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Saturday, January 27, 2007

SKYDIVER.

ahh..today is such a random and boring day.
woke up precisely at 9.12am and den slack de day away.
did maths and history in de aftnoon
den tampered with my com
went library
went jogging and was clutching my sides laughing hysterically with my mum cux she was super humourous and had a stomachache.
den it started rainning.so we went back
and SOMEHOW.i cux i said c-h-o-i-r is prounounced as kuaiyer den my mum ask den c-h-a-i-r leh?
den i forgot it was supposed to be chair so i said cheyer.
OMG den she laughed and i was super paisey can!
WAHAHAHAHA so funny
and my brother was sleeping
random.thats all.
buhbyes!

sometimes i hate you,sometimes i like you..hmphf.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
4:44 AM




Friday, January 26, 2007

DIE XINYI DIE.

WTH WTH WHAT DE STUPID IDOTIC HELL LARH.
NOTHING.NOTHING IN MY PATHETIC LIFE IS GOING RIGHT.

STUPID.i was so excited today.about de syf filmming.getting to miss sectionals,ableing me to get away frm dat stupid irritating headache.BUT.when i was feeling so excited,EVERYTHING went WRONG.WANJING GOT INTO CO.WANJING GOT INTO CO.WANJING GOT INTO CO.WANJING GOT INTO CO.yeah.and i just lost my one and only section batch mate like that.WTH.thats all i can say.WTH. it turned me from being so excited to dreading everything.and it rainned.i had to carry the trombone on my right hand and it hurts.and everything.JUST MY LUCK HUH?JUST MY PATHETIC LUCK.

den there is de change of seats.just when i thought i had started to adapt to de new class,mr lim had to go and destroy my whole enviroment.now im stuck in a group where i had not talked to anyone there once before.(hey guys im not saying yall are not nice kays..)YEAH.and i feel JUST SO MAD everytime i see others sit at de old one oh one table.yeah i noe dat table isnt ours and one oh one had already split up but the feeling is just there.DARN.n i feel ESPICALLY MAD when i see ****** and **** sitting there with ppl frm ***.its really irritating and just makes me miss one oh one even more.i dont think anyone there really missed me but i do miss EVERY single one of them.EVERY single one.no way to turn back time huh?

and somehow i seem to be fated with that IRRITATING person in de negative way.to me,she is HATE at FIRST sight.i really hate her.I REALLY DO.and i dont noe why EVERYDAY i will see her lar.DAMN IRRITATING can.stupid.everytime stuck her head in 207.who does she think she is.darn la.and everytime i hear anyone talk good about her,i feel irritated frustrated.espically ***** when she sayd SHES OKAY.SHE IS SO DARN NOT CAN.

and somemore i thik THAT person blocked me again.WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM LARH.FOREVER BUSY RIGHT?FINE.DONT TALK DEN DONT TALK LA.SHUI XI HAN ANYWAY.SIANZ.

and like daanny,i've been feeling super tired these days.spend all my free time sleeping.super tired.dont feel like doinf anything.like faitgue is overpowering me.what to do?its like i may just fall asleep in de middle of lesson.and im at de back row somemore.haf to force my eyes open with water.school it getting to be such a pain.
den there's de headache.maybe somethings wrong with my brain.sometimes de pain in de middle of band is so strong that i cant play properly.now wj is gone,i'll be beside amanda and when i cant play,=DIE.what to do?accept the fact lorh.sometimes i feel so dizzy..daanny,we haf like de same syntoms.dARN.

everyday is so tiring.makes me wonder how im gonna survive de year.there is also de _______ problem.den wan say it out later she angry.i still want dat friendship.
still haf alot of things.dont want write anymore.the more i write de worse i feel..

today say grace super lot of times.was staring at her during assembl and was somhow seen by her..talked to valerie..shes nice!and grace, will be NICER!love her so much!shes so cute can!not like joy at all..wahahha eating lunch tgt next wed xD!with yixin and kookies=]ok dun wan rite lerhs..

-i've learnt to appreciate all de small things in my life,knowing i may not haf a chance to do it anymore..-

why.why did u haf to snatch it away?you haf your own.so what if you dont like yours?it gives you NO right to snatch mine away from me.you are just an irritating busybody.u better return what is mine to me.get that clear.if not..

im really feeling very tired.whats wrong with me?
going to rest now.
i feel sick.
but i hope im not.

love my friends.love my godmortals.love my mortal SUPER alot.hate her.
*u always spoils my day.darn you*



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
3:43 AM




Sunday, January 21, 2007

OCTOPUS-ness.*]]

life has been the usual mess.tired everyday.feel like sleeping all the time.is this what school do for us?=[
hafe not posted for a long long long time.
updating now.*racking my brains*

MONDAY.
um stayed back for lit thing.didnt do in de end cux ppl were in de class fixing de projector and blasting weird music frm de radio so i went home wif lava.daanny went for bball thing.

