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Thursday, May 31, 2007

hello world!

ha i think my mum rocks.
we went to west mall and she was so crappy.
hahaha.
and the convo about the brain dead thing was very funny:D
i sound weird when i laugh now cux got no sound=X
sad case larh.

and i have this GREAT temptation to transfer my blog to LJ i dont know why.
but then right, i dont like the comments thing i wan a tagboard.
and i dont know larh!
i shall see how first.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
2:04 AM




Wednesday, May 30, 2007

i hate looking at my msn contacts and not knowing who i could talk to.
everyone seems to be in a blur and those distinct names that i used to pick on are already no longer useful.the person always seem to be busy when i talk to her.it seems so irritating.

ahh i have no idea what im ranting about.
everything seemed so confusing all of a sudden, and my holidays seem so screwed that i dont know what to do.

ahhhh what should i do what should i do?
im so scarew so screwed so screwed.
i feel like sitting at the batch corr now, spying and laughing and talking with my batchmates, insteading of sitting alone at home, having nothing to do, staring at the computer.
ahhh i want band pracs.
this could be hte first time that i hate the band break.
band gives me something to do, even tho it may be demoralising and tiring, but at least its sth.
ahh.h



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
5:47 AM




Tuesday, May 29, 2007

hello world.

i think today was a nice day
except for the fact that i screwed up totally.my gpa is like so freaking low.like even lower then last year.omitotalgosh.
i really felt like tearing the piece of paper.
so totally hopeless.
i really know i need to pull my my grades.and i know how to, it's just that im such a lazy idiotic freak and im so lazy that i dont even care that my grades are slipping down.i nidda do sth about it.

haha reached corr at like 10 and hahah kj was telling me that jess reached at like 7.30!!!!OMGOMG LUH!pro.and i was toying around with the banana boat thing.
i seriously wonder right, how come jessica is like so smart.
like !!! she can figure out how to solve the rubik's cube using her OWN method!
and i cant even understand the methods on the internet.ahhh hopeless case
and jolyn still dont get the banana boat thing:D

went far east with kj after taking report book.
she wanted to go get a mp3 cover from soc.but it wasnt open.oh well.
den she went to buy her lunch and our hands were freezing inside subway.
hahah den saw a 105 and ran to board it and realise 2 seniors(_1_)were also on it.oh mann.
hahahah and i must say our seat is quite uh..unfortunate?heh.

i took to clementi:D
and topped my card.
like finally mann!
i dun nid to use my di's CHILID card anymoreO.o
ha.yay.

i dont like my grades.
ah rise grades rise!
i seriously need to put in more effort.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
9:59 PM





i think im getting real paranoid about some things.
and im really very scared.



Y
PaintMeAnILLUSION
5:29 AM




Monday, May 28, 2007

hello world.

I WENT FOR BAND TODAY AND MY NOSE WASNT BLOCKED!
but my nose seems to be sprinting like siao tho.
both mine and jo's):
and was coughing like made.
the 105 on the way to sku was SO CROWDED.i almost twisted my arm cux this aunty was like forcing to push past me.and i think i tugged on someone's hair=.=

i dont like auds and interviews.
i think they are very scary and i also screw them up):
auds today was horrible.i dont get the rhythm and i dont know how to play.
and now im playing 3rds.
that shows how bad my high notes are.
and my low notes are all mispitched.according to jamie,"those doesnt sound like anything!"
haiz.

batch lunch was so cool.
i think this was the biggest batch lunch since i-dont-know-when(:
and i went home with jo and eeiyn.
eeiyn wanted to sleep but i dont think she got any peace cux me and jo were damn noisy(according to her).it all started out with jolyn waanting to kill me cux i sent a msg to sam lee saying that she(sam) is cute and sweet. and i was trying to prevent jo from sending the msg that the prev msg was from me.
so we started fighting=.=
AND SHE BIT ME!!!!
omg i was like so shocked can!
i thought she was just joking!!!
and she claims that her saliva will ensure i have a long life=.=
I AM GOING TO WASH MY HANDS NOW WITH SOAP AND MORE SOAP.
yay.

yay i think today is a ok day(:



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
11:53 PM





hello world.

i feel much better except that i have a block nose.
i cant breathe properly and i cant smell properly.
oh why do i have a blocked nose?
I CAN GO BAND TMR!
but i hope i wont get a blocked nose while playing
cux if i get a blocked nose while playing, i'll suffocate.
cux i cant use my mouth to breathe like what im doing now.
so i cannot get a blocked nose during band tmr.
maybe i should bring my nose spray.
but i dont think it will be of much use.
OH MANN):

i think my source of entertainment today is very amusing(:



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
3:56 AM




Sunday, May 27, 2007

hello world.

i dont like to be sick.
i dont like to feel sick either.
i dont want to miss band tmr.
i dont want to stay at home tmr.
OH MANN.


i feel sick and i am sick.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
9:29 PM





hello wolrd.

I'M SICK
my throat and coughs are killing me.

trip to wj's house was fun today.
and stupid daanny made me wait for 45 min.
and wj is like only "ABIT" rich larh hor daanny?"ABIT" only right?
and i think wj looks cute in pics.
and that makes me wonder WHY SHE DONT WANNA CAMWHORE WITH ME AND DAANNY):
me and daanny really went MAD today.we took so much photos larh!im gonna post it up when im feeling better:D
and daanny almost went bersek today cux we took her wallet clips and rubber band and atempted to take away her phone too=.=
hehs
and i slept on the mrt(:
when we were reaching jurong east i felt someone jabbing me.
which i think was daanny
haha.

im feeling terrible now.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
4:45 AM




Saturday, May 26, 2007

hello world

open house today was not fun.

