only bad thing is that its only uh 1 min 33 sec long):
ahh wells nvm(:

oh and is he ask me to put the last para den O_o

2007-04-27T23:22:00.000-07:00

hello world!

OH YES murderous 2.4 IS OVER!!!*CHEERS CLAPS AND STAMP FEET LIKE ELEPHANT*
ahahahhaha.
but i deproved.aha i shall not say my timing.so freakingly SLOW.!#$%R$#@
haiiz.

and and and thanks ppl for the encouragement!
mainly uh..
amanda,ruoxi,jolyn,kangjie,peixin,anqi,daanny,weiyi,claire,dot,alicia,nandita,zann,karmin,and alot others ppl which im not very sure(cux i dont really have the energy to turn and look at whos shouting my name so im only basing on my hearing..and u know my ears are kinda weird so im super sorry if i miss you out!)

and last but not least,my dear juniors yufei lingzhi and tangmeng
(oh gosh u know HOW SHOCKED i was to see yall!!!!)
and of course, theres alos my DEAR MORTAL grace((:
ahahah thanks for the encouragment the prev day:D
rockers((:

OH YEAH STILL GOT JAMIE!!!for the sms((:

to everyone,thanks and love yall all!!!
*blows flying kiss*

ahhh and my shoes were socked..cux there were so many puddles.first 2 rounds i made an attempt to jump over them but aft that heck care lerh.dun even have energy to runhow to jump over puddles?so i end up splashing into them and they were quite cooling tho they were uh muddy water*eek!*

and i think i should thank mona((:
she was like running so close to me and that motivates to run faster faster fasterrr..and not stop cux if not she will overtake but in the end she still overtook me)):
and i tried thinking about everything luh!
like from trombones to holidays to netball to oneohone to everything
but i was still super tired from running)):
cux like kangjie said,
its already tiring to run with your legs and if u still wanna use your brain you will die and yeah
thinking about stuff didnt work.so i start telling my mind to stop thinking about things
den my mind started chanting "stop thinking stop thinking stop thinking" and it was so irritating)):haha

and mok the proded actually ran in 9.30 sec like WOAH!
she sprinted through everything
ZOMG LUH!propro
and A in the army is 9.45sec.
GAWD
thank god im not a guy dun nid go army if not i think i will die.

ahhh i shall go sleep now later wake up do homework)):
and i dont know how this thinkg that i bought works=.+
ahh bye!

2007-04-27T03:58:00.000-07:00

hello world.

today was a nice day with some bitchy events.
geog was funny!the world map thing!hahhaa ms leong was so cute!
sharan: AHHHHHH I KNOW THATS NILE RIVER!
ms leong:*blank stare*no.its the r-e-d s-e-a
hahhaha was so funny her expression!

then dance was super amusing.
the "FUN" mumble was SO NOT NICE AT ALL!
and the cher goes so fast!but she was super nice X)
and arasi turned at the last part of mumble tgt with me!!!ROFL!!!!
hahahha she was the guy luh!

and hiphop was a disaster.im so not incline at it mann.arhgh.amanda's proded.and meiying is like *STARES* ahh the sounds pervertic :D
and assembly was quite interesting.but i got a headache from all the screams.
and there was this bitchy sec 1 girl)):
!@$#@$%

then was lose cannon.
the front crash course part was boring)):i almost fell alseep
den the comedy part was ROFL!!HAHAHAHHAHA IW AS LAUGHING UNTIL I WANTED TO DIE CAN!hahahahahah!!!

and 2.4 is BAD.is postponed to like tmr.OH YEAH LIKE WE ARE SO FREE.
and we wasted like 2 hours there.what the.
went home with daanny
ahhh almost laughed to my death.she did this face:cock eyes opened wide ,tongue hanging like a lot puppy and the flick of the hand in EXCACT imitation of a bimbo.
get the picture?
hhahahaha.

AHHHHHHH DOING INDICED NOW.SUCK LIKE HELL
WHO WAS THE STUPID FREAKING PERSON WHO INVENTED IT.
WTF.
i hope i can survive indices.
and EOIs..AHHH

oh and gracetan has the same phone as me((:
currently is me amanda and her oh yay((:
amanda is darn cute!
and shes a gd hiphop danceX)

2007-04-26T05:11:00.000-07:00

hello world!!

ahhhh i piggybacked amanda 3 times today!!!!
im gonna get BIG muscles soon if this carries on..but she's super cute to piggyback cux once u lift her up she will start scremingO_O hahahhaha and i wanted to try piggybacking jojo too but she wont allow)):

and today chi was horrible.
only 2 ppl dai de lai the cheng yu biao.
and zhang lao shi made others buy the biao.
guess the price.
ONE BUCK!
ONE BUCK FOR A PIECE OF LOUSYLY PRINTED PPR WHICH I CAN HARDLY SEE THE WORDS.
hello if you photocopy its only less tha 10cent can.
in library u can buy 4 pieces of ppr with 10cent like wth.and she said she will return us IF we hand in our hw properly like WHAT THE.GRRR
and lunch ate icecream with amanda((:
and went to sit with yixin and was funny((:

and went to class and apparently the SLOW yixin suddenly found our that she sat on birdshit and started screming and waving her arms about and rushed to the toilet in attempt to wash the birdshit offO_O and she,being the pampered one at home,didnt know how to wash clothes so the CLEVER her right,at first only inteded to wash the birshitted area but ended up getting the whole thing wet+.=!so she sat through hist class with only her blouse and shorts ahhaahh.so funny

and its super fun to play her dizi and also the attempts to try whack her head((:
wahhahaha and yeah the throwing of jacket was fun.