TUESDAY.
a long long day.pe was super fun.badminton rawks!but i suck at it..hmphf.managed to hit 1 ball up to de 2nd floor..=.=!ruoxi also hit one up haha was super funnyxD.hist was a total bore.SIAN.almost fell asleep.CLE was okay.elected committe so was quite slack.AND I FELL ASLEEP DURING RS.GOSH.team members im sorry i didnt hear anything kay?i totally zonked up=[
band was soso.had a terrible headache.=[
went home and sleep.

WEDNESDAY.
philo was totalbore.GRAH and played de trick on mr lim..so sad he didnt dance chicken dance.haha i haf a feeling 20707 is gonna be a very wicked class.=P
went home wif sugar baby xD!

THURSDAY.
CHINESE WAS FUN!played jie long.was humourous!!!!wahahah and mr singh danced chicken dance!*applause*!hahahah so funny can!everyone was like screaming wif laughter=)PE was terrific!the drills is weird.like dancing liddat.lols.partner was tianyuan cux yixin wanted ruoxi.haha was funny!!!and played doubles wif meiying and mona.meiying was my partner and mona was tianyuan's.wahahhahaha meiying is good haha.hisrtory = the usual zzzz lorh.band was FUNNY!WAHAHHA amanda tried to teach me and wj double tonguing but was in vain and ended up me and wj laughing like crazy hahaha later my tongue get cramp o..=.=!haha
and miraclely,i didnt get a headache so i was HAPPY!

FRIDAY.
OHH!was a nicenice day.geog was FUNNY!!!recess went wif yixin and ruoxi to 207 but grace wasnt in..=[haha.WAHHAHHAHA den aesthetics was TIRING OK.said it was elf portrait but was so hard eh!!!!!!!!!!lol i made 15 copies of myself.super tired of looking at my face now.de last one is like SHIT.lols.assembly was soso.haiyo damn malu can.i didnt even fall asleep lorh den a prefect asked a girl to ask me to wake up.LOLS LA PLS!tried to see if i can see my mortal but cant=[
band recruitment was NICE AND FUN.me and jolyn didnt do much cux everything was a total mess...haiyo so luan eh..and i talked to GRACE CHEONG!and this person was mad at me.and in de end jolyn was also mad at me..SORRY!!!SORRYSORRYSORRY EH!!!den went home wif suagr baby.she was a little moody.so was i.=[gah.had headache.HMPHF.

SATURDAY & SUNDAY.
slept late and slacked de whole day.

see,my week can be concluded with=BOREDOM and TIREDNESS and STRESS.
hmphf.anyone wanna trade life with me for awhile?
i mean,i am grateful for my current life larh..
hmmm muz learn to treasure.
yep.
and i love my mortal!!
AHHH!!!she is so nice can!!!

ok gtg lerhs..bye!

why are you doing this to me?
i noe u arent real busy.
just avoiding me huh?



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
4:42 AM




Saturday, January 13, 2007

STRESS LEVEL=99%

hello.its only de start of sch and im already exploding frm stress.bot a good sign huh?makes me wonder how im going to survive this year.
have not blog for a long time.mainly due to de lack of time and my poor poor eyes=[

quite alot of things to say.wait let me recall.i cnt really rmb everything le leh.i try.
MONDAY.
I FORGOT!!!I REALLY REALY FORGOT!!!lols my siao memory.

TUESDAY:
had pe.wahlao damn boring cn.de tcher tok n tok and nvr let us play our first module,badminton.somemore waste our time taking height lorh.i grew 1 cm BUT IM STILL 1 CM SHORTER DEN DAANNY!.lols.an she was like so proud cn..=]
den had maths and was weird.den was sci.WAH de tcher abit weird cn.make us guess his wht?hse age and stuff.lols den had recess..den lit cle and rs.RS WAS BORING.I DUN LIKE IT.SO **** LA PLS.my grp is um DAANNY WJ and EEWEN!yayxD
den aft dat had BAND.had major headache.SIANS.