reached corr at 7.15 and i could hear pearlyn and jess blasting on the bubbletea flute from the stairs.and me and sam seah had to cover our ears to prevent deafness):haha

i was like so screwed for open house.
its like for ALL the public things that i played for, i've never NOT-STOP before as in some notes is like when i play no sound come out.and i mispitched alot.oh mann.
and alicia!i dont look like (_1_) when im short of air!
i where got luh!hmm
and MEAN PEOPLE.
alicia and dot went SL aft playing and jolyn went SHOPPING and i was like alone.
slacked for a very long time in the band room hearing free NICE music(:
the flute basking sounded nice.miss the trumpet's one and didnt hear the clar's.hmm.
OH and i saw amanda and chloe's rs(?) booth in the hall:D
i think the poster thing at the back was nice(:
i hope my rs will turn out to have a result and not ended up totally screwed.
and i went to see tian at her artclub booth and we were lessing around on stage.ha.and her junior was like so gorssed our by her=.=
ok i dont know what to write now so i shall go.

[i feel like holding onto the time and not let it pass]



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
12:42 AM




Friday, May 25, 2007

hello world!

today was also an ultra nice day(:
ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
the thing that happened on the bus was very amusing.i wanted to get off the bus but i thought the senior wanted to go first so i sat there to let her pass.den i think she was waiting to let me pass or sth cux she wasnt moving so i took a step den at the same time she also took a step so i sat back down again.haha.

corr was fun even tho not many people came.haha im loving the corr.
chi was sian larh do the survey thing-.-
and we wasted half of speech lessons cux we couldnt fint the cher and we didnt amusing stuff like talking strolls with amanda and tian(:speech lessons are BORING
so is chem and hist.and mr mizar got very lame today.hahah
lit was watching "pianist" again and the ending was nice cux the guy didnt die(:and me and amanda were sitting on the table and she was lying on my leg.very comfy huh?

BAND WaS FUN!
WAHSEH JAMIE LOOK SO SHUAI CONDUCTING!!!SO SHUAI!
and there were real proded people:D
and it was so fun playing!
and rb prac was ok larh huh?
JOLYN DONT BE SO SAD U FORGOT YOUR SCORE OK?
den after the thing slacked with rebecca jess pearlyn alicia keyun and her tiger(:
playing hankypanky with rebecca controlling the tiger is seriously rofl hahah.and jess and pearlyn were fiddling with this "flute" made of bubbletea straw=.=seriously, my batchmates are really creative..and the funniest part was when this whole bunch of sec4 senior were going home and they walked past us and one senior said sth like " BUT THAT IS A STRAW!" omg i also died laughing.oh gosh oh gosh.
den went home:D
saw seniors at fareast(__1__)
and jess and i took 105 home with 2 seniors.
very nice day

and i reallyreallyrealy think i have nice and amusing seniors.
haha today the sc auds amanda wasnt here yet so i was trying to find the sc scores in the section cupboard.CANT FIND LUH!so i thought it was with amanda and sat through jamie's conducting without playing anything and when amanda came back, she took out the scores from the section cupboard like !!!!IT WASNT THERE WHEN I LOOKED!haha

and im really thankful that every year, its only classes that split, and not CCA, it wil be a total nightmare if everyone has to change CCA every year.BAND is a terrific CCA and all my batchmates rock like anything.

open hse tmr.
BATCH 09 JIAYOU!
this may be the only FORMAL thing that we will be playing tgt(:
yay(:
and i hope i dont sufocate in my tie.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
6:07 AM





hello world

i think this is gona be the longest post in my whole blog(:
dont read it if u dont want to, but if u want entertainment, hah read it:Dthese 2 days have been lke PERFECT(:

24/5/07(thursday)
today has been a very nice and fun and amusing day(:it started off with the absence of that 2 irritating _ _ _ girls at the busstop(:den i had a great snooze on 105 and was woken up with tian strangling me from behind.wah veh scary can!and i went batch corr:DSO AMUSING!

eng was spent on finishing the french movie(which was very comical) and debating overy the 2nd one:D and we watch "the pianist".seriously it's realy not my thing cux it's only either very scary or very boring,scary as in seeing people getting flung out of the window while still sitting in a wheelchair and seeing people get shot in the head and being run over by trucks.stupid damn freaking hitler mafde all these hpn.why cant everyone just be contented with what they have?

chem=zzz and aft tt i was demo-ing THAT thing that THEY did to amanda and she was screaming like SIAO=.= haha and lit was the continuation of that movie.so sadistic!and recess i demoed the same thing to daanny and she was also freaked out=.=.chi and hist were OKAY.

BAND WAS TERRIFIC
no prac today, only sc auds due to sec 4 spm.was so fun and some of the seniors were really amusing:D was laughing my heart out(:but i really tink im gonna die next yr): AND JAMIE WAS USING THE GOLDEN TROMBONE!LOOK SO COOL CAN!but amanda's tbone was still taller.so band ended at like 5 and i slacked all the way to 7 with mainly alicia,rebecca,dot and siti.at first still got eeiyn and jo but they went home by carcar):den we started reading the _ _ _ _'s /_ _ _ _ _ _ _/_ _ _ _ _,which was VERY amusing(:den we were like SO engrossed in it that we didnt hear a senior coming (__1__) and when she was lyk behind us,i got so frantic and pulled out dot's chem tb to cover what we were reading and we all bent out heads over it,laughing like siao and the senior walked away,looking amused.then we started reading again and she returned so we repeated the process again.well, we had no choice cux the thing was really very nice to read:FD and the 2nd time got 2 seniors walked past(__2__) and we did tht same thing over AGAIN.they kept turning back and it was really very amusing.den dot started screaming about her chem tb getting abused(cux i throw it ontop of the thing everytime i hear footsteps) so we changing the chem tb with a sci mag:D the 3rd time we were so sick of it we gave up reading it and sat there "solemnly" but someone started laughing so i started too=.=

the 4th time they walked past we went up and went to the toilet but they seemed to be heading that way too so we stood the the bridge and rebecca demoed this weird version of "im a little teapot" with this false high voice and we were laughing like siao when they returned.OUR TURN FOR TOILET!hehs. den went back to corr and slacked again and OH becky has this real pain method of pinching ppl):nand i was her victim cux i did the wring arm thing on her.and saw her face turn purple.heh.den me and siti and becky went home and 3 seniors (__3__) were walking in front of us and we didnt dare to overtake so we were like trailing behind them slowly.