OH YEAH BTW BATCH09 IS GETTING A BLACK HODDIE WITH ORANGE WORDS!!!!*CLAPS SCREAMS AND CHEERS!!!*

ahahaha and i sat with amanda today for uh 3 blocks((:cux INO ppl went for sfy((:
ahahah

den band wasnt so good)):
and i ate lolly on the way home
i know its totally random but nvm:D

and and and tmr 2.4!!!HOWHOWHOW!!!
*screams and tugs hair*
arhhghh

2007-04-25T01:40:00.000-07:00

hello world!

today is a BAD BAD BAD SUPER BAD day.
i woke up and almost fell back onto bed again)):and went to change then got the buttons mixed up then took SO long and i couldnt find my socks.URGH.
den went to school the 105 so cold.
and walked to class like a zombie and started revising lit.)):
den first block chi was super sian.i think the ws is bo liao.
den philo.wanted to sleep so despo luh!and the car car amelia drew was cute:D
hist is uh okok?
and chem is *shakes head in despair*
and eng is boring.i didnt listen at all luh!i forgot what i was doing.
AND LIT TEST IS HORRIBLE.I WAS STARING AT THE PAPER BLANKLY FOR LIKE 15 MIN HAVE 0% HOW TO WRITE AND I WROTE OUT OF POINT AND COULDNT FINISH.
stupid.

went home with daanny and it was very funny
OH IT RHYMES!
tata!
and i helped a guy to pick up his uh pe shirt?
cux it was hanging on his bag den it dropped.
GRAH.
hahah ok i shall go tackle my maths.
*growls at the prospect*

i wanna improve my compo skills!
i practically failed my compo.
WAIT.i thinki failed.
AHHH HELP.
and vanessa's poem was really emo and nice mann!haha

2007-04-24T07:37:00.000-07:00

DEPRESSED.

im currently:
tired sleepy depressed down unhappy sad moody moodless disappointed exhausted.
eyelids drooping.

sad sad sad.
if only...
haiz.
i think 101 is history.

2007-04-24T05:21:00.000-07:00

hello world!

today was a nice day i think?
oh yeah~
haha had pe and nicenicenice mr choo didnt make us run i wonder why((:
so we played bball and the drills very super sick so me and tian didnt do and my pushups suck)):
and playing with ruoxi's grp is slack but elam look uber cute when she dribbles((:
ahahahhhahahah and MY SHOOTING SKILLS SUCK NOW.
and i can only shoot netball style and i dunno how to shoot bball style!gotta prac my netball shooting and ask daanny to tutor me bball shooting aft EOIs((:
wahahah.
den was uh..*racks brain*
OH YEAH GEOG!
was ok luh was slack((:
and den chem*frowns*
SO BORING
and the CLEVER me had to put my wallet RIGHT into this puddle of something-that-i-hope-is-water cux if its chemical im gonna scream X)
andyeah mrs tay is BORING.but heck care at least i get her point cux i read the tb((:
den recess was eating with daanny and amanda((:
DEN RS WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNY!!!
hahahahahahah amanda!!!!!hahahahahha!!!
and amanda thought i was LAUGHING AT her powerpoint but no luh!!!i was paying like 101% attention cux its the only ppt of the 3 that i actually UDERSTOOD*ahhh sense of satisfaction*and me and daanny were comparing hadwriting during the 3rd ppt ((((:ahahha daanny u uber amusing can!*BROAD GRIN*

then the sci thingy.so boring.i fell asleep((:and i couldnt concertrate on the last few qns cux i heard tbones playing!!!((:ahahaha
den went for band((:
was FUNFUNFUN!!
BUT the Bbminor thingy was SO NOT!
GRAH
then celebrated JAMIE's birthday!
amanda buy de cake was NICE!!![both look and taste((:]
and jamie said she knew lerh cux she saw amanda in the morning carrying the cake to sku
AWWW)):
and amanda went like this sad cute face haha
but it was fun anw((:
wahahhahaahaha
So SAD YUFEI AND BINGRUI MISSED IT)):
ahahahhaha
yeah i think my section is very nicex100000
wahahhahaha

ok i must mug lit)):
andandand my mum is very cute!
she was like WAH YAO PRINT 40 DUO ZHANG ZI?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!
hahahah SO CUTE!!
ahahahah
and my ncie daddy is gonna help simin print her ws((:
byebye ppl!

2007-04-22T05:10:00.000-07:00

hello world!

CHANGED SKIN((:
*smiles*

went vivo today with mum((:AHAHAHA
had a blast.my di and dad went IMM in hope to search of a suitable and bigger bike((:
but they didnt find any)):AWW.
anw yeah went vivo and i was telling my mum all about my retarded chers((:
espically the one who RAN into the canteen*tsktsk*
andandand having been to vivo i few times,im still hopless at directions GRAH.
shopped at candy empire:D
and many places and was super humourous((:
BOUGHT SNEAKERS((:
yay*mega grin*
and went home and it rained and i rotted and yeah the story goes on..

