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Friday, January 26, 2007

DIE XINYI DIE.

WTH WTH WHAT DE STUPID IDOTIC HELL LARH.
NOTHING.NOTHING IN MY PATHETIC LIFE IS GOING RIGHT.

STUPID.i was so excited today.about de syf filmming.getting to miss sectionals,ableing me to get away frm dat stupid irritating headache.BUT.when i was feeling so excited,EVERYTHING went WRONG.WANJING GOT INTO CO.WANJING GOT INTO CO.WANJING GOT INTO CO.WANJING GOT INTO CO.yeah.and i just lost my one and only section batch mate like that.WTH.thats all i can say.WTH. it turned me from being so excited to dreading everything.and it rainned.i had to carry the trombone on my right hand and it hurts.and everything.JUST MY LUCK HUH?JUST MY PATHETIC LUCK.

den there is de change of seats.just when i thought i had started to adapt to de new class,mr lim had to go and destroy my whole enviroment.now im stuck in a group where i had not talked to anyone there once before.(hey guys im not saying yall are not nice kays..)YEAH.and i feel JUST SO MAD everytime i see others sit at de old one oh one table.yeah i noe dat table isnt ours and one oh one had already split up but the feeling is just there.DARN.n i feel ESPICALLY MAD when i see ****** and **** sitting there with ppl frm ***.its really irritating and just makes me miss one oh one even more.i dont think anyone there really missed me but i do miss EVERY single one of them.EVERY single one.no way to turn back time huh?

and somehow i seem to be fated with that IRRITATING person in de negative way.to me,she is HATE at FIRST sight.i really hate her.I REALLY DO.and i dont noe why EVERYDAY i will see her lar.DAMN IRRITATING can.stupid.everytime stuck her head in 207.who does she think she is.darn la.and everytime i hear anyone talk good about her,i feel irritated frustrated.espically ***** when she sayd SHES OKAY.SHE IS SO DARN NOT CAN.

and somemore i thik THAT person blocked me again.WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM LARH.FOREVER BUSY RIGHT?FINE.DONT TALK DEN DONT TALK LA.SHUI XI HAN ANYWAY.SIANZ.

and like daanny,i've been feeling super tired these days.spend all my free time sleeping.super tired.dont feel like doinf anything.like faitgue is overpowering me.what to do?its like i may just fall asleep in de middle of lesson.and im at de back row somemore.haf to force my eyes open with water.school it getting to be such a pain.
den there's de headache.maybe somethings wrong with my brain.sometimes de pain in de middle of band is so strong that i cant play properly.now wj is gone,i'll be beside amanda and when i cant play,=DIE.what to do?accept the fact lorh.sometimes i feel so dizzy..daanny,we haf like de same syntoms.dARN.

everyday is so tiring.makes me wonder how im gonna survive de year.there is also de _______ problem.den wan say it out later she angry.i still want dat friendship.
still haf alot of things.dont want write anymore.the more i write de worse i feel..

today say grace super lot of times.was staring at her during assembl and was somhow seen by her..talked to valerie..shes nice!and grace, will be NICER!love her so much!shes so cute can!not like joy at all..wahahha eating lunch tgt next wed xD!with yixin and kookies=]ok dun wan rite lerhs..

-i've learnt to appreciate all de small things in my life,knowing i may not haf a chance to do it anymore..-

why.why did u haf to snatch it away?you haf your own.so what if you dont like yours?it gives you NO right to snatch mine away from me.you are just an irritating busybody.u better return what is mine to me.get that clear.if not..

im really feeling very tired.whats wrong with me?
going to rest now.
i feel sick.
but i hope im not.

love my friends.love my godmortals.love my mortal SUPER alot.hate her.
*u always spoils my day.darn you*



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