went for bubbletea!tho i didnt buy ok! and apparently,so did the seniors(oh mann!) and we spent a long time waiting fot them to finish buying cux siti wanted her oreo sth(:
den KIND AND NICE becky waited for 105 with me even tho she could have gona home*hugs* and i went onto the same bus as 2 seniors.and i was standing the whole way through.
OHOH haha and while i was standing there there was this huge plastic bag on the floor with alot more plastic bags inside den i got so paranoid and thought it was a bomb or sth=.=
and me and becky had a very amusing sms convo starting off with sending the same msg to jo(JO DONT BE EMO AND SAD OK!CHEERUP!)

oh and last ting!
haha that day me and jolyn went toilet and i think i was saying sth when we came out so she started strangling me): and suddenly 4 seniors came up (__4__) and jolyn was like *WIDE EYE STARE* and released my neck immediately!SO CUTE!hahah
long post.1 more to go(:



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
5:37 AM




Wednesday, May 23, 2007

hello world.

why is it that even though i know i will only be sad and depressed aft reading her blog post, YET i always go and read them?it's like i cant control myself.

and im really really really very scared of farewell, as in not scared-scared but REALLYSCARED-scared, if you know what i mean.
i hope that day will never ever come.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
2:39 AM





hello world!

i havent been updating for like SO longD:
due to some reasons and cux i have been uh very busy):hence i shall update now(:

TUESDAY
eng=>we got back lit(which was a total failure) and watch ed the french movie.i think i made out about like what, 5 words?thank god for the subs:D and it's real comical oh HAHA.
chi=>was so-so zhang lao shi was getting so hyped about phototaking and out lipstick and mascara(?) hahha she looks abit inproportional..
recess=> had to chiong like mad cux of phototaking(i think i'll look spastic in the photos again) and ate with tian+ amanda+yixin and when we went back to class we lost yixin halfway.
geog=>copied like siao but it was okay..train my wrist muscles huh?
com studs=>i think out grp thing is so screwed and i know NUTS about the imovie thing=.=
maths=>basically,*YAWNS*
SL=>went plaza sing with meiying for lunch and hahah the coffee milkshake from mos burger is real nice:D i shall but it the next time(: haha meiying was drinking it on the mrt and was almost caught by the security guy):andand sl was boring and i fell asleep for like what?2sec?oh mann:Dbut i dont thinkg anyone noticed(:
WENT HOME!

iTUESDAY!
pe=>im so screwed i cant shoot):vidya teaching boonyi layups is a funny sight:Dhahah was laughing like siao
chem=>what do u think?
recess=>PHOTOCOPYING MACHINE KEEP ON JAMMING.was so irritated but all my scores came out fine((:
lit=>MOVIE!cont of the frech movie+ eating in class!heh
CLE=>still watch movie luh!
RS=>SEH LARH WE WENT THE WRONG PLACE.
BAND=>changing of band u is horrible):and jo INSIST on carrying the timphony when setting up and was screaming that her back is dying all the way through=.=in the end i think dot(?) took it from her haha.AND IM SWITCHED TO 3RDS!OMG MY MANDLE!!!!OH MANN!and jamie is now playing mandle and she crashed it 7 times lerh):haha.and sc thing was s-c-a-r-y!jamie must jiayou on friday!!!changing out of band u was even worse.jolyn was screaming that she almost fell into the toilet bowl and i was so amused and laughing and poked my sku badge into my finger,WAHLAO DAMN PAIN ARH!and jolyn gloated so i pretended to dao her(:ha! haha aft tt dismiss jolyn, in order to find chloe to give her money, barged through 2 seniors whose identity are unknown haha:D n jolyn got hysterical when i told her that=.=
and i think honeydew bubbletea is nice

iTHURSDAY!
JOLYN WAS LATE GOING TO THE BAND CORR.SHE IS LIKE 7 MIN LATE SO I DIDNT HAVE TIME TO TELL HER THAT THING):JO COME ON TIME TMR HOR!

the ppt ms leong prepared was so sweet!oh mann)):im gonna miss her geog lessons!today is like her last lesson)):OH MANN.
music was so screwed.as in our grp that thing.but it was fun!hahah i love my instru!*hugs*
and com music in interesting.the guy is pro can!even tho the yuan thing veh weird=.=
i slept during assembly(:
and lunch was fun!
i was telling daanny about ___ and she got SO EXCITED AND FREAKED OUT!
imagine herin this:*eyes opened wide, mouth hanging*WHAT??!?!?!?!
hahah thats how she looked(:
and the bus ride home is veh nice
i cant believe how weird she is!



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
2:03 AM




Saturday, May 19, 2007

hello world.

im hot and sweaty all over now due to one hour of badminton + 5 rounds round the bball court=X
and my right hand muslces veh pain, left one no diff.kena next time the 2 arms shape diff how?must learn how to play with left hand too:D

today has been a sian day
and i have NO IDEA how to do freaking chem
oh mann..

[actually what she said that day was almost right.
it's just that i didnt dare to admit it.]



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
3:43 AM




Friday, May 18, 2007

hello world.

sometimes i wonder.
why isit that although i have so many contacts on msn, i have so little people to talk to?
and those whom im actually ABLE to talk to are always 90-100% busy.
and thats really depressing.
espically towards YOU.


the key has become one of my recent source of pleasure.
[slash and burn.]