I DREAD SCHOOL
*pokes my sku uniform*
ahahahahah

my family rawks wahwahwahahahah

2007-04-20T23:52:00.000-07:00

hello world!

i have been reading through my primary sku stuff like diaries(SEE JOJO I DIDNT SPELL WRONGLY!) and i feeling super amused at how stupid and weird and lame and naive i was((:
hahahha its really funny((:that was,until i dug out the account book i shared with sicheng in p5.all the laughter were gone and all the hatred came back.the hatred i had for someone was so strong again, even though she might not be THAT mean and uh BAD as i im imagine now, after all i have not talk to her for uh..2 years?or maybe 3.

yet when i read the uh..convos, i can feel all the hatred then.and i feel so stupid.URGH.
i feel meanmeanmeanmean.
haiyo nvm larh since theres nth i can do nw right?haha.

GRAH homework homework and MORE HOMEWORK.
i wonder if that pile is ever going to get smaller)):
i did chem hist FA and geog Fa in the morning..feel quite uh proud of myself?cux i actually DID sth on a sat morningO_O
theres still alot to go though,weird stuff like
1)RESUTDY TKMB)):[hello scout and jem again!]
2)maths assignment 2
3)study for maths quiz!i hope i dun flop)):
4)PACK MATHS FILE!!!

haiyo see, all weirdo stuff)):
and im supposed to be doing RS now.
searching for c4 plants that can be grown miniature, even i have like zero idea how to make it grow MINIATURE.WHY DID WE GET c4?!?!?!?STUPID.so hard luh!
and and and still must do wad arh..haiyo.
i shall go check on mini plants first((:

2.4 run next fri.
i think i'll die on the track.
!@#$%#@
and if jamie go and take direct taking near the field, i'll embarass myself in front of her and my juniors oh gosh_.
*turns mouth upside down*[if that makes any sense..]
ahahaha.
ok nvm i dont care if i die.just dont fail me.
and i hope my partner who counts de rounds for me is an ALERT one..
i dont want last year's disaster to hpn again.BAHH!
hahahahahahahh

ok i shall resume killing my brain cells now((:

2007-04-20T00:46:00.000-07:00

hello world!

WEEKEND!
ahhhhh..

dance today is FUNFUNFUN!
poor arasi got FLU(i hope she didnt get it from me!!!)
so i got NO PARTNER)):
we learnt a WHILE DANCE can!den she missed out EVERYTHING)):
we learnt uh...SHIT I DONT EVEN NOE WAD WE LEARNT?!!??!!
anw its a VERY NICE DANCE
but ABIT de retardedXP
and hahahhahha ruoxi is pro WHEN SHE DOESNT LAUGHO_O
hahahaha and amanda is EXTRA!shes de only one who took off her pinaforeO_Ohhahaha so cute!
and in de morning me and jolyn were fooling around and mr lim walked up with his hand raised)):haiz and jojo started laughing like siao.so mean luh!
hahahaha ok i shall go slack now((:

toodles!

2007-04-19T05:23:00.000-07:00

hello world!

so many things to say, yet i dont know how to staret URGH.
anw i find daanny SUPER NICE((:
she can really make u laugh until you cant breathe(:
and i dunno why i thought she was dao last year term 3..HAHA
it was SUPER funy today when we stodd 10m away from the busstop((:reason shant be said((:
and it was even funnier to see her trying to avoid the black dog yet at the same time trying to not be knocked down by a oncoming super fast car.HAHAHHAA YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HER EXPRESSION(((:
hahahahahahhaa

andandand SHE IS ALSO VERY VERY NICE((:shes gonna show me pic of her FISH+.=
hahaha ok i shall not talk about her anymore((:
OH YEAH AND WE SPENT LIKE 30MIN LOOKING FOR A TOILET TODAY.
lamo!we went to EVERY toilet in D and E block and EVERY LEVEL and all were chocked up like !!!!!!!
den daanny was like saying haha its cux its nature wk so they purposely choke up de toilet dun let us use den i was likr ROFL!!!HAHAHHAHA
in de end we went de toilet behind stage and daanny wasd very excited(:
and no we didnt pee in our pants((:
ahh sense of satisfaction!

ok im supposed to be studying geog but URGH my brain is slowly decreasing in size..ahhhh
ok i shall not waster my time anymore
AND I THINK RUOXI IS VERY CRAPPY!HAHAHHAHAHA
and amanda arh!CUTE!hahahahha

*yufei + bingrui
JIAYOU FOR YOUR 5 ITEMS!!!
i doubt you will see this though..
but still((:

2007-04-17T06:30:00.000-07:00

hello world.

when i first saw that ASC(I) got gwh, i was like HUH?!ok i shall keep all the other comments to myself._________________________________________________________.blahblah.
i dont want to insult anyone but @&%$(^$@*^
ok nvm.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
_ _ _ -_ _ _ _!!!!!
)):

today RS was humourours.AHAHAH his way to guide us to de visitor centre in botantic gardens is !!!! and hahaha de other grp de person was super amusing!HAHAHA((:

pft was TERRIBLE.
URGH.
and bball today is uh..??
haha playing with ruoxi's grp is kinda slack.
WAHAHAHA.
heh((:
and my juniors are SUPER CUTE!hahahaha

brain exploding.
come near me if u dare.
GRAH

hahahaha shit i gtg.
shall blog next time
BYEEE!

