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Monday, April 30, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAANNY!

AHHH SUGAR BABY U ARE FINALLY 14!!
and hence i cant call u baby anymore)):
AWW
thats like so sad.but think positively,NI LAO LERH wahhaha :D

today went SL with mona and likhee
me and mona went kfc and wahlew de service there DARN SLOW CAN!
and i dont think they ever mop the floor):
den went SL
and mona slept on the bus and i ,the clumsy one fell alseep for like 10sec den i wake up dunno where we were lerh den attempted to look for the busstop den cant find.den mona woke up and told me we went over the stop lerh):
she went "XIAO JIE ARH.."
)):

SL was OKAYY.
if not for that stupid irritating boy
!@#$%^%$#@
WHATS HIS DAMN PROB
he threatened to let out that insect
like what the freaking hell
stupid.
i went home myself:D
and got squashed on the mrt):

[why cant u trust me?why must you always find a simple way out of things?i am trying my best to help you and what i need is only a little more time and you turned away.That time u said that ______ didnt really wanted to help you, nut now i think otherwise.i think she was trying her best to help already.daanny said that people always go to people that will only benefit them.what the freaking hell.and i think shes right,shes awfully right.thank godi still have her..]

and now i think ive finally realised that maybe i have been deceiving myself.
i dint miss oneohone that much,it is only the sudden loss of friends, the sudden unfamiliar surrounding and the sudden feeling of loss.
i really wish.i really wish i was with them again..
can we?
i dont think so.
she changed.
they changed.
everything has changed.
drastic changes.
i think the only one who did not change is daanny.
and thats why i love her so much.
oh dont get me wrong.

~~i want to laugh~~
i want to cry

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5:49 AM

Sunday, April 29, 2007

hello world.

!@#$%$@
moody moody moody
!@#$%$#@#$%
i wish i know why.

i think i know why now.
it's cux of THAT song plus THAT story
and u combine them tgt and u will be close to tears
ARGH.
but the story is really touching
im trying to wait for daanny to come online so i can give her the url
but shes not online
)):
BOOHOO

oh nvm
i shall study philo
ahh capital punishment i shall make u my best friend for the following week((:

oh and the song credits goews to KAIJIE:D
he sent me the song after uh MUCH BEGGING((:
ahhh the song is really ultra nice but the only bad thing is that its only uh 1 min 33 sec long):
ahh wells nvm(:

oh and is he ask me to put the last para den O_o

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5:15 AM

Friday, April 27, 2007

hello world!

OH YES murderous 2.4 IS OVER!!!*CHEERS CLAPS AND STAMP FEET LIKE ELEPHANT*
ahahahhaha.
but i deproved.aha i shall not say my timing.so freakingly SLOW.!#$%R$#@
haiiz.

and and and thanks ppl for the encouragement!
mainly uh..
amanda,ruoxi,jolyn,kangjie,peixin,anqi,daanny,weiyi,claire,dot,alicia,nandita,zann,karmin,and alot others ppl which im not very sure(cux i dont really have the energy to turn and look at whos shouting my name so im only basing on my hearing..and u know my ears are kinda weird so im super sorry if i miss you out!)

and last but not least,my dear juniors yufei lingzhi and tangmeng
(oh gosh u know HOW SHOCKED i was to see yall!!!!)
and of course, theres alos my DEAR MORTAL grace((:
ahahah thanks for the encouragment the prev day:D
rockers((:

OH YEAH STILL GOT JAMIE!!!for the sms((:

to everyone,thanks and love yall all!!!
*blows flying kiss*

ahhh and my shoes were socked..cux there were so many puddles.first 2 rounds i made an attempt to jump over them but aft that heck care lerh.dun even have energy to runhow to jump over puddles?so i end up splashing into them and they were quite cooling tho they were uh muddy water*eek!*

and i think i should thank mona((:
she was like running so close to me and that motivates to run faster faster fasterrr..and not stop cux if not she will overtake but in the end she still overtook me)):
and i tried thinking about everything luh!
like from trombones to holidays to netball to oneohone to everything
but i was still super tired from running)):
cux like kangjie said,
its already tiring to run with your legs and if u still wanna use your brain you will die and yeah
thinking about stuff didnt work.so i start telling my mind to stop thinking about things
den my mind started chanting "stop thinking stop thinking stop thinking" and it was so irritating)):haha

and mok the proded actually ran in 9.30 sec like WOAH!
she sprinted through everything
ZOMG LUH!propro
and A in the army is 9.45sec.
GAWD
thank god im not a guy dun nid go army if not i think i will die.

ahhh i shall go sleep now later wake up do homework)):
and i dont know how this thinkg that i bought works=.+
ahh bye!