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
6:25 AM





hello world.

i think today was a brilliant day.
ALMOST perfect.almost.
reached sku about 5 min later than usual and the sky was SUPER BRIGHT like 8am liddat.maybe cux of global warming?heh.

went assembly and dragged jolyn along with ruoxi and amanda:Dhehs and assembly was veh long.amanda's was complanning about her backache and even wanted to pretend to faint=.=
geog was so-so and i was copying notes like crazy and at the same time telling our DEAR amanda how to write certain chinese words and how to cont her gong han.hmphf.denafter geog went recess((:

sat with yixin.was funny:D
tho i forgot wad we talked about.only remembered i laughed alot=.=
den went music.WAS FUNFUNFUN!!!veh fun can!
yixin insisted on playing the melody and i wanted to try the drum set thing and i got SO frustrated with the thing that i gave up.i think perc ppl are REALLY PRO like their hand eye foot coordination are like SO PRO can!ppl like me are totally hopeless.
and i tried playing a jazz version of titanic((:

dance lesson was fun too!
spent most time on warmups(which are torturous by the way)
and my hands almost dropped off.it's like footdrills liddat luh!
and my leg hor, haiyo sian larh.painpain!
den learnt hiphop:D
the cher is veh nice i think.
and she was like shocked we had test since pri sku and even kindergarden she was like "REALLY?EXAMS AS IN TEST EXAMS OR EXAMS EXMAS?" hence, this further proves that ahem singapore de stress level DAMN HIGH.so young got so many exams and stuff.she's from australia.and i think they knida heck the exams there?definately more slack can.

den thr SMART amada didnt bring her tie.
so chiong up to class to take tie after dance.
wahseh really CHIONG OK
and we almost died on the stairs)):
SEE LARH AMANDA!NEXT TIME U BETTER RMB HOR.*hands on hips*

assembly was fun and boring.
i think that sec 105 cutecute girl who acted as the small jane eyre is REALLY VERY CUTE!
SO CUTE LUH!
and some beh boring.and sec209's spiked was DAMN NICE LUH!
can see sam lee doing random dances behind:D

after that went lunch with alicia!
was planning to spy on____ but couldnt find.
so ate den amanda(L) came down andcould see her eyes opening WIDE.oh mann.
den eat halfway suddenly alicia became VERY EXCITED and kept signalling to behind me so i turned around and ha!saw them
started spying and they went up.
den me and alicia also went up to corr after lunch.
and i was demo-ing the thing.
and alicia tried to demo on me and i got so freaked out=X

and things that happened on batch corr was veh funny
1)alicia BALSTED a note into my ear cux i was putting my face at her tbone the bell here*growls* and jessica and sam started laughing
2)alicia tried to kill me with her slide.*pissed* greater laughter from sam and jessica.and i put sam's err what is that?EAR MUFF of sth into alicia's bell and hahha she sounded like SO SOFT.ha!
3)played sliding game with alicia on the batch corr ((:veh fun!
4) hahahha the very fun thing. _ _ _ing on ___________:D
den finally went home((:

ok thats about all for today((:
and i shall not post about the bad thing
but i find it very sad.as in..yeah.
and laso irritating and _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
hmphf.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
1:51 AM




Thursday, May 17, 2007

hello world.

today has been a weird day.
i hate sitting at the door.
i was peacefully sleeping at my seat and BANG.someone banged the door when u came in.irritated den fell back to sleep.den about 1 min later.BANG again.SIAN LARH.)):

lit today was slack.WAS SO SCARED WE WERE GONNA GET BACK RESULTS CAN!gosh
but instead ms gery talked about amusing stuff for an hour((:ah so fun
den pe:D
tried sprinting with mona for about what?100m?and shoe was so loose and it was threatening to fall out when i ran.and we stopped((:
and we were the last to end AWWS.
bball is not okay.
I SUCK CAN
I IDNT SHOT IN ONE BALL TODYA BBALL STYLE.
stupid luh
i was so fed up can.
not to mention that __ feels that im like so darn lousy and _________.
oh wells.im lousy.but.ok nvm.

maths was so irritating.
mr lim kept on stressing that results were not impt
in fact ALOT chers were saying that results is not all that matter, and its the learning process.
MY FOOT.
then why the emphasis on passing and failing.
ISNT IT THE RESULT THAT MATTERS IN THE END
so what if u are a prefect and cca capt and hse capt if you results are a gpa of maybe 1.6
WILL U GET A SCHOLORSHIP?
i freakingly dont think so ok?
wth.
and he said that u cant always rely on me to give u the answer.
FOR GOD'S SAKE YOU ARE THE TEACHER.
WHAT THE POINT OF HAVING A TEACHER IF WE HAVE TO LEARN EVERYTHING OURSELEVS?i was so freakingly pissed when he brought up the maths paper again ok.damn.

chem as a total bore.
i dont understand ANYTHING

next block is the block with my "FAVOURITE TEACHER"
apparently, whoever's test paper who lands up in her hands, u will suffer a TERRIBLE fate.
and apparently according to her, if u write a compo that is fiction, or if u get your idea from the news or book or whatever and u write about sth that hasnt happened to you before, u are gonna fail.
YEAH RIGHT
IM SO SURE.
what the crap.

and i slept during hist
SO SHUANG

AND BAND ROCKS:D
the songs we are playing currently i thinkit very nice:D
and i SEEM to geddit
SO FUN
and jamie is ultra funny

eh jamie today u didnt wet your pinafore too much huh?
haha so cute((:

and jolyn was so insistent on choking me to death.
and my belt broke.
zomg luh.sian
hahaha