WEDNESDAY:
had chi.de tcher is majorly WEIRD.wahaha.otherwise its okay..den had philo.super not understandable for me.haiyo.den was sci lesson on force.LOL.dont really get it,but i think i do now.den was RECESS!!!found daanny and anqi yay.den aft dat is um hist.WOOSH,SUPER BORING.me and yixin fell asleep WHAHAHA.and den eng de commonwealth essay.WAS TIRING.den wnt library to do lit thing but SADLY den internet was down.so cnt do.so i was WRITING TO MY DEARDEARDEARDEAR mortal.GRACE!!!YAY!den im also anqi's morat(RACHEL) and DAANNY's mortal(TNAGMENG) de GOR ANGEL ISNT THAT LIKE SO COOL?wahahah

den aft dat daanny THOUGHT she had bball trial at 5.so pei her wait lorh.den wahloa de venue no ppl.den we went home.DEN AT NIGHT DAANNY SMS ME TO SAH SHE SAW DE WRONG DATE!!!WAH I DIDNT NOE MY SUGAR BABAY WAS LIKE SO BLUR EH!!!!LOL!!!

THRUSDAY:
had lesons.daanny went for bball trial.i went for band.was okay.amanda was not there.but turned out fine.mr oura cut alot of parts.den went home wif daanny and huizi and anqi and a girl i dunno and zann.SUPER HEAVY DOWNPOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!soaked frm head to toe.den de busseat was like wet.haiyo.den went home.

FRIDAY:
HAD GEOG,was kinda bad cux of some reasons.den was recess den ART,sat wif ruoxi,WAH SHE SUPER TALENTED CAN!!!!!WOSSH!den is cle.den went lunch wif daanny den went to do indiv.AHAHAH taking de uniform was humourous!!!DE BLOUSE SUPER BIG AND ALL DE VEST SUPER SMALL LORH..and my skirt is too loose.plan to change it on tuesday.haha den went home wif daany.she was in a foul mood in de beginning but later den okok le haha

SATURDAY:
sleep late.WAHAHAH so nice ok.den fold blanket clean shoes ate breakfast and whole day was basically slacking.WOOSH den went bowling at night.WAS SUPER LOUSY LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gosh.ok thats bascially everything.very tired now.going to sleep..yay!was kinda disappoingted just now bout sth,,bt i guess he nvr cares huh?good nite ppl.zonking out now.

LALALA.
me love my mortal alot!



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
10:57 PM




Thursday, January 04, 2007

SMOOTH SAILING LIFE?GET REAL.

just when i thought i liked it,it made me hate it.
just when i thought things will turn out okay,they dont.
just when i thought i was going to do fine,i didnt.

gawd.whts happening?i try my best to think postitively but look wht hpns.nightmare huh?
shall not elaborate on it.in case some ppl get de wrong idea.

sch was soso today.wahahah was quite hilarious.wacko was haha fast moving,i got so confused.hahahhahahahaha leena and sharun are SOSOSO FUNNNY LA!!!WAHAHAHAHAH!!!

band ended early.bt still reached home late.wif a flat stomach desperate for food,ahhh...



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
4:10 AM




Wednesday, January 03, 2007

WAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

wahahah!!!WHOS MY SUGAR BABY???WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAXD!

first day back.as a SENIOR.well i dun feel like one.keep making myself rmb:yellow,SEC 4.red,SEC 3.and im a SEC 2.woosh.i feel so old mann!
wahahah today reach sch uber early.met kj on de bus!WAHAHAHAH!!!den reach sch le went to find weiyi.cnt find her.OH ANW,i forgot,r we allowed to use our phone in de foyer??ok back to de point.den she msg me and say shes in a jam=[awww.so hang around wif other ppl.peixin wan HYPER.SHE TOKTOKTOK UNTIL HER FACE ALL RED LE WAHHAHAHA.

den went to assemble.WOOSH HAD A HARD TIME FINDING MY CLASS OK.dragged cheryl along=]wah!anw found it and URGH.i cnt find YIXIN so i anyhow sand wif someone.i think her name is errr..al_____ sthsth...wah!i dunno!!den aft dat i saw yixin.went wif her to hall.WAH!!!GOT SUPER LOST OK.bt found de class in de end.WAHSEH.i fell asleep on de first day of skool!!!during cca talk.cux i haf been spoiled in de first year,beinf in 101 and forever sitting at de front.so now im stuck at de back and i cnt get used to it.to prevent myself frm falling asleep again,haha i was searching for daanny's head cux she said she's gonna tie her hair today!WAHHAAHAH FOUND HER HEAD!den cux im 101% sure anqi is beside her and YES i was right!cux i found anqi de head also!!!YAY!wahahah

den aft dat is err HOY address.WAH THIS TIME LOST UNTIL EVEN WORSE.finally me and yixin gave up and sat in 209 de line.wahahha xD den aft dat is recess!!!WHOO!!!!!!found my dear sugar baby den went to buy books.bt super crowded lorh so go take ofrm bt also super crowded so went canteen instead.den aft dat went to new class.