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11:22 PM

hello world.

today was a nice day with some bitchy events.
geog was funny!the world map thing!hahhaa ms leong was so cute!
sharan: AHHHHHH I KNOW THATS NILE RIVER!
ms leong:*blank stare*no.its the r-e-d s-e-a
hahhaha was so funny her expression!

then dance was super amusing.
the "FUN" mumble was SO NOT NICE AT ALL!
and the cher goes so fast!but she was super nice X)
and arasi turned at the last part of mumble tgt with me!!!ROFL!!!!
hahahha she was the guy luh!

and hiphop was a disaster.im so not incline at it mann.arhgh.amanda's proded.and meiying is like *STARES* ahh the sounds pervertic :D
and assembly was quite interesting.but i got a headache from all the screams.
and there was this bitchy sec 1 girl)):
!@$#@$%

then was lose cannon.
the front crash course part was boring)):i almost fell alseep
den the comedy part was ROFL!!HAHAHAHHAHA IW AS LAUGHING UNTIL I WANTED TO DIE CAN!hahahahahah!!!

and 2.4 is BAD.is postponed to like tmr.OH YEAH LIKE WE ARE SO FREE.
and we wasted like 2 hours there.what the.
went home with daanny
ahhh almost laughed to my death.she did this face:cock eyes opened wide ,tongue hanging like a lot puppy and the flick of the hand in EXCACT imitation of a bimbo.
get the picture?
hhahahaha.

AHHHHHHH DOING INDICED NOW.SUCK LIKE HELL
WHO WAS THE STUPID FREAKING PERSON WHO INVENTED IT.
WTF.
i hope i can survive indices.
and EOIs..AHHH

oh and gracetan has the same phone as me((:
currently is me amanda and her oh yay((:
amanda is darn cute!
and shes a gd hiphop danceX)

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3:58 AM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

hello world!!

ahhhh i piggybacked amanda 3 times today!!!!
im gonna get BIG muscles soon if this carries on..but she's super cute to piggyback cux once u lift her up she will start scremingO_O hahahhaha and i wanted to try piggybacking jojo too but she wont allow)):

and today chi was horrible.
only 2 ppl dai de lai the cheng yu biao.
and zhang lao shi made others buy the biao.
guess the price.
ONE BUCK!
ONE BUCK FOR A PIECE OF LOUSYLY PRINTED PPR WHICH I CAN HARDLY SEE THE WORDS.
hello if you photocopy its only less tha 10cent can.
in library u can buy 4 pieces of ppr with 10cent like wth.and she said she will return us IF we hand in our hw properly like WHAT THE.GRRR
and lunch ate icecream with amanda((:
and went to sit with yixin and was funny((:

and went to class and apparently the SLOW yixin suddenly found our that she sat on birdshit and started screming and waving her arms about and rushed to the toilet in attempt to wash the birdshit offO_O and she,being the pampered one at home,didnt know how to wash clothes so the CLEVER her right,at first only inteded to wash the birshitted area but ended up getting the whole thing wet+.=!so she sat through hist class with only her blouse and shorts ahhaahh.so funny

and its super fun to play her dizi and also the attempts to try whack her head((:
wahhahaha and yeah the throwing of jacket was fun.

OH YEAH BTW BATCH09 IS GETTING A BLACK HODDIE WITH ORANGE WORDS!!!!*CLAPS SCREAMS AND CHEERS!!!*

ahahaha and i sat with amanda today for uh 3 blocks((:cux INO ppl went for sfy((:
ahahah

den band wasnt so good)):
and i ate lolly on the way home
i know its totally random but nvm:D

and and and tmr 2.4!!!HOWHOWHOW!!!
*screams and tugs hair*
arhhghh

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5:11 AM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

hello world!

