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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

hello world.

i still remember.
in primary sku i cried 3 times.
once in p1, first day of sku
once in p4 over my maths exam
and once in p6 reason shall be untold.
in this 6 years, i cried only thrice.

in sec sku,
which i have only been in for 1 year 4 months and 16 days,
i've also cried thrice.
once after inunion,
once after syf,
and once today.

i guess today can be said as the worst day in this year.
much worse than the first day of sku.
muchmuch worse.
my results are unbelievably horrible.
i almost failed everything away, and really failed one.
today is the first time i failed an exam.
an offical exam.
and guess what?it's english compre.
is my english really that hopeless?

and maths is the worst.
i was counting on it to pull my grades up.
and was thinking that it may be my only 4.0
yeah xinyi FAT HOPE.
u think your maths so good?
careless mistakes are EVERYWHERE.
u even got the FIRST question wrong
the qns that is supposedly the EASIEST and i got it wrong.
imagine my paper.it was filled with red crosses.

maybe psle was really a stroke of luck.
maybe im really not fit to be in this school
maybe....i dont know.
im feeling hoplessly lost.
i know my parents wont really scold me much but its the self disappointment.
i expected much more than this.
and i couldnt even reach my LOW expectations.oh how great.

i wanted to cry alot of times today.
after i got back my eng compre,
before chinese,
and before geog.
yet i could suppress them all
and maths.
thanks for the people who cheered me up ok?
im really grateful.
mainly_ tian meiying leena and jac.im really sorry if theres anymore i dont know cux i never lifted up my head.thanks ok?yall are great.*loves*







first time seeing jolyn cry today.
and the way she cry attracted alot of attention.
her tears were flowing and she was like moaning.
jojo dont be sad ok?many people did worse than you and u still have your EOI to pull you up so jiayou ok?*hugs*

daanny you also dont be sad ok?muz cheer up ok?smile((:

maybe i should get out of here.



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