2007-04-16T05:46:00.000-07:00

hello world.

i find it just so freakingly irritating when u want to find a title of a song and cant find it like wth larh)):
haiz
pft 5 items today.
I TELL U ARH IPU SUCKS.
4years effort gone down the drain.
OH WOW.
not.
stupid luh.
wanted to retake but cant be bothered
after all, so what if u get gold?
if only i can get this optimistic bout ___.
haiiz.
depressed!
@#$%@!#%$^$#
GRAHGRAHGRAHGRAHGRAH
so many things to do!!!
HELP!

i wish that day will NEVR come.
im not sure if i'll be able to control myself on that day.
OH _______07 PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE DONT COME!!!
haiiz.like its of any use.
*bangs table punches wall pull hair and goes AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

2007-04-15T05:02:00.000-07:00

hello world.

homework's piling up to the height for i-dont-noe-what.and i really cant be bothered with it.i take out the worksheet and stare at it and it should consider itself lucky that its not torn to pieces.wad the hell is wrong with me.

i just feel like sleeping and i wish i could sleep all my troubles away.
and the prospect of failing chinese spelling like crazy isnt entertaining AT ALL.
jux cux i brought de wrong tb home like what the shyt luh.
HOWWW.

AHHHHHHHHHH
let me sleep
let me sleep
i wonder if i will ever finish the homework.
and wad about the freaking chi spelling?
maybe i should just heck it luh.
i wish i can have this dont care attitude but its like__________.
stupid.
i shall chiong in the morning
and hope in dont go insane during pft.
gawd.

haii..i really wish i can take a break from all these.
LET ME SLEEP.
stupid blocked nose cant even let me sleep in peace.
and all cux my de chi spelling i cant go batch corr tmr morning)):
cux i noe if i go there with my bk i will never get my spelling done.
but i wonder how much better it would be in the class
AHHHHH
i shall go to e batch corr on tuesday((:

and of course, there is still the _________ problem.
i dont think i have told anyone about it.
GRAH.
dont know how, except to pray.
argh.

daddy must jiayou orhs!:D

2007-04-14T20:36:00.000-07:00

hello world!

oh dear shytshytshyt luh.
due to syf i have been happily pushing all my homework aside due to the extensions given by de nice chers((:
AND NOW ITS A NIGHTMARE.

URGH!
SO MUCH TO DO
and whats worse?
NO TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!
i wish i have some extra loose hair for me to pull!!!
URGH!!!
shitshitshit luh!
ahhh can some nice soul help me wif geog???

and to think i was happily sitting there watching everyone choinging geog pt on thur and grah see la!now its my ture)):
sian mann.
the prospect of the future looks quite dark___.
ahhh de starting of safari has been giving me scares.grah..so loud like *BANG*
and de first time i heard it, when amanda just sent it to me, my vol was like on FULL BLAST EH cux previously i was listening to a SUPER SOFT song so the BANG came out SO DARN LOUD i like really leaped of my chair luh!
WHAT DE LUH!
and haiyo really take my aht off to st pat's band lerh..
so good luh they'ore..
)):
haiiiz..

and last night i felt so stupid luh!
was turning in bed den i turned once super hard den BANG i banged my head against de wall..hai im a retard and hence i ac reatardedly and feel retarded..
do i make sense?i dont think so.

anw last night was talking to amanda and WAHAhAHA shes amusing!!!__
heh((:
im have this sudden urge of randomness to start dancing..
i must be going mad.
should i go out later?
if i do i have to choing like mad.
and if i dont i'll still choing like mad cux i'll just be wastimg my time like now..
hmm..
HAIZ.
i think i shall stay at home((:

bye folks!
i shall rush to save de amazon now((:
ha-ha.
i feel totted.

FOCUS.
i hope i can luh..

2007-04-14T06:42:00.000-07:00

hello world!

hahah im finding this very amusing((:
hehe

anw my throat is getting better?
first is pain
den now is itchy and got cough and runny nose.
i dont see any link.
HAIZZ.

PFT 5 items on monday
i think im gonna fail until very can this year luh..i tried doing IPU today and guess wad i only did 4 and was laughing all de way..seriously i wonder if i have any muscles at all)):
and haiyo might as well just DIE for 2.4
BLEH

ahahah.
and i think little children with no discipline and just so disgusting.
running all over de "restaurant" screaming like they are being murdered.
stupid little idiots.
hmphf.

im feeling BORED and TIRED.
brain juice running out)):h
not to mention i have to face atticus scout and jem AGAIN
oh..the irony)):

2007-04-13T05:00:00.000-07:00

hello world!

xinyi is feeling irritated cux her throat is killing her
ARGH/
and daanny was just so convinced tt im acting dumb)):
PAIN OKAYY
hmphf.