today is a BAD BAD BAD SUPER BAD day.
i woke up and almost fell back onto bed again)):and went to change then got the buttons mixed up then took SO long and i couldnt find my socks.URGH.
den went to school the 105 so cold.
and walked to class like a zombie and started revising lit.)):
den first block chi was super sian.i think the ws is bo liao.
den philo.wanted to sleep so despo luh!and the car car amelia drew was cute:D
hist is uh okok?
and chem is *shakes head in despair*
and eng is boring.i didnt listen at all luh!i forgot what i was doing.
AND LIT TEST IS HORRIBLE.I WAS STARING AT THE PAPER BLANKLY FOR LIKE 15 MIN HAVE 0% HOW TO WRITE AND I WROTE OUT OF POINT AND COULDNT FINISH.
stupid.

went home with daanny and it was very funny
OH IT RHYMES!
tata!
and i helped a guy to pick up his uh pe shirt?
cux it was hanging on his bag den it dropped.
GRAH.
hahah ok i shall go tackle my maths.
*growls at the prospect*

i wanna improve my compo skills!
i practically failed my compo.
WAIT.i thinki failed.
AHHH HELP.
and vanessa's poem was really emo and nice mann!haha

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1:40 AM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

DEPRESSED.

im currently:
tired sleepy depressed down unhappy sad moody moodless disappointed exhausted.
eyelids drooping.

sad sad sad.
if only...
haiz.
i think 101 is history.

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7:37 AM

hello world!

today was a nice day i think?
oh yeah~
haha had pe and nicenicenice mr choo didnt make us run i wonder why((:
so we played bball and the drills very super sick so me and tian didnt do and my pushups suck)):
and playing with ruoxi's grp is slack but elam look uber cute when she dribbles((:
ahahahhhahahah and MY SHOOTING SKILLS SUCK NOW.
and i can only shoot netball style and i dunno how to shoot bball style!gotta prac my netball shooting and ask daanny to tutor me bball shooting aft EOIs((:
wahahah.
den was uh..*racks brain*
OH YEAH GEOG!
was ok luh was slack((:
and den chem*frowns*
SO BORING
and the CLEVER me had to put my wallet RIGHT into this puddle of something-that-i-hope-is-water cux if its chemical im gonna scream X)
andyeah mrs tay is BORING.but heck care at least i get her point cux i read the tb((:
den recess was eating with daanny and amanda((:
DEN RS WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNY!!!
hahahahahahah amanda!!!!!hahahahahha!!!
and amanda thought i was LAUGHING AT her powerpoint but no luh!!!i was paying like 101% attention cux its the only ppt of the 3 that i actually UDERSTOOD*ahhh sense of satisfaction*and me and daanny were comparing hadwriting during the 3rd ppt ((((:ahahha daanny u uber amusing can!*BROAD GRIN*

then the sci thingy.so boring.i fell asleep((:and i couldnt concertrate on the last few qns cux i heard tbones playing!!!((:ahahaha
den went for band((:
was FUNFUNFUN!!
BUT the Bbminor thingy was SO NOT!
GRAH
then celebrated JAMIE's birthday!
amanda buy de cake was NICE!!![both look and taste((:]
and jamie said she knew lerh cux she saw amanda in the morning carrying the cake to sku
AWWW)):
and amanda went like this sad cute face haha
but it was fun anw((:
wahahhahaahaha
So SAD YUFEI AND BINGRUI MISSED IT)):
ahahahhaha
yeah i think my section is very nicex100000
wahahhahaha

ok i must mug lit)):
andandand my mum is very cute!
she was like WAH YAO PRINT 40 DUO ZHANG ZI?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!
hahahah SO CUTE!!
ahahahah
and my ncie daddy is gonna help simin print her ws((:
byebye ppl!

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5:21 AM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

hello world!

CHANGED SKIN((:
*smiles*

went vivo today with mum((:AHAHAHA
had a blast.my di and dad went IMM in hope to search of a suitable and bigger bike((:
but they didnt find any)):AWW.
anw yeah went vivo and i was telling my mum all about my retarded chers((:
espically the one who RAN into the canteen*tsktsk*
andandand having been to vivo i few times,im still hopless at directions GRAH.
shopped at candy empire:D
and many places and was super humourous((:
BOUGHT SNEAKERS((:
yay*mega grin*
and went home and it rained and i rotted and yeah the story goes on..