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
6:22 AM




Wednesday, May 16, 2007

hello world.

u know what?
i think i get jelous VERY EASILY.
over the smallest and littlest things.
i think im abnormal.
[i slashed]



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
5:28 AM





i wanted to edit my prev post but stupid blogger got sth wrong.
i hate stupid proded tortoises.
stupid people
proded tortoises are those fakers who keep on saying they will get very low and still cry when they get high.stupid idiots.cant u see there are so many others lower than you?
im angry.
i shall go watch the funny videos on tian's blog to destress((:



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
2:16 AM





hello world.

i still remember.
in primary sku i cried 3 times.
once in p1, first day of sku
once in p4 over my maths exam
and once in p6 reason shall be untold.
in this 6 years, i cried only thrice.

in sec sku,
which i have only been in for 1 year 4 months and 16 days,
i've also cried thrice.
once after inunion,
once after syf,
and once today.

i guess today can be said as the worst day in this year.
much worse than the first day of sku.
muchmuch worse.
my results are unbelievably horrible.
i almost failed everything away, and really failed one.
today is the first time i failed an exam.
an offical exam.
and guess what?it's english compre.
is my english really that hopeless?

and maths is the worst.
i was counting on it to pull my grades up.
and was thinking that it may be my only 4.0
yeah xinyi FAT HOPE.
u think your maths so good?
careless mistakes are EVERYWHERE.
u even got the FIRST question wrong
the qns that is supposedly the EASIEST and i got it wrong.
imagine my paper.it was filled with red crosses.

maybe psle was really a stroke of luck.
maybe im really not fit to be in this school
maybe....i dont know.
im feeling hoplessly lost.
i know my parents wont really scold me much but its the self disappointment.
i expected much more than this.
and i couldnt even reach my LOW expectations.oh how great.

i wanted to cry alot of times today.
after i got back my eng compre,
before chinese,
and before geog.
yet i could suppress them all
and maths.
thanks for the people who cheered me up ok?
im really grateful.
mainly_ tian meiying leena and jac.im really sorry if theres anymore i dont know cux i never lifted up my head.thanks ok?yall are great.*loves*







first time seeing jolyn cry today.
and the way she cry attracted alot of attention.
her tears were flowing and she was like moaning.
jojo dont be sad ok?many people did worse than you and u still have your EOI to pull you up so jiayou ok?*hugs*

daanny you also dont be sad ok?muz cheer up ok?smile((:

maybe i should get out of here.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
1:39 AM




Monday, May 14, 2007

hello world.

back from sku and crashed onto the chair((:
LONG DAY mann..back to lessons):
geog was okayy?watch video which i practically didnt understand and i haf to do the table alone):
chi was bad and i think i failed my compo cux apparently zhang hao said my zuo bie zi got "YI DA DUI".HOW?!shit luh!
i ate pineapple during recess.

eng had free block oh mann((:
and com studs is BORING.
and and the sku com load DAMN slow larh wahseh=.=
got so fed up can!
and maths was okayy
and seriously i think i should refrain from swearing too often, well, at least i shouldnt do that when the class is real quiet.guess what.
mr lim:those who do well in the exams are those that usually ask qns
me: (SHIT I NEVER ASK EH!that means i failed?!)shit.
SEE.
i only like said shit in my normal tone can!
and everyone turned and stared.(i was sitting at the last row)
the first person i noticed staring was MONA.
den i was like about to ask her what she was looking at when i noticed the whole class and mr lim included looking.
ZOMG LARH paisei can!
!@#$%$#
i shall keep my mouth shut from now on.

had dance exam after sku.
sku ended at 2.dance exam was at 5.
ridiculous.
went library and chatted with grace for a darn long time((:
AND SHE DOES WEIRD THINGS
and tried to twist my thumb!!!
ZOMG SHE DARN FLEXIBLE LUH!!!
*stares wide eyed with mouth hanging open*

screwed dance.
i forgot half way oh wells nvm.
haiz but like waste money luh!)):

amanda said the corn she ate during ORA had too little butter
tian said the corn she ate during ORA had too much butter.
oh mann..

and hahahahhaha i think everyone in superjunior looks alike and all their songs also sound the same oh gosh=.=
is my eyes and ears really THAT bad?
*groans*

HAHAHHA oh today aft com studs was damn funny
tian was watching superjunior like crazy
and was high aft tt and so she was walking den cheryl fong waas walking behind her cux she also had com studs
den she was about to overtake tian when tian started this weird dance that she claims kibum did and started waving her hands about wildy and cheryl was so surprised she took a step back and gulped before walking in the other direction laughing
OH MANN TIAN WAS SO CUTE LUH!
hahah



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
3:05 AM




Sunday, May 13, 2007

hello world.

sometimes i seriously wonder if anyone actually READ my blog..
considering how interesting boring it is.
haiz abit depressing huh?
sku tmr
dont feel like going.
*buries head until pillow*
oh mann..



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
5:12 AM




Saturday, May 12, 2007

ORA yesterday was fun very very very fun.