was listening to recording to xmas scene and sunrise just now..
sunrise is muffled)):
and xmas scene is NICE((:
its really nice okayy!

im dying to hear st patrick and ang mo kio play.
golly larh like AMK GOT GWH?!
i got a shock tt.
they must be REAL good man..
haiiiz

and i was at de library today and i heard de tbones and trumpets den i was like screaming OH SHITZSHIT ISIT TODAY GOT SECTIONALS?!?!?!?! to emily den she was like UHHH!!!and we ran all de way down to foyer and i found jamie clapping vigoursly and yufei and bingrui playing den i was like WHEWWWW haha and jamie looked REAL CUTE((:

ahahaha den i went home and fell asleep on de bus and URGH.sth terrible hpned)):
went home and zonked out((:

2007-04-11T01:15:00.000-07:00

hello world

cant believe it..
syf's like over..
and i think everyone's disappointed..
)':

im such a failure.

2007-04-05T05:34:00.000-07:00

hey world!

i saw all my batchmates de legs today((:
wahahaha i sound sick((:
cux i was cutting de elastic band and everyone stuck out their leg at me((:
HAHAHHA
and retarded jolyn was likeSO CONVINCED im gonna cut her leg like ERR!!!
eh jojo u think i am a sadist arh?
haiyohaiyo*wags finger*

and i think my seniors are veryveryvery nice((:
i'll jiayou for syf de!((:
[oh and de juniors are also very nice((:]
eh i dont feel like posting..shall post next time((:

i realised i putted(+.=!)alot of "((:"s
hahahahah!
and howhowhow am i gonna tie french braid!!!????haiyohaiyo

2007-04-04T05:25:00.000-07:00

hello world!

so we're back to friends huh?
oh.

im feeling seriously down.
EVERYTHING is going wrong. Yet nothing can be done about them.
just like the changing of seats and the lit leak thing.
STUPID MATTERS.
i REALLT dont want to change seats. i like my group.
why is it that EVERYTIME when i got used to things, someone has to break it up again.WHY.
and the lit thing. I DONT GET IT.WHY ARE THE TEACHERS BEING SO UNFAIR?and they think what they do is RIGHT. DO you noe how many ppl can just cheat SO easily, and u'll believe them and in the end who gets beta?
those whose fault are EVER SO MINIMAL.
so you think thats fair huh?
those who knew/leaked the WHILE qns got off scott free.
u think its fair?
think about it.
HOW WOULD U FEEL IF IT WAS YOU.
wont u feel injustice?
yet u dont let us do ANYTHING.
learn through the hard way right?

im feeling down.
and everyone left.
doesnt this sound familiar?
i guess.
people say" friends never leave, those who leave arent friends"
so where is everybody?
or am i just this pathetic personw ho doesnt have a friend?
yeah friends need breaks.but when a break gets too long, isnt it just like leaving?
alright im not making sense.
im mad
mad
serioulsy INSANE

and i reallyreallyrealy hope we do well for syf07.

2007-03-30T04:47:00.000-07:00

hey world(:

many things have been going on thus my blog has been deprived for AWHILE):
hmm..got alotta test and yeah i did very badly in all..maybe i didnt put in the effort..but it's not fair..i really really listened in some lessons and yeah i still alsmot flunk that.yeah its chinese.hey amanda dont be so sad over it kays?(:
and yeah..i reallyreallyreally want to do well..but..yeah..

syf's coming and i still suck.seriously suck.i dunno why my notes are always so mufffled.
hopless case.
sometimes i really wished i was fckingly taller so that i can get into netball.like WTH they dont look at your SKILLS they look at their height.fine larh.and yeah i got into band.i like it.i really like it but its like i just cant play properly.and this can get super irritating.

and the stupid lit leakage.
whywhywhy did whoever that stupid person/ppl go find out the qns????!!!!now fine larh u got THE WHOLE level into trouble.dont u know exams should be personal effort?!):

haiyo i really feel very shi bai can ornot.
and ______________________.
i reallyreallyreallyreally miss 10106.
today during dance lesson..i was recalling last year and everything just flow back and its like ________. i've never loved a class so much before..i really miss it

i'm not saying this new class is bad
it is just that it is not bonded at all..
and i really miss them alotalotalot..alot.
not that im not grateful for the new friends..
but..
i dont know..im quite confused.

why does everything always turn out the wrong way?
when im happy the next moment i'll be sad..

2007-03-24T23:58:00.000-07:00

hello world!

i havent been feeling like posting recently):

maybe its due to the dread of school starting):

the feeling of having to crawl out of bed every morning and to go through the tortures of the day just puts me off):

haiyohaiyo!

friday was a boring day.

until aft maths thing when i went out with daanny

ZOMG I DONT NOE WHTS WRONG WITH HER CAN SHE WAS SO RETARDED!!!!

omgomgomg la i told her i laughed until m stomach almost fell out and she said she;s gonna get a spare oneO_o

and at kfc HER EXPRESSION WAS SO FUNNY WHEN I TOLD HER THERE's A FLY ON TT PERSON'S BACK!

OMGOMGOMG LARH!

hahhahaha im so uber lucky to have a hyper fwen like her!

hha daanny later i say i laugh until i puke on you how?

isit u go get a spare daanny?