I DREAD SCHOOL
*pokes my sku uniform*
ahahahahah

my family rawks wahwahwahahahah

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5:10 AM

Friday, April 20, 2007

hello world!

i have been reading through my primary sku stuff like diaries(SEE JOJO I DIDNT SPELL WRONGLY!) and i feeling super amused at how stupid and weird and lame and naive i was((:
hahahha its really funny((:that was,until i dug out the account book i shared with sicheng in p5.all the laughter were gone and all the hatred came back.the hatred i had for someone was so strong again, even though she might not be THAT mean and uh BAD as i im imagine now, after all i have not talk to her for uh..2 years?or maybe 3.

yet when i read the uh..convos, i can feel all the hatred then.and i feel so stupid.URGH.
i feel meanmeanmeanmean.
haiyo nvm larh since theres nth i can do nw right?haha.

GRAH homework homework and MORE HOMEWORK.
i wonder if that pile is ever going to get smaller)):
i did chem hist FA and geog Fa in the morning..feel quite uh proud of myself?cux i actually DID sth on a sat morningO_O
theres still alot to go though,weird stuff like
1)RESUTDY TKMB)):[hello scout and jem again!]
2)maths assignment 2
3)study for maths quiz!i hope i dun flop)):
4)PACK MATHS FILE!!!

haiyo see, all weirdo stuff)):
and im supposed to be doing RS now.
searching for c4 plants that can be grown miniature, even i have like zero idea how to make it grow MINIATURE.WHY DID WE GET c4?!?!?!?STUPID.so hard luh!
and and and still must do wad arh..haiyo.
i shall go check on mini plants first((:

2.4 run next fri.
i think i'll die on the track.
!@#$%#@
and if jamie go and take direct taking near the field, i'll embarass myself in front of her and my juniors oh gosh_.
*turns mouth upside down*[if that makes any sense..]
ahahaha.
ok nvm i dont care if i die.just dont fail me.
and i hope my partner who counts de rounds for me is an ALERT one..
i dont want last year's disaster to hpn again.BAHH!
hahahahahahahh

ok i shall resume killing my brain cells now((:

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11:52 PM

hello world!

WEEKEND!
ahhhhh..

dance today is FUNFUNFUN!
poor arasi got FLU(i hope she didnt get it from me!!!)
so i got NO PARTNER)):
we learnt a WHILE DANCE can!den she missed out EVERYTHING)):
we learnt uh...SHIT I DONT EVEN NOE WAD WE LEARNT?!!??!!
anw its a VERY NICE DANCE
but ABIT de retardedXP
and hahahhahha ruoxi is pro WHEN SHE DOESNT LAUGHO_O
hahahaha and amanda is EXTRA!shes de only one who took off her pinaforeO_Ohhahaha so cute!
and in de morning me and jolyn were fooling around and mr lim walked up with his hand raised)):haiz and jojo started laughing like siao.so mean luh!
hahahaha ok i shall go slack now((:

toodles!

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12:46 AM

Thursday, April 19, 2007

hello world!

so many things to say, yet i dont know how to staret URGH.
anw i find daanny SUPER NICE((:
she can really make u laugh until you cant breathe(:
and i dunno why i thought she was dao last year term 3..HAHA
it was SUPER funy today when we stodd 10m away from the busstop((:reason shant be said((:
and it was even funnier to see her trying to avoid the black dog yet at the same time trying to not be knocked down by a oncoming super fast car.HAHAHHAA YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HER EXPRESSION(((:
hahahahahahhaa

andandand SHE IS ALSO VERY VERY NICE((:shes gonna show me pic of her FISH+.=
hahaha ok i shall not talk about her anymore((:
OH YEAH AND WE SPENT LIKE 30MIN LOOKING FOR A TOILET TODAY.
lamo!we went to EVERY toilet in D and E block and EVERY LEVEL and all were chocked up like !!!!!!!
den daanny was like saying haha its cux its nature wk so they purposely choke up de toilet dun let us use den i was likr ROFL!!!HAHAHHAHA
in de end we went de toilet behind stage and daanny wasd very excited(:
and no we didnt pee in our pants((:
ahh sense of satisfaction!

ok im supposed to be studying geog but URGH my brain is slowly decreasing in size..ahhhh
ok i shall not waster my time anymore
AND I THINK RUOXI IS VERY CRAPPY!HAHAHHAHAHA
and amanda arh!CUTE!hahahahha