woke up happily at 8.
was supposed to reach sku at 10(meaning leaving hse at 9) and instead i thought i was supposed to leave at 9.30 cux i thought iw as supposed to reach at 10.30.get the idea?
so i thought i had alot of time and started playing up words with my brother (which almost drove me mad,cux he's 5 and u can imagine his range of vocab:D)
den i ate breakfast and changed and my dad went market and mum went out so it was only me and my di at home.AND IT WAS 9.
SUDDENLY i realised IT WAS 9 AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO LEAVE AND I COULDNT LEAVE MY DI AT HOME ALONE IF NOT I'LL GET KILLED.
and my dad didnt bring his phone.
so i waited and he was veh fast alrd luh!he came back at 9.10
so i choinged to the busstop and that STUPID 196 took like 20min to come
and i was frantically smsing jolyn
and the 105 also took me about 10 min
!@#$%$#@$%
i was freakingly angry (and late) when i reached sku.
and loud rough music waas pounding out from everywhere=.=
went corr and i almost went deaf from jolyn's screams.
after all, im only 12 min late wad.ahaha

went canteen and came back to peacful corr in like 3 min?seriously the canteen is packed and noisy and hot and attractive(and it's a bad point cux i was BROKE)
went for our shift at10
after the seniors left it was basically me alicia and kangjie at the booth.
and cooking the corn is fun cux u get to taste it((:
and seling corn and eating corn and mixing corn with butter is very very fun((:
and i think we sold 40 or 50 cups?
hahahh very very fun((:

after that was busy tryingto avoid jolyn's senior oh mann!
AND den went home((:

at night went out for dinner at s'pore river there.
haha the food was quite okay larh((:
hahahhaha and VERY FUN
THE THING AT CLARKE QUAY IS VERY VERY VERY FUN TO WATCH only
hahhahaha and the turkish icecream is totally FAB
too bad i only ate like what 3 mouthful?
brother was feeling stingy)):
oh mann




and to jessica and pearlyn:
im really really really really really really very very very very very sorry i didnt look after your stuff because i really didnt hear u say it.im really really really really really really really really realy really really really really really really really really really sorry.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
7:02 PM




Friday, May 11, 2007

hello world.

im having a nosebleed.NOW.oh mann..

sku today was a total bore*yawns*
seriously, they should just give us the day off and let us sleep at home.
look at all the werid stuff we had:

-RA(aha dont think sick its raffles accademy..) talk
RA is this programme for this really TALENTED ppl and hence this talk is like total useless for me.like HELLO?!your gpa must be so frreaking high can!GRR
the one hour spent on it is seriously SIAN.

-CCA TALK
BORING.but better than RA((:

-TRADITIONAL GAMES.
sian larh!played pick up sitcks and amanda has very vyer very "NIMBLE" fingers=.=
and the rubber band thing was a nightmare.yawns.

RECESS!like FINALLY!

-PIRACY TALK
the video wasnt THAT interesting..
and the talk does really apply to me cux i never download ILLEGALLY.in fact i rarely download things((:*GUAI*haha

-and last but not least, the SKIN talk
i slept my way through=.=
and amanda woke me up super load of times to force me to look at gross pics of peeling skin and dunno what burns oh mann..

SEE!all the programmes are like so ____.
haiz.and the canteen today is really SIAN.
only eat and west + nasi padang were open SO LONG QUEUE SOMEMORE.hmphf

had batch prac after that.i think i too long nvr play lerh now hold FEW notes my mouth cannot tahan.SHIT LARH.HOW!
like hand muscles u can go gym and train BUT HOW IN THE WOLRD DO U TRAIN MOUTH MUSCLES?!
oh mann..

and plus the fact that i WOKE UP with a headache and went through the agony of today.
OH MANN.
haiz

AND AHAHHAHAHA amanda went to cut the almost same hair style as JOLYN hahahah
AMANDA LOOK SEROIUSLY CUTE.
just like jolyn
HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


and alicia and dot(?) were SO SWEET!!!
MY EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESSENT!
bibi ROCKS((:
aahhaha

ORA TMR!
oh yay!



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
4:45 AM




Wednesday, May 09, 2007

hello world.

2 more days to ORA
3 more days to mother's day
6 more days to open house rehersal
2 weeks and 2 days to open house(and i really really really hope i wont screw up.)
2 weeks and 2 days to the start of sku hols.
2 weeks and 6 days to receiving our results.(dooms day?)
3 weeks and 2 days to holiday in malaysia
6 weeks and 3 days to the start of term 3
12 weeks and 3 days to my birthday.



a long way to go.
i dont know why i typed all this.
i should be happy now right?
i feek weird.
gah.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
10:11 PM




Tuesday, May 08, 2007

hello world!

MYAs ARE OVER!!!!!

ha.like FINALLY!
ZOMG!

no more muggin till midnight
no more big eyebags
no more bursting brain
and NO MORE FREEZING CLASSROOMS!
OH YAY!

aha.maths today is bad):
i didnt finish my paper):
i NEVER finished my maths paper before.
HOW IRRTATING.
and the thing is i didnt even udnerstand the qns.
oh whatever.

batch lunch afterward((:
ALTHOUGH SO MANY PEOPLE CANT GO
im the only brass)):
JOLYN AND EMILY WENT WITH THIER FWENS)):
the others i dunno):
AWW LARH.

and ORA my shift is 11-12 with dot alicia and jo!
AHA i hope i dont forget((:

ok i shall go sleep now((:
im seriously DEPRIVED.
pri sku days are like SO DARN SLACK CAN.
oh gosh.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
10:17 PM





hello world!

MYAs ARE OVER!!!!!

ha.like FINALLY!
ZOMG!

no more muggin till midnight
no more big eyebags
no more bursting brain
and NO MORE FREEZING CLASSROOMS!
OH YAY!

aha.maths today is bad):
i didnt finish my paper):
i NEVER finished my maths paper before.
HOW IRRTATING.
and the thing is i didnt even udnerstand the qns.
oh whatever.

batch lunch afterward((:
ALTHOUGH SO MANY PEOPLE CANT GO
im the only brass)):
JOLYN AND EMILY WENT WITH THIER FWENS)):
the others i dunno):
AWW LARH.

and ORA my shift is 11-12 with dot alicia and jo!
AHA i hope i dont forget((:

ok i shall go sleep now((:
im seriously DEPRIVED.
pri sku days are like SO DARN SLACK CAN.
oh gosh.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
10:17 PM




Monday, May 07, 2007

hello world!