HAHAHAH!

she is so totally amusing!

hahahahahahah:D

one can really DIE of laughter mann!!!

and exchange on sat WAS SUPER FUN!

hahaha i dunno how i countcount count my time but im supposed to reach at 7.20(according to my counting) instead i arrvied at a super early time of 6.50?!?!?!?!LAMO!hahabut i saw JIAYI! my super cute junior!and she told me de thing about desmond and LIKE RAE IS A GIRL?!ZOMG.im bad with names.TOTALLY.

den KJ came HAHA she also count count count until so early and her retarded laugh is really infectious.den we went band cor and found alot ppl therealready and it was only like wad 7.05?HAHA.but band excange was actually SUPER FUN!fhss ROCKS larh so pro can ornot!and i dunno whyi JUST dont feel shuang when i see nanyang and i dunno larh..im trying to bury tt grudge but i dunno lorh..and de other fact tt i dont like nanyang is tt they didnt accept me for DSA.WTF see i got along without going to tt school HMPHF.

and guess who did i see.SICHENG?!hahahahah SHE WAS PLAYING THE HORN LIKE ZOMG!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.I DIDNT NOE SHE WAS THERE LORH SO I DIDNT PAY MUCH ATTENTION TO E HORN SECTION): ):

den aft de while thing ended, heh(: i saw jieyi(: she didnt recognise me): hmphf but wadever..and jojo..STRONG HUH??haha jojo arh u like peelets alot huh?hahaha

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD jojo couldnt receive tt thing through bluetooth AND mms): SO SADDDD haiz..but nvm lorh..haha but smiles jolyn maybe i try sending to someone else den ask tt person send t oyou ok?den maybe can(: haha

and i slept on de way back so did alicia and jojo?haha mandle didnt slam into my face!!and i forgot to return jamie 2 bucks AGAIN.wat WONDERFUL memory...haiz

2007-03-22T07:37:00.000-07:00

hello world!

today was a so-so day.
heh i woke up SUPER early can!like 5.50!
and yeah saw a SUPER UBER load of ntss ppl on de bus again..
BUT.
no cz and no jam(:
heh......
reach school SUPER early and saw kuku dozing off on de canteen table.mok came and proceeded to do de same..O_0
den ku ku started writing letters..
went hall.
stuff went on.
AND DAANNY ROCKS!
she's so i dunno
UBER AMUSING+CUTE=?

den went class
de thing is okok la
den went for batch lunch at.....................the canteen):everyone was broke..
den went for indiv..
got scolded):
den JOJO CAME
hahahaha
yeah den indiv den went home
HEH(:
I FIND EMILY SUPER AMUSING
her description of JUST FOLLOW LAW is HILARIOUS LA!
omg i almost laugh until i died can!
HAHAHAHA EMILY THEY SHOULD ASK U TO DO DO DE ADVERTISMENT!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH OMG LA!
entertaining!

talking to amandaCHAN now..
haiyo she hor..WAHSEH UBER WEIRD!
: D
gtg le bye!

2007-03-21T02:37:00.000-07:00

hello world!!

heh today was a nicenicenice day!
EL thing was EEYER BORING):
i dont like change alley can!so boring!
met at uh..raffles place mrt station(:arasi was NICE she came RIGHT AFTER ME(:
den came amanda den de rest(:
got alot ppl wear home clothes lorh
went CHANGE ALLEY.the SO CALLED "alley"..
like helo?!its a building can!so it should be uh..CHANE BUILDING(:
andandand HAHAH SO QIAO!anqi de grp also doing change alley!den saw them whereever we went(:and i saw de pics in her cam AND I WQAS SO SURPRISED TO SEE DAANNY DE SHOTS CAN!like HELLO how come everytime i wan to take her she dont let de?!and in anqi de photo she even POSED):i feel so sad can!BIASED!
i dont care arh daanny next time i wan u to take:D

ya den went around change alley with all de CLOSED shops..i like de toilets tho!
heh so took photos lorh..den nothing to do so went BURGER KING IN DE MRT STATION!
and heh saw anqi they all again(:[oh i also saw daanny once today! but i think she was doing merlion or sth):]yeah den went to split medium onion rings with amanda..SHE WAS SUPER FUNNY CAN!and we thought de auntie SUPER nice and gave us 2 pcktes of onion rings lorh..den found out one was for vanessaTT_TT..
den aft tt still hungry so decided to split hershey's sundae pie(:
hahahah was super retarded spliting it!!
hahahaahah omg la!
was laughing until siao den stop lerh see amanda still laughing den uber funny so started laughing again:Dheh(:
amanda u=hyper:D
den yeah ate lerh den SUPER FULL urgh..
went borders(:
went random book reading den went for lunch at shaw(:
go school for geog(:

GEOG WAS UBER FUN!!!
i think it was de funnest learning journey activity lorh(:
hahah de island was FAB:D
so good la like they let us wander by ourselves..
had de egg activity(:
BIANG we broke de egg RIGHT before we were supposed to throw it):
MAYBE OUR EGG WONT HAVE BROKE LORH
HAIYO HAIYO!!!
haha den went around and took SUPER LOAD of random pics(:
too bad i cant upload yet cux i cant find de cable):
heh de scenery was UBER NICE(:
too bad it had to rain):
and and and we took pic on de 2 uber big turtles(:
we CLIMBED onto it took alot photos den went down den saw this UBER BIG sign that says NO CLIMBING
--"!!!!!!!
OMG LARH!
heh but nvm cux a cher walked by us and also didnt scold so nvm:D
and and and yeah my memory was like so short lorh..haiyo!so i deleted alot of animals de piclorh hahahahah and de boat/ship ROCKS!
de upstairs part was SUPER UBER NICE!!!
and yeah like wad JOLYN said on her blog de steps were SCARY!!!
omg la was so shaky!!!
but de 2nd level one not so bad hahaha de pics taken were SO random!
there is one of la la and tian tian trying to kiss(:
heh uber funny(:

ok got to go lerh..
im so gonna die next week ok.
DIE DIE DIE
haiyo.
)):
someone save me!
bye folks!

2007-03-20T04:44:00.000-07:00

hello wolrd!

didnt blog for a SHORT LONG TIME..haiyo..
heh(:
nothing much hpned over de wkends i think?i slept ALOT and slacked ALOT..(:
that;s what hols is all about(:
and i dont want to think about school reopening..too much of a nightmare..):
and heh(:monday rs thing was kkiinda uh..LONG..i got so tired can!haiyo haiyo..

and today is heh(:funny!
i gave myself 1hour10min to get to sch when i nornmally need 45min can!
den is like WAHBIANG i go to de 196stop i miss de 196 den was waiting like SIAO like i waited 20min?!?!?!STUPID.and there was this bunch of ACJC ppl talking with a super uber ultra obvious chinese accent and super loud den i was like GRRRR...
den went on bus and guess who i saw first?
WAHAHHAA MY UBER CUTE CZ!!!HAHAHAH!!
and golly la!de bus was DARN packed with ntss ppl can!!!
and CZ had just had to tell me de "GREAT" news tt de place b4 newtown will be JAMMED for like 5-10 minutes den i was like "you KIDDING RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT" golly la!!i was so damn worried can!!den i started smsing tian(TIAN TIAN~~) like crazy..heh we uh..xin ling xiang tong?haha she was also gonna be late lorh..den so i was like cursing all de way to RGS and i was feeling so pissed..made it just in time(:heh cz but im SO NOT gonna take de same bus as u anymore..SPOOKY.

haha and de tour today is overall ok la..heh(:
and some parts were SUPER SCARY..
ku ku clutched my hand until so pain!but it was really darn scary larh dat screening at bukit chandu..hmph.
and lunch was FUN(:
heh tian arh..
bloated huh?hehe(:
and she took advantage of my bag):
HMPHF.

okok tired to write lerh..
cya tmr ppL!(:
heh!
im wearing sch u for EL(:
hehe

2007-03-15T05:29:00.000-07:00

RAHHHHH

omg la like whats wrong with me.im feeling so random nowadays.
the days pass in a flash and i look back i wonder,what have i been doing?
i wanted to catch up with my pathetic studies but guess what.i just dont have de xin si to study.i feel super sian like i dont know what im doing like that.kinda like a robot.

and i started to listen to real random songs..take my current blog song as an example.yeah right korean with korean rap and english.

i have ALOT of things to say.
but who can i say it to?
YOU wont care cux its not your problem.
YOU wont understand cux it did not happen on you
YOU just cant bother to listen
and i just cant get it out..
if i tell you..i think you would just mock at me.
and i tell myself,it will be ok once i get over it..
once i get over it
once i get over it
once i get over it
simple right?
uh..

i just dont know what's wrong with me.
maybe my brains have been blasted out.
numb world
kinda like my middle finger.
only it feels more than weird.
shi jie mo ri?

-confused

2007-03-14T06:57:00.001-07:00

stupid blogger

2007-03-14T06:21:00.000-07:00

:D
oh gosh the music tt is currenting playing is random!!
i anyhow search on imeem de lorh..haha
and its quite lame..
afterall its a tune on a music box?!
but nvm
cux i fond it quite soothing..
after everything that has happened..

2007-03-14T01:00:00.000-07:00

:D
hello world!
we are back from iceskating(:
wahahahha daanny as what amanda called,"skates like a chicken"
(:
was uber funny!
and no one fell today(:
and daanny..learnt her lesson and wore a belt today:D
didnt skate for very long):
and daanny looked very sian..
i THINK i noe why..
but i shant say it out..in case i get strangled since she is like just behind me,playing stress with weiyi..
and its cux AHEMAHEM isnt there(:
andandand right...DAANNY LOOOOK CUTE ON ICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahahahha.

aft dat went long john for lunch(:
there was this weird boy who was like talking to an invisible person..
and he bought coke and even took 2 straws and an extra cup for his uh..invisible fwen??
and he kept ringing his bell..
me daanny and weiyi were all freaked out..
and this long john is like uh....CURSED.
and tt auntie was SO insistent on taking our tray--"
and de person behind de counter was so STUBBORN.like HELLO we want 3 trays la..2 not enough can!lamo.--"
haha

den went home..and there they are..playing cards(:

andandand right...wahahhah guess who i saw at jurong mrt???
WAS SO FREAKED OUT.
(:

saw amanda--"

2007-03-13T06:45:00.001-07:00

uh...blogger is weird.