*yufei + bingrui
JIAYOU FOR YOUR 5 ITEMS!!!
i doubt you will see this though..
but still((:

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5:23 AM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

hello world.

when i first saw that ASC(I) got gwh, i was like HUH?!ok i shall keep all the other comments to myself._________________________________________________________.blahblah.
i dont want to insult anyone but @&%$(^$@*^
ok nvm.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
_ _ _ -_ _ _ _!!!!!
)):

today RS was humourours.AHAHAH his way to guide us to de visitor centre in botantic gardens is !!!! and hahaha de other grp de person was super amusing!HAHAHA((:

pft was TERRIBLE.
URGH.
and bball today is uh..??
haha playing with ruoxi's grp is kinda slack.
WAHAHAHA.
heh((:
and my juniors are SUPER CUTE!hahahaha

brain exploding.
come near me if u dare.
GRAH

hahahaha shit i gtg.
shall blog next time
BYEEE!

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6:30 AM

Monday, April 16, 2007

hello world.

i find it just so freakingly irritating when u want to find a title of a song and cant find it like wth larh)):
haiz
pft 5 items today.
I TELL U ARH IPU SUCKS.
4years effort gone down the drain.
OH WOW.
not.
stupid luh.
wanted to retake but cant be bothered
after all, so what if u get gold?
if only i can get this optimistic bout ___.
haiiz.
depressed!
@#$%@!#%$^$#
GRAHGRAHGRAHGRAHGRAH
so many things to do!!!
HELP!

i wish that day will NEVR come.
im not sure if i'll be able to control myself on that day.
OH _______07 PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE DONT COME!!!
haiiz.like its of any use.
*bangs table punches wall pull hair and goes AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

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5:46 AM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

hello world.

homework's piling up to the height for i-dont-noe-what.and i really cant be bothered with it.i take out the worksheet and stare at it and it should consider itself lucky that its not torn to pieces.wad the hell is wrong with me.

i just feel like sleeping and i wish i could sleep all my troubles away.
and the prospect of failing chinese spelling like crazy isnt entertaining AT ALL.
jux cux i brought de wrong tb home like what the shyt luh.
HOWWW.

AHHHHHHHHHH
let me sleep
let me sleep
i wonder if i will ever finish the homework.
and wad about the freaking chi spelling?
maybe i should just heck it luh.
i wish i can have this dont care attitude but its like__________.
stupid.
i shall chiong in the morning
and hope in dont go insane during pft.
gawd.

haii..i really wish i can take a break from all these.
LET ME SLEEP.
stupid blocked nose cant even let me sleep in peace.
and all cux my de chi spelling i cant go batch corr tmr morning)):
cux i noe if i go there with my bk i will never get my spelling done.
but i wonder how much better it would be in the class
AHHHHH
i shall go to e batch corr on tuesday((:

and of course, there is still the _________ problem.
i dont think i have told anyone about it.
GRAH.
dont know how, except to pray.
argh.

daddy must jiayou orhs!:D

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5:02 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

hello world!

oh dear shytshytshyt luh.
due to syf i have been happily pushing all my homework aside due to the extensions given by de nice chers((:
AND NOW ITS A NIGHTMARE.

URGH!
SO MUCH TO DO
and whats worse?
NO TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!
i wish i have some extra loose hair for me to pull!!!
URGH!!!
shitshitshit luh!
ahhh can some nice soul help me wif geog???

and to think i was happily sitting there watching everyone choinging geog pt on thur and grah see la!now its my ture)):
sian mann.
the prospect of the future looks quite dark___.
ahhh de starting of safari has been giving me scares.grah..so loud like *BANG*
and de first time i heard it, when amanda just sent it to me, my vol was like on FULL BLAST EH cux previously i was listening to a SUPER SOFT song so the BANG came out SO DARN LOUD i like really leaped of my chair luh!
WHAT DE LUH!
and haiyo really take my aht off to st pat's band lerh..
so good luh they'ore..
)):
haiiiz..

and last night i felt so stupid luh!
was turning in bed den i turned once super hard den BANG i banged my head against de wall..hai im a retard and hence i ac reatardedly and feel retarded..
do i make sense?i dont think so.

anw last night was talking to amanda and WAHAhAHA shes amusing!!!__
heh((:
im have this sudden urge of randomness to start dancing..
i must be going mad.
should i go out later?
if i do i have to choing like mad.
and if i dont i'll still choing like mad cux i'll just be wastimg my time like now..
hmm..
HAIZ.
i think i shall stay at home((:

bye folks!
i shall rush to save de amazon now((:
ha-ha.
i feel totted.