(grr this is my 2nd time typing cux juz now type lerh den the screen closed=.=)
6DOWN!1MORE TO GO!!!
and by tmr 9.30am, I'LL BE A FREE GIRL!
looking forward to that propect and sleeping peacefully during hist video:D

today was murderous.
chi compo was okayy..?
i hope?
haha and it was the LONGEST shuo ming wen i every wrote ok!
i thik most ppl wrote longer than normal cux
1)they gave us 3 piece of paper.so got stress cux is like WHY ARH WHY ARH WHYWHYWHY GOT 3 PIECES OF PAPER ARH THEY WANT USWRITE SO MUCH ISIT??!!so we write so much=.=
2)cux got extra time!normal compo is 50min we got 1hr30min!!OH YAY and i stoned for half an hour.tried to revise geog in my head but nothing came out.

OH AND THE CLASS WAS FREEZING AGAIN.
makes me wonder if ms ong is made of ice(well for ALL chers for that matter)
EVERYTIME make the classroom so cold):

den went recess andddddddd YIXIN IS DAMN DISGUSTING.SHE POURED MUSHROOM SOUP INTO MY RICE LIKE EEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!
!@#$#@#$%
*angry man*

den geog.
!@#$%$#@#%$
DAMN HARD CAN!
i wrote everything wrong i think):
AND THE WORLD MAP THING DAMN WHAT LARH.
ms leong also nvr tell us mst see that paper right.DAMN.
and the natural vegetation thing should be like tropical forest or monsoon etc
den i thought they wanted the plant
so i put coffee.
den i changed to coffee bean
!@#$%#@$%
IM SO STUPID LARH WHAT THE HELL

den went home.
watch them eat at subway=.=
DAMN SLOW AND VERY AMUSING
rebecca dragged jolyn off for batch lunch):
SO SAD):
HMPHF.

ok mug maths now.
the last thing i have to mug for about 2 months?
AAHAHAH BYEBYE
im in a good mood now((:


SHE is so darn weird.
lame.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
11:39 PM





hello world!

what the hell is wrong with blogger?!??!DAMN.
memorsing the deforestation crap for geog now)):
DAMN LONG AND HARD CAN!
i memorised until i fell alseep on the sofa and almost rolled down):
3 more to go...
chi compo
geog
and MATHS!!
MATHS IM DYING OH GOSH OH GOSH.

eng compo today was uh...
i dunno?
i dunno if i wrote out of qns.
i hope i dont fail.
and i realise haha 800 words is actually not alot huh?i duno
AND THE PLACE WAS FREEZING.!@#$%$#
den went recess.

PHILO!@#$%$#@#$%$#
zomg larh!
can die ok!
i think i wrote seriously out of point but i deceided to heck it cux my only other option was to leave the paper blank.and i dont think that is wise.
and i was like sniffing the WHOLE ONE HOUR THOUGH cux i had a blocked nose and i think i disturbed ALOT of people OH DEAR IM SUPER SORRY ex-PHILO PPL OK?
im sorry if i like made u lose concentration or someting):
SORRY!
sorrysorry ok?
cux i was like if i dont sniff i feel suffocated and cant breathe properly
and i think i made weird gasping sounds?
ALL CUX OF THE ENG COMPO THAT TIME THE DAMN AIRCON LARH!
haiz

after sku wentout for lunch.
saw yufei and jiayi
and my batch is horribly disgusting-ok i mean talia and keyun.
ZOMG LARH
they made this "SPECIAL" drink consisting of sprite,bubble tea, chilli sauce, colosaw, mash potato, ice, and and i think arh..TISSUE PAPER???
and yeah so this original SPRITE turned into this horrible brown-ish yellow-ish colour and keyun and taila were happily stirring it and laughing all the way and me,sitting beside them,almost fainted from the smell of the mixture.care to try?
hahahha
and the whole thing started with talia's demostration of blowing bubbles into the sprite.
eek.
hahahha and jolyn was frantically covering her nose and screaming and waving her arms about,you get the picture X)
and hahahahha pexin was HAHAHAH FUNNY!
aparently she laughed until she has stomachache.oh dear*tsktsk*
and and the place where we sat, in fact, all the sears near the window was SICK cux the place was uh sort of underground and when u look up u can see all the people WALKING BY and haha u can actually see ahem ahem HAHAH and rebecca was covering her eys frantically.
and they seemed very attracted to the pigeons i wonder why hmm..

ahhaha ok i think i shall go back to geog.*shakes head in despair*
AND AND AND JOJO FINALLY LET ME SE HER NEW FRINGE!!AHAHHA SHE LOOK SOOOOOOOOO CUTE ZOMG LARH!!!HAHAHHAH JOJO LET DOWN YOUR FRINGE LEH!!!
hahahahahah.



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
12:59 AM




Sunday, May 06, 2007

hello world.
i think the ONLY good thing about MYAs is that you can go home once the exam finishes.
the reason for this(to chers) is that this is the ONLY way ppl can take exams tgt.
but the more practical reason should be our brain cells are all killed, how do you expect us to have lessons?
!@#$%$
and now, for the bad things about MYAs:
1)lack of sleep
2)big eyebags
3)billons of brain cells killed
4)tired and energy-less everyday
5)depressed and super anxious
6)feel like dying
7)brain exploding
8)excessive cursing made
9)high stress level-->leads to early ageing
10)see stars in front of you

hence, i tink exams are not morally right.
i bet u agree.
right?