2007-03-12T06:10:00.000-07:00

IRRITATING HEADACHE.

im having this STUPID IRRITATING HEADACHE.
and i cant see the prev post.wahbiang la.
anw went glory centre today(:
wahlao i called mona at 2.50 den she stil havent come den i got so anxious and started pacing around de school..think i called her for about 5 times orh..den i was like sososo anxious den saw her running uber fast towards de canteen haha:D
den went busstop..stupid lorh missed a 190..so had to wait uber long..but we meet tian(:
and since she cant go on thur,she made it up by going today(:
and thus,it was a wothwhile wait for de darn 190
and so went there lorh..
den we realised tt we were gonna be late.
wahlao so started running for taxi like siao.
made it JUST IN TIME(:
and de place is..ahem ahem..to be nice, okok(:
but i still think last time my before after school care place is nicer(:
anw so tutor lorh..also got 2 sec 4 ppl
so tutor..was quite okok la..yeah..and i didnt know how to explain a p3 grammar qns):
felt so retarded.den asked mona she was like "haiyo xinyi u lan eh!"
den she look at de qns,gave me a blank stare and went"uh..uh aha i think is blablabla right?"
hahah was funny!uber cute!
and de girl was so nice(:
butbutbut right.de maths killed me.like HELLO its only p3 maths!at first i noe how to do de lorh!den i try to divide den i was like UHHHHHH HOW COME GOT REMAINDER????so i was like telling de girl uh..uhoh..wait here ok gimme 10 sec!!!den i exchanged people with mona and mona was like haha so easy!and guess what??haha in de end after me mona and tian all tried, it was tt de qns got a prob.lamo la waste my time);
den went out to play(:
wahhahaha tian and mona darn childish!!played hopscotch
was so cute la they 2 hahahahah and they chased me):
MEAN.
make me run like siao can!
den aft dat went home(:
mona pro la live like SO DARN near de place):
keep on emphasing tt she needs LESS THAN 15 MIN TO GET HOME.
mona darllong,we noe(:
anw so me and tian went to take mrt home lorh.haha she insist on taking pics on de bus.
hmph.and i think i look retarded.
den went mrt lorh.and tian got so mnu shang by de ferris wheel and roller coaster.den i was like telling her about my fear of heights.and she laughed?i think haha
den went mac and bought mcflurry(:
WHOOOO was so cold la.so went outside mrt station to eat.AND TIAN ARH PLEASE LA I DONT EAT SLOW OK?i eat very uber fast de(:haha den went mrt lorh.cux of my SUPER IRRITATING headache, i fell asleep.and tian was reading this book tt she is so obesessed with.
den went to outram park she woke me up lorh and went to another line.and she started laughing..uh...i look funny meh?blah.maybe bah?
anw den she said a super load of stuff which i didnt get what she meant lroh.
den my mrt came so i went off.
and till now istill dont get what she said.
but nvm since she said it was a compliment,
im satisfied(:
WHOO HAHHA.

ok its getting late(:
so i wan to sleep(:
bye world!

2007-03-10T21:39:00.000-08:00

*SHRUGS*

hello world!
I CUT MY HAIR!
now de length is something like amanda chan's --"
who is de blur blur person who sits infront of me(:
i think i look uber weird
and de guy spent half an hour cutting(:

hhaha i think daanny's gonna get a shock?
cux it kinda look like her hairstyle(:
haha..

2007-03-10T07:12:00.000-08:00

):

let me tell YOU this.getting into rgs does not mean im clever.for all you noe i may even be more stupid than you so please stop saying all those stuff and expect me to know and making me feel bad.yeah so what if your __________?it does not mean that i will noe ______ right?and yeah u say ________.so what.we mighter be teaching harder things soPLEASE dont expect me to _________ ok its darn iritating i mean if you want me to _______ its fine but when you start ______ the ____ IT SO FREAKINGLY NOT FINE ANYMORE.

i noe you many not understand this post.its in a fit of anger.OH YEA AND THAT REMINDS ME.
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE.u did not even participate in ANY of de swim carn events so how much of the glory should be yours?tarbet may have won but did you like even do anything to help it win??AND just who are you to say other houses?yeah waddle may not have won but it certainly is not "WORTHLESS WADDLE" and the other houses are not like that too.i have never ever imagined that a junior can be so ______ and disrespectful to others.FINE if you want to say u can say it inside.THERES NO NEED TO PUT IT AS YOUR DISPLAY NAME RIGHT.do you noe how other participants who actually TRIED to make their house win will feel if they saw it?and you say we are mean.or rather, I am mean.but have u ever think about what U have actually done?i bet i didnt.yeah so cursing us and saying u hate us for no reason is for you, reasonable right?throwing vulgarities at us is also fun right?as my mortal was just staing a fact.you dont need to threaten her.u clear that clear ok?i wont blame you or rather, i wont CARE if you hate me now after you read this.i just hope that..you know?hai nevermind.and, i really pity your angel.

and i miss her):

this is radom.saw daanny at JP today(: wahhahaha.and i bough my court shoes.they look kinda weird.--"

if feels so much better to have everything out.