whoosh!sat wif yixin and a girl named ruoxi.YAY SHE HAS DE SAME NAME AS MY HOPE TO BE JUNIOR!!!xD wahahah den lava and err i dunno how to spell and dunno how to spell (SORRY!!!)are in front.they are nice(:

den de tcher is mr lim.okok quite nicexDwahahah!!!
den aft dat is waddle hse meeting.YAY!!!SAT WIF SUAGR BABY!!!SO CUTE LA SHE!!WAHAHAH den anqi wj and ee wen were behindxD
was quite lame bt okok laxD beats lesson anyday!!!

den aft dat GO HOME!!!
yay went to buy books den anqi and suagr baby were takin de books den i help them queue lorh so nice right!!WAHAHAH!
den aft dat went to eat lunch BUT anqi had to do sth for her cca again.so left me and sugar baby lorh.den went to eat den take form den went home xD

rah i wanted to get down at commonwealth lorh.bt there is this HUGE BUNCH OF ctss guys blocking de way so i didnt bother to alight den sat all de way to clementi xD den i was like cursing them to go off xD and they did.suagr baby was so upset xDwahaha

to daanny:
rah!dun be so moody le ok?juz rmb to SMILE(: and i believe everything will turn out fine in de end.JIAYOU!!!!and anw u still haf anqi so yi qi nu li!!!YAY!!!xDhaha my dear sugar baby..ahh so cute!!!!



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
3:13 AM




Monday, January 01, 2007

RABBIT SHOE.

woosh last nite was URGH.wanted to zzzz bt den wah cnt slp lorh.den was juz bout to slp le den suddenly right i heard this SUPER LOUD de TEN NINE EIGHT SEVEN SIX FIVE FOUR THREE TWO ONE HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!den grah woke me up again.so began smsing ppl haha.xD

today went to err farm.haha reminds me of that time when i was smsing dat person like crazy cux i was SO bored and de bus uncle was playing some weirdweird song.haha RMB???
*to dat person:if u forgot im gonna zai le ni horxD*
anw due to my mum de pleas,we went to sungei buloh.rah was okok la.I CANT BELIEVE WE TOOK LIKE 2 HOURS TO WALK 3 KM.at this rate i'll fail my 2.4 until very can3 ok.haha.took some weird pics.hehe haha WAHAHAHA xD.i like de aeriel.its nice=)haha

den didnt wan lunch le so went goat farm AGAIN.AWWWWW I LOVE THOSE GOATS OK SO CUTE LA!!!!haha and my mum discovered dat they like de leaves more den de stalks haha.and my di was licked by a goat.rah!

den went home!YAY had dinner den went down to play wif my di cux i was BORED.took my di de rubber ball and my weird so called "netball".meant to play wif my di but my du started playing this weird game of soccer wif my mum.haha and im hopeless at it so i started shooting lorh.if not nth to do mah.WAH i SUPER lan ok.only like shot 50balls in 20min.wait i mean in 20min minus de time taken for me to play wif dat SUPER CUTE cat and for me to scream in horror when i thought my ball hit de cat.WAH de cat was like err UBER TERRIFIED i guess..haha cux it ran to under a chair.=[so anw get back to de main point,which is dat i shoot like SHIT.so damn slow arh.haii...wonder how they shoot lorh..so accurate and fast de..

anw i did sth real stupid.cux de ball very dirty mah so i wanted to like wash it in de puddle on de court.de wahlao i didnt noe de water super dirty lorh.ended up wif an even dirtier ball and super dirty and wet hands=[ so went home first to bathe.ah..im just so dumb.

hai i think im pure weird.im fonding myself dreading school SO MUCH dat im looking forward to band.VERY looking forward to band.gosh.i dunnoe wht changed.maybe its everything..


RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


WHY CNT DAT ******** SYSTEM PUT ME INTO 201?!?!?!?!WHYWHYWHY!!!!!!



anw cn anyone tell me wht to bring on first day of sch?
somehow i ALWAYS forgets.
aand daanny isnt oneline now.
BOOHOO.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
6:17 AM