!@#$%$#
i shall go back to philo
seriously, i really dont care for all this stuff.
oh gosh.
:X
cant wait for wed after sku.
i shall rot big time then:D



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
6:09 AM




Saturday, May 05, 2007

hello world!

i think memorising things SUCKS.
like @#$%$#@
my brain is already small enough and u still wan me to like feed in this WHOLE chunk of geog info?u know what,i kinda think its impossible.
kena my brain burst.
oh ouch.
like u try your best to stuff tings into a DAMN TIGHT bag and u stuf and stuff and it explodes.
oh dear.
and philo.
HOWHOWHOW!
dead larh.
and i dont think Kant's theory make sense.
cux if like that MOST actions in the wolrd are not moral

like if you work because u want $, its NOT moral cux u have an intention?!
LOLS!
so according to him,we must work BECAUSE we have the ability to and we must not want any repay from our work and must only work because we want to like contribute to the society or sth?
DONT MAKE SENSE RIGHT*nods head furiously*

i cant believe i slacked the whole day away.
oh dear
and i started having this obesession with rubik's cubeO_o
and i only know how to do one side.
shall figure out the rest after MYAs((:

now i shall attempt to type sth in chi in preparation for next tue de darn compo:X
哦!
作天晚上竟然没有做恶梦!!
哈哈.
可能amanda的鬼故事其实没有那么可怕啦((:
哈,满足感:D
为什么我打华文读起来听得那么怪?
好像很nerdy!
哈哈

wahlao cannot tahan my chi.i read what i typed and it sounded SO WEIRD CAN!
haha ok i shall go back to geog)):

i cant wait until after MYAs mann!
AHAHA.
*stares into space*



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
2:44 AM




Friday, May 04, 2007

hello world.

i just realise something.
the feeling of MYAs is just like that of SYF.everything feels so surreal.
that is,until AFER the whole thing.
like today.i was so un anxious that it was scary.
and when i came out of the class.
!@#$%^%$#@!@#$%
everything then sunk in.
this there like SOMETHING wrong with my mind?

can afford to lose my mind at this time of my life.
ARGH!



i shall de stress by thinking of nice things like penguins:D
BUT EVERYTIME I TELL MYSELF TO THINK OF SOMETHING NICE MY MIND WILL GO BACK TO AMANDACHAN'S GHOST STORIES.
the dongbalek girlfwen ghost thing.
!@#$%^$#
see luh!my didi bouncing ball i also got so paranoid.
HOW!
*screams*

___do you hear it?
*thump.thump*
你在哪里...
*thump.thump*
找不到你...
*thump.thump*
你在哪里..


ok im getting goosebumps *shivers*
i shall not think of such things now.
aha u should really hear amanda say the story.
her voice was like so creepy/
ZOMG LUH!
and THAT REMINDS ME OF THE "CREEP" MOVIE ZOMG!
i think im gonna get nightmares tonight.
AHHH RUOXI.WHAT ABOUT YOU?



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
4:56 AM




Thursday, May 03, 2007

hello world!

i havent posted for like one week..aha.
tue was labour day:D
i PLANNED to study ok!i really PLANNED.
but guess what in the end the pile of hw was still there:X
haiyo.
den wed i cant rmb what happened.i only rmb i felt super tired and didnt wan go sku.hmm.
den thur was funny:)

had health checkup.
was gross.
the part where the nurse went:
nurse:honey, tell me,do you smoke very often?
me:*shocked and stares at nurse*uh..i dont smoke.
zomg larh.like DO YOU SMOKE VERY OFTEN like i smoke liddat luh!haiz
and eyes were a disaster.
and backbone is straight:D
den went PE:D
WAS SO FUN!
i have to prac my layups if not i will fail.!@#$%$#@!
LAYUPS!!!

ahh the SLOW DAANNY HOR.i waited for her in canteen for like half hour luh!
slowpok.too busy watching bio video:X
den while i was in the canteen there was this SUPER IRRITATING ***** screaming her head off and laughing like a lunatic damn her larh whats her freaking prob.stupid *****.and i know who she is but i shant say if not i shall make SOME people angry ha.not like i care but anything larh.stupid.and i hate all *** **** ppl even them.
freaking idiots.
den went home with daanny and i was like screaming all my probs to her and like whining and groaning and stuff and when we reached side gate i turned around and saw amanda behind me with his i dunno?amused expression?!
ZOMG SO PAISEI!
ahaha
and she dashed onto 105:D
hahahahhahahaha and daanny started laughing:X
den saw kangjie at the busstop and she had to give me a heart attack by telling me that:
batch 09 is gonna play ALONE during open house which is in 2 weeks time.

know what that means?
we have to dig up our score(which i duno where it is)
prac like SIAO cux band rm only open at wk9
and we have to prac OUTSIDE regular band time.
AND AND imagine.going to open house,wanting to see the band and instead see 20 poeple seated there.ZOMG LARH!
oh dear oh dear and we have to play by moqi?!
haiiz___"

and i went home and started mugging hist like SIAO.!@#$%$#@
until head almost bursted.)):
den slept.and got SO PARANOID that i will oversleep can!ZOMG LARH

today exams were a disaster.
amanda CHAN's ghost story was NICE:D
ruoxi screamed again and i went ARGHRGH!!
and we all got SO PARANOID today espically on the dark stairs.
hahah and yixin also screamed HAHA SHE LOOKED SO FUNNY!
she practically POUNCED onto her shocked friend cux yixin thought she was a ghost
_ _"
eng compre was BAD.i didnt know how to answer the qns and i tink summary was OUT OF POINT.cux no matter HOW I COUNT i cant get 15 points so i added alot of crap and i STILL COULDNT GET 15POINTS and i got so frustrated that i started doing random doodles on the scrape paper.HAIZ.

hist was a even greater nightmare.
!@#$%^$#@!@#$%^
the last qns was SO STUPID.
i didnt expect it AT ALL.
and i didnt even revise that larh!
i only like skimmed through that part last night WTH!
stupid.
haiz

and JOJO!!
I WANNA SEE YOUR SELF-CUT FRINGE!!!
PLEASE????
PLEASEE?????



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PaintMeAnILLUSION
11:25 PM