FOCUS.
i hope i can luh..

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8:36 PM

hello world!

hahah im finding this very amusing((:
hehe

anw my throat is getting better?
first is pain
den now is itchy and got cough and runny nose.
i dont see any link.
HAIZZ.

PFT 5 items on monday
i think im gonna fail until very can this year luh..i tried doing IPU today and guess wad i only did 4 and was laughing all de way..seriously i wonder if i have any muscles at all)):
and haiyo might as well just DIE for 2.4
BLEH

ahahah.
and i think little children with no discipline and just so disgusting.
running all over de "restaurant" screaming like they are being murdered.
stupid little idiots.
hmphf.

im feeling BORED and TIRED.
brain juice running out)):h
not to mention i have to face atticus scout and jem AGAIN
oh..the irony)):

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6:42 AM

Friday, April 13, 2007

hello world!

xinyi is feeling irritated cux her throat is killing her
ARGH/
and daanny was just so convinced tt im acting dumb)):
PAIN OKAYY
hmphf.

was listening to recording to xmas scene and sunrise just now..
sunrise is muffled)):
and xmas scene is NICE((:
its really nice okayy!

im dying to hear st patrick and ang mo kio play.
golly larh like AMK GOT GWH?!
i got a shock tt.
they must be REAL good man..
haiiiz

and i was at de library today and i heard de tbones and trumpets den i was like screaming OH SHITZSHIT ISIT TODAY GOT SECTIONALS?!?!?!?! to emily den she was like UHHH!!!and we ran all de way down to foyer and i found jamie clapping vigoursly and yufei and bingrui playing den i was like WHEWWWW haha and jamie looked REAL CUTE((:

ahahaha den i went home and fell asleep on de bus and URGH.sth terrible hpned)):
went home and zonked out((:

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5:00 AM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

hello world

cant believe it..
syf's like over..
and i think everyone's disappointed..
)':

im such a failure.

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1:15 AM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

hey world!

i saw all my batchmates de legs today((:
wahahaha i sound sick((:
cux i was cutting de elastic band and everyone stuck out their leg at me((:
HAHAHHA
and retarded jolyn was likeSO CONVINCED im gonna cut her leg like ERR!!!
eh jojo u think i am a sadist arh?
haiyohaiyo*wags finger*

and i think my seniors are veryveryvery nice((:
i'll jiayou for syf de!((:
[oh and de juniors are also very nice((:]
eh i dont feel like posting..shall post next time((:

i realised i putted(+.=!)alot of "((:"s
hahahahah!
and howhowhow am i gonna tie french braid!!!????haiyohaiyo

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5:34 AM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

hello world!

so we're back to friends huh?
oh.

im feeling seriously down.
EVERYTHING is going wrong. Yet nothing can be done about them.
just like the changing of seats and the lit leak thing.
STUPID MATTERS.
i REALLT dont want to change seats. i like my group.
why is it that EVERYTIME when i got used to things, someone has to break it up again.WHY.
and the lit thing. I DONT GET IT.WHY ARE THE TEACHERS BEING SO UNFAIR?and they think what they do is RIGHT. DO you noe how many ppl can just cheat SO easily, and u'll believe them and in the end who gets beta?
those whose fault are EVER SO MINIMAL.
so you think thats fair huh?
those who knew/leaked the WHILE qns got off scott free.
u think its fair?
think about it.
HOW WOULD U FEEL IF IT WAS YOU.
wont u feel injustice?
yet u dont let us do ANYTHING.
learn through the hard way right?

im feeling down.
and everyone left.
doesnt this sound familiar?
i guess.
people say" friends never leave, those who leave arent friends"
so where is everybody?
or am i just this pathetic personw ho doesnt have a friend?
yeah friends need breaks.but when a break gets too long, isnt it just like leaving?
alright im not making sense.
im mad
mad
serioulsy INSANE

and i reallyreallyrealy hope we do well for syf07.

PaintMeAnILLUSION

5